Sunday, January 31, 2010


This story got my attention - it is about time that prober evidence and scientific facts are laid out on the world table and people take notice of the fact that there really is other intellegent on earth and we can't be so foolish as to think only with our EGO and not try and communicate with them, just because some think they're "just animals".

Scientists say dolphins should be treated as non-human persons

January 6, 2010 by Lin Edwards -

Scientists studying dolphin behavior have suggested they could be the most intelligent creatures on Earth after humans, saying the size of their brains in relation to body size is larger than that of our closest relatives, the chimpanzees, and their behaviors suggest complex intelligence. One scientist said they should therefore be treated as "non-human persons" and granted rights as individuals.
The behavioral studies showed (especially the bottlenose) have distinct personalities and self-awareness, and they can think about the future. The research also confirmed dolphins have complex social structures, with individuals co-operating to solve difficult problems or to round up shoals of fish to eat, and with new behaviors being passed from one dolphin to another.

Several examples of learning being passed on to other individuals have been observed. In one case a rescued dolphin in South Australia, taught to tail-walk during recuperation, in turn taught the trick to other wild dolphins in the Port Adelaide river estuary when she was released. According to marine biologist Mike Bossley it was "like watching a dance craze take off", with the dolphins apparently learning the trick just for fun, since tail-walking has no natural function.

Work carried out by professor of psychology at the City University of New York, Diana Reiss, showed dolphins could recognize themselves in a mirror, and could use it to inspect other parts of their bodies, an ability previously only demonstrated in humans and a few animals such as apes, elephants and pigs. In another study Reiss was able to teach captive dolphins a rudimentary language based on symbols.

In anatomical studies of the dolphin, zoologist Lori Marino and colleagues from Emory University, Atlanta, Georgia in the US, used MRI (magnetic resonance imaging) scans to map the brains of dolphins and compare them with the brains of primates. She found the ratio of dolphin brain mass to body size to be second only to the human brain, which means dolphin brains are relatively larger than those of chimpanzees.

The neocortex and cerebral cortex of the bottlenose dolphins were particularly large and the cortex had similar convoluted folds to those found in human brains and strongly associated with intelligence. Cortical folds increase the volume of the cortex and its capacity for interconnections to form. Marino said the findings on brain anatomy and intelligence of dolphins mean we should re-examine the treatment of dolphins, especially when their treatment results in suffering.

Reiss and Marino say their behavioral and anatomical findings and our new understanding of dolphin intelligence mean it may not be ethical to keep dolphins in aquatic amusement parks for our entertainment, or to kill them for food. Around 300,000 whales, dolphins, and porpoises die each year, with some being killed for food, such as the annual killing of thousands of dolphins and small whales in Taijii, Japan, or even to prove the manhood of those killing them, such as the slaughter of Calderon dolphins at Faroe Island, in Denmark.

Reiss and Marino will present their findings at a conference in San Diego, California next month. Also speaking at the conference will be professor of ethics and business at Loyola Marymount University in Los Angeles, Thomas White, who said the new research adds weight to his ideas that dolphins should be regarded as "non-human persons" with the right to be treated as individuals. White is the author of the book "In Defense of Dolphins".

© 2009

Other interesting dolphins news on

Saturday, January 30, 2010


Village in fataga had one side of the valley wall covered with these used to be inhabited caves.

Close-up of the caves.

Gorgeous ocean - smashing waves.

Stone circle.

Monarch butterfly.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

DREAM OF 31.3.2010 + INTERPRETATION AT 11.12.2010

I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian. It took place outside the window, on the windowstill, of an old skyscraper. There was a woman who didn't need anything physical to stay standing in front of me, a man next to me on the window still and a second woman who walked past me to a ledge. I was only affaird of heigh occasionally when i looked straight down.
I can't recall what the two other sign did, but Aquarius turned me to a sea creature, probably mermaid like or dolphins, I didn't see me, but I felt ½ and ½.
I then woke up in my dream on the ledge and they hasseled me that I didn't even see anything. So I tried to remember really hard and got a date 31.3.

I woke up, then, officially woke-up.

I checked the calender for 31.3 - cause in my dream it was a on the place of the third weeks friday - this year it would be last week's monday.


Edited on December 11th 2010 with Dream Interpretation:


Balcony = To see a balcony in a dream or dream that you are on a balcony is symbolic of a need to be acknowledged. It might also be a sign that your social status is improving. ( sure needed to be akcnowledged in this part of my life, there was a huge changed coming - and my soul was literally showting "see me!" )

Astrology = To dream about astrology implies that you are apprehensive about upcoming events. You need to pay very close attention to what is being communicated to you and determine what influence it will have on your life. ( spot on! January, February and March were all about learning to communicate through trial and error while my connection my Higher Self deepened )

Woman = A woman or women generally represent intuition, creativity, nurturing, and love. ( the women didn't do much in the dream - but they symbolod this dream coming from my intuition )

Man = Depending on the details of the dream, the masculine figure could be interpreted as the Creator or Destroyer. ( creator for sure! He created me into this half human half dolphin  )

Dolphins = Dolphins represent friendliness, communal living, rescue, communication, and affection. They are water dwelling mammals and in our dreams they represent our willingness and ability to navigate through emotions. They represent positive messages from our unconscious minds. Dolphins could also represent a positive connection between our consciousness and to those parts of the psyche that is a mystery and largely unconscious. ( this was prime emotion navigation time - positive message from the unconscious mind about 31.3.2010 to me )

31.3.2010 What happened?

Finding strength in power of being a Finn, researching true history of the Finns and contemplation on the non-meak heritage gave me a oomph of right kind of pride:

Beginning of April, I contemplated on sacred text, and the meaning behind the biggest sacred book of our time the bible, and "The Hidden History of Human Race"... both of these begun me to understand finally what is Jesus, what are we as humans. And the biggest thing! I picked up Eckhart Tolle's lecture on The Now - and after that there was no turning back, this was it. My April, my shift to "The Now Consciouness - The Integral Consciouness" from Post Modern view.

The Full Moon is Tuesday March 30th 2010. This is a "Blue" Moon, in modern terms the second full Moon in a month. We also had a "Blue" Moon in January. "Blue" Moons roughly occur once every 2.5 years, but to have two in the same year is rarer, roughly once every 20-25 years.
Full Moons of this time period =
"I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian."
"At the time of a Full Moon, you should expect a culmination of events to occur within 4 to 5 days of its occurrence. Full moons close chapters and often bring a sense of finality to your life. You can't have a fresh start without closure in other areas; otherwise we get bombarded with issues that never end and our lives collect so much clutter that it becomes chaotic."

What are the odds of that kind of synchronizity? April 8th I discover Eckhart Tolle's view on The Now - which profoundly changes me, on April 23rd I discover A Course in Miracles that confirms everything I ever wondered about life, spirituality and the Now included released all my old shadows and just lfet peace in me. ( 23rd is with 5 days of the Full Moon of Taurus - yes incase you were wondering I am a Taurus - those ten days around April 27th  were the change, the profound, life changing days for me )

Why am I interpreting this now? Well yesterday I interpreted a dream with dolphins in it, my new life path was revealed - and this morning I looked back at the beginning of 2010 and came across this dolphin dream that was never interpreted so decided to have a go at it, knowing what I know now of my January this was a treat! Confirmation and entertaining view on one's journey in life!

Love, Light and Joy!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Here is a link to Sanaya Roman's and Duane Packer's Website

"Unconditional love is learning to be the source of love, rather than waiting for others to be the source. Unconditional love means keeping your heart open all the time. To do so, you may need to let go of the expectations you have of other people, of wanting them to be anything other than what they are. It means letting go of any need for people to give you things, act in certain ways, or respond with love. Many of you wait for other people to be warm and loving before you are."


I haven't channeled in ages. For some reason I'm getting channeling appearing everywhere at the moment... It is an invitation, so I better take it.

Channeling is a means of communicating with any consciousness that is not in human form by allowing that consciousness to express itself through the channel (or channeler). Most commonly, the term channeling refers to communication with spirit guides, who are astral, and with high-plane teachers who are on planes above the astral. Although the universe contains an infinite variety of consciousness that could theoretically be channeled.

More on Channeling --- HERE

If I have anytime today, as the trip to Canary Island is closing in - only three days left - I will calm down in the evening and channel (I love using the Sanaya Roman's method of "calming the lake" - click on her name to get to her website), I'd love to contact either Réa or Lii. It's almost like getting to see friends you haven't seen in years.

Monday, January 18, 2010


"My heart is open and full, I listen to my inner voice and spontaniously share what gifts I have, with others."

Sunday, January 17, 2010


Here are more links to pages I visit freguently (and some occasionally).


I have to admit, I have fallen in love with Ciro Marchetti's Artwork.
It started with the Gilded Tarot deck and now after looking around his website @ I can't stop admiring the work!

If you haven't heard of him - or haven't seen his work yet, you should go visit the website, you'll fall in love I guarentee it.


I ran into a really interesting Blog this morning!
While looking for a new Tarot Deck (I did find my next one which is called "Gilded Tarot"), amazing gold infused deck, with absolutely beautiful imagery and use of amazing set of color!

Here is a link: Website & Website

But back to the blog itself that I came across! It's filled with posts about esoterism, but also about arts, jokes and fun games.


This is from Diana Cooper's page, if you've read her books you've probably run to it by now.

Gold and Silver Violet Flame

The story of the Flame of Transmutation

In Atlantis the people could invoke the Violet Flame of Transmutation to dissolve any negativity in relationships and situations. This high frequency light literally devoured lower energy, so people could keep their auras clear. Unfortunately the power was misused and so it was withdrawn from all but a select few.

At the Harmonic Convergence in August 1987, so many Light Workers prayed and meditated for the raising of consciousness of humanity that St Germain, the Keeper of the Violet Flame, was able to approach Source to ask for a dispensation for humanity. Under Divine Grace the power of the Violet Flame was returned for everyone to use.

The Flame includes colours from lavender, through lilac to deepest violet and literally transmutes, dissolves and removes lower vibrations.

In 1998 the Silver Ray of Grace and Harmony merged with the Violet Flame of Transmutation. Beautiful silver light dances in the violet flames. When this is invoked, negative energy is replaced with something beautiful of a higher frequency.

And now the fifth dimensional Gold Ray has merged with the Silver Violet Flame, adding wisdom, angelic love and protection to the qualities of transmutation and harmony – a truly mighty combination that raises your consciousness to the fifth dimension and holds it there.

Where can you send the Gold and Silver Violet Flame?

1. Ask it to proceed you during the day, purifying your pathway.
2. Send it to people who are sick or out of balance.
3. Use it to transmute your anger, fear or negativity
4. Use it to transmute clouds of anger, fear or negativity round others, including people you have not met.
5. Send it to heal disharmony in relationships.
6. Send it to places to purify the energy of war, disease or disharmony.
7. Send it to any parts of your body that need healing.
8. Send it down electricity pylons, phone lines or the internet to purify the web.
9. Send it to the astral planes to help stuck souls who have not passed over.

I've used this one few occasion, it's good transmutating stomach aches to health I've noticed, and has helped the relationship that I had with my father become from stuck and dark to open and funny.

I do have to say getting protected to use this is one heavy armour, Archangel Michael's shield, Archangel Garbiel's aura of light and strenght and Sananda golden light.
It's easy to get unsettled if you use this flame without protection cause it leaves your soul wide open to be affected.


Dear Diana,

I have been asking for guidance on this issue but I'm still not clear.

I am working with a small group of people and we meet regularly and often use the silver violet gold flame of transmutation, and send it many places to help transmute the fear and negativity. However, we are finding that we are left covered in a fine white ash, and the bigger the place we send the flame the more ash there is, but also we can be left feeling tired. I wonder if we are doing it right? Do we need to be more considered or protected? We always ask permission to use the flame, and so any advice would be once again gratefully received.

With love and light



Dear Debbie,

I am often asked this question and do write about it in my books. When you use the violet flame it opens you up, so that you need protection. The gold flame is protective but not enough to protect you from all the energy that comes into your aura when you open up with the violet flame.

You are clearly doing marvellous work and just need to make sure you are well protected. I would suggest Michael’s cloak as well as the gold ray of Christ and Archangel Gabriel’s pure white reflective ball around you.

Protection works to the extent that you unconsciously believe in it, which is why I suggest three protections.

With Love and Blessings,



On other matters... I have few tarot reading to do, two two newer friends.
And one for myself too! Last one came through thoroughly and I am in the mids of change, everything, absolutely everything is in change [well maybe not the marriage ;)] and I couldn't be happier, cause none of them are bad changes. And this trip to Canary Island it could not be at a better time.
I feel like I am finally - truly - letting go of all the things that use to have a hold on me in the past. :)

Life is good!

Friday, January 15, 2010


I trust my life plan and see problems and obstacles as opportunities.
I learn from my mistakes and continue my journey with trust and calmness.

This is from the Inner Light Cards - that came with one Minä Olen Magazine.

Thursday, January 14, 2010


This morning in the mids of fetching a second cup of coffee just moments ago, I noticed our printed ticket to Canary Islands. It got me smiling, I'm really happy and looking forward to this - it is going to be amazing connecting to that energy!
Then it dawned to me that this is why vision boards* work!

I mean all the other parts of this trip are not anywhere near tangible yet! the money spent is electronic, the reservation electronic - all energy!
As is this trip but because I visually paid it and I have visual proof in front of my eyes it is REAL to me...

I know epiphanies can only be experienced in the person who has them - but man this one was a nice kicker for the morning. ;D

This weekend my Vision Board is going up! (I will imagine they are all paid for, all mine I just have to go grab them!)

*I use to not think much of vision boards as I imagined them as more or less reguest, but basically vision boards are cut & glued or drawn pictures on big paper that you believe and confirm are yours - you but it away and what will be will be. Somewhat like mandala exercises if you are familiar to those.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010



The english translation here I am using from The Tao website.

Heaven and earth do not act from (the impulse of) any wish to be benevolent;
they deal with all things as the dogs of grass are dealt with.
The sages do not act from (any wish to be) benevolent;
they deal with the people as the dogs of grass are dealt with.
May not the space between heaven and earth be compared to a bellows?
It is emptied, yet it loses not its power;
It is moved again, and sends forth air the more.
Much speech to swift exhaustion lead we see;
Your inner being guard, and keep it free.

Monday, January 11, 2010


As I visited the library again - I ran into few New Age (spiritual) CDs.

Deuter's - Sun Spirit
Deuter is always good but this CD is really uplifting.
Very much like sun rays - he did good one this.

Dr. Jeffery Thompson - Gamma Meditation System
The sounds are soothing, enlighting, centering and calming.
I immediately felt like I was calm and ready to meditate.

Aeoliah - Reiki 2
I haden't heard his music before, just heard that he was really good at what he does.
I'm still getting to know this, it's good, but I need to have a real good listen to it.


I like the word subtle - it seems it comes my way too rarely.

It has an echo of peace in it, harmony, love and kindness. With a world full of bold and aggressively strong people - I cherish the subtle people - those who are silent and understand why they are silent.

I love harmony and silence, peace and restfulness. (perhaps this is why I keep feeling anxioty towards the jobs I have had - still have - that expect me to me the officer, the lawmaker, the dictator)

Deepak Chopra in his book "The Book of Secrets" states the following:

  • To love someone is subtler than to criticize the individual
  • To promote peace is subtler than to promoto anger and violence
  • To see someone without judgement is subtler than to criticize the person

I'd like to add my own to this:

  • To be silent in subtler than to advice the other person
  • To be aware is subtler than to to ignore the other person
I bet the list goes on and on... feel free to leave your own to comment here.

There is no wrong that can be done here.

P.S: Beautiful Art work by Arthur Douet - link to his website is in the image. Click the image for more beautiful artwork.


The english translation here I am using from The Tao website.
The Tao is (like) the emptiness of a vessel;
and in our employment of it we must be on our guard against all fulness.
How deep and unfathomable it is, as if it were the Honoured Ancestor of all things!
We should blunt our sharp points, and unravel the complications of things;
we should attemper our brightness, and bring ourselves into agreement with the obscurity of others.
How pure and still the Tao is, as if it would ever so continue!
I do not know whose son it is.
It might appear to have been before God.

Sunday, January 10, 2010


Snow Covered III
Originally uploaded by Niina ♥ C.
The city of Helsinki (Finland) is covered in snow! This winter has been the best, snow covered event in years.
We had white christmas, white new year and white January.


The english translation here I am using from The Tao website.

Not to value and employ men of superior ability is the way to keep the people from rivalry among themselves; not to prize articles which are difficult to procure is the way to keep them from becoming thieves; not to show them what is likely to excite their desires is the way to keep their minds from disorder.
Therefore the sage, in the exercise of his government, empties their minds, fills their bellies, weakens their wills, and strengthens their bones.
He constantly (tries to) keep them without knowledge and without desire, and where there are those who have knowledge, to keep them from presuming to act (on it).
When there is this abstinence from action, good order is universal.


"This Universal Force is called Dharma in Sanskrit. The path of action is summed up in a phrase: Karma gives way to Dharma. In other words, personal attachment to your own actions is turned to nonattachment through performing god's actions."
-Deepak Chopra "The Book of Secrets"

Remember that World is projection of our consciousness - You are not in the World - You Are the World. You are god.

Saturday, January 9, 2010


The Fire in Your Eyes

Conscious inner dialogue is another powerful tool for connecting to your true Self. Whenever you look in the mirror, even if just for a few seconds, make eye contact with yourself and silently repeat the three principles of self-referral:
  • I am totally independent of the good or bad opinion of others.
  • I am beneath no one, and no one is beneath me.
  • I am fearless in the face of all challenges.
Look into your eyes to see these attitudes reflected back at you. Look just in your eyes, not at your facial expression. Look for the shine in your eyes that reflects the fire in your soul. If you do this exercise a few minutes every day, it can create profound shifts in your life.


The english translation here I am using from The Tao website. (

All in the world know the beauty of the beautiful, and in doing this they have (the idea of) what ugliness is;
they all know the skill of the skilful, and in doing this they have (the idea of) what the want of skill is.
So it is that existence and non-existence give birth the one to (the idea of) the other; that difficulty and ease produce the one (the idea of) the other; that length and shortness fashion out the one the figure of the other; that (the ideas of) height and lowness arise from the contrast of the one with the other; that the musical notes and tones become harmonious through the relation of one with another; and that being before and behind give the idea of one following another.
Therefore the sage manages affairs without doing anything, and conveys his instructions without the use of speech.
All things spring up, and there is not one which declines to show itself;
they grow, and there is no claim made for their ownership;
they go through their processes, and there is no expectation (of a reward for the results). The work is accomplished, and there is no resting in it (as an chievement).
The work is done, but how no one can see; It is this that makes the power not cease to be.

Friday, January 8, 2010


Since last summer it has been my and my husband goal to go to Canary Islands for one week in the coldest month of the year in Finland, end of January.

We had for six months expected to go to Tenerife, until today when the perfect trip for us emerged just as quickly as the trip we always though we were going to take disappeared from our grasps.

Now we are going to Gran Canaria - the round island shape kind of like a cylindar - co-insident or destiny? Well you should know by now I'm not one for co-insidents. ;)

I don't know nothing of Gran Canaria - like I know Tenerife that I've visiten half a dozen time.

So if you know the island - know where to look spiritually - let me know. Comment on this post - send me e-mail or send it through energy as divine intuition - all is appresiated.

In two weeks exactly I'll be walking the dunes of Playa del Inglés!


I'm downloading podcasts at Deepak Chopra Center at the moment - I'm putting them on my Nokia 5800 so I can listen to them on my way to work and back home - and during the time when the kids are a sleep and I have time to "unwind" - and then be refreshed for the rest of the day. - with keyword: podcast


Laotse's or Lao Tzu's book Tao Te Ching - I was looking for continuation for the Red Earth Wavespell as I enjoyed the daily posts, and on my way to the bookshelf that hold quote-and-quote spiritual books, I got stuck on a corner by climbs at a book I haven't read in ages "There is No Death" by Luukkonen-Kilde, the book was resting in a cart that said 'recently returned' I looked around it, as There is No Death is a "spiritual book and my eyes crossed paths with the word Tao and I was hooked - I opened the book saw it had 81 chapters and decided this was the continuence.

Now with that said - it is in finnish and the english translation here I am using from The Tao website. (

The Tao that can be trodden is not the enduring and unchanging Tao.
The name that can be named is not the enduring and unchanging name.
(Conceived of as) having no name, it is the Originator of heaven and earth; (conceived of as) having a name, it is the Mother of all things.
Always without desire we must be found,
If its deep mystery we would sound;
But if desire always within us be,
Its outer fringe is all that we shall see.
Under these two aspects, it is really the same; but as development takes place, it receives the different names.
Together we call them the Mystery.
Where the Mystery is the deepest is the gate of all that is subtle and wonderful.

This talk about Mystery is perfect - I read yesterday the first two chapters of Deepak Chopra's "The Book of Secrets" and the first secret was The Mystery of Life is Real.

"In the deeper reality, you are part of EVERY event that IS happening now, has ever happened, or will ever happen."

Life is more than it appears to be - everything exists, everything is intellegent, there is balance, higher purpose, awareness and connection in everything.

Thursday, January 7, 2010


The Pyramids

Those of you who don't yet know this - the pyramids were not build by slaves. But workers of egyptian people.

How did this come to be known?

Well they found tombs of the workers, highly decorated, certainly too elaborate for slaves. And in these tombs were the mummies and skeletons of the people. From those remain scientist figured they had medical attention given to them - that would have not been the case for slaves.

Now - lets but this to perspective.

We know EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, we know this, now you were egyptian worker, acting out your divine meaning by building a pyramid to the gods, to the pharaos - and you get into an accident where your leg gets broken.

At that moment you lose income, your marriage is in turmoil for the low lack of money - your leg heals eventually and this all passes and you are back to building the pyramid. It seems it happened and all you got was sourgrapes for a while.

but in the grand scale of things - it was because of your busted leg that showed people that it wasn't slaves who built the pyramids - it was you and your fellow men.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON - even if takes thousands of years to figure out why.


For more on Egyptian workers:
the Queen Chamber shafts see this page:


I took a trip to the East Centres Library and this is what got caught in my bag.

"The Book of Secrets" - Deepak Chopra (I am Really waiting to sink my teeth into this!)
"Your Erroneous Zones" - Wayne W. Dyer (Accept yourself and dare to live)
"The Michael Teachings: The Structures of the Local Universe" - José Stevens
"Tao Te Ching" - Laotse (this will be the source of my daily posts starting tomorrow)
"Life After Death" -Deepak Chopra (another must read to all who will die)

also DVDs

"Religion of the World: Native Religions of Americas" - Narr. Ben Kingsley
"Naked Sciense: The Pyramids" - Bonnier Publications
"New World" - NewLine Cinema (Colin Farrell & Q'orianka Kilcher)
"Kundun" - Dir. Martin Scorsese

I have the Pyramids in the player right now. I will share what these bring up.



The last, 13th, day of RED EARTH WAVESPELL

Day 13 (Jan 7): How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?

Red Moon Qualities: signs, signals, awakened attention, understanding, self-remembrance, divine guidance, Godseed, cosmic communication, beacon.

Red Moon is the cosmic seed of awakened awareness. Consume it like a fruit, and let it blossom within you. You are on the quest of self-remembrance, of Godseed. If you work with the energy of Red Moon with clear awareness and attention, an awakened state of remembrance will naturally blossom within you. Remembrance means having direct access to your expanded presence through an intrinsic perception of unity. Remembrance is your recognition of the larger pattern and your connection to it, often facilitated through dreams, art, music, colors and creative pursuits. With focused attention, meditate on Red Moon and you will receive help with self-remembrance.

Red Moon is also a beacon or transmitting station. As you open to self-remembrance, you become a beacon and receiver for cosmic consciousness. This communication creates the gradual opening of the third eye, the eye within the mononlith of self. As this eye opens and your communication becomes more refined, you will notice more signs, signals and understanding coming to you. These are all for your growth and evolution - a feedback system from which you can gain insight about your journey.
I don't yet grieve that these 13 days have come to an end. I'm going to enjoy this day - meditate and read.

We will see what tomorrow brings. :)


Day 12's Dream

A House full of vampires, we figured out that if they would eat pumpikin meat they would "heal" and become human again.
I was in a house with Dean and Sam (the brother's from Supernatural) and the house had vampires again - this time the pumpkin meat put them to sleep - except this one woman who said it didn't work on her because she was an evil soul.
I'm in a store with mom, I have on a nile green drench coat, and I change green gloves for purple ones cause they mach better.
We are in a cabin in the wild, outside there is a sound that I leave to investigate and it's wolfs, three wolfs and a bear. The wolfs kill one other wolf and fight for it. The fighting wolfs are black and gray.
I'm at an essence a swamp and my hubby a fresh water spring. when asked.


Vampires = Anxioty and horror inducing. Bloodsucking vampires steal the good in people and bring in bad. Dream pictures self-destruction. (in my dream I was invinsible, none of them could bite me - I just destroyed the evil in them)
Pumpkin = Implies openness and your receptiveness to new ideas and experiences. (to do good)
Evil Spirit = The darkside of your mind, or guilt taunting you. (I have to have full trust in my idea and abilities and not question myself)
Coat = A social symbol, that represent the role you've taken.
Green(coat) = the color of nature and life force and growth, that represents hope. (main color)
Purple = Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. (splash of color)
Wolf = symbolizes survival, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride.
Fighting = dream warns you to not be too aggresssive. (I shouldn't be aggressive if someone is testing my self-confidence and pride)
Swamp = prosperity and pleasure, but through dangerous and intriguing means.
Spring = revujination and re-birth that cleanses the soul.


I see around me a lot of negativity, and perhaps and idea will come that helps me releave that. I want to help - and I have to trust myself.
My aura colors of that are green and purple.
I can't let it effect me if the by product of this is that people attack my charachter.

Maybe this will gain me prosperity and pleasure in life and help my hubby to find his spirituality.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010


"Why is it when we talk to God, we're said to be praying, but when God talks to us, we're schizophrenic?"
-Lily Tomlin

Joe slipped off a tall cliff. He grabbed a branch a few feet down. After a few minutes hanging there, he was exhausted and unable to pull himself up. He looked up to the heavens and called out, "God, help me, please, help me." Suddenly the clouds parted and a deep voice commanded, "Let go!" Joe pondered this for a moment, looked up at heaven once more and said, "Is there anyone else up there?"


The scene: children lined up in a Catholic elementary school lunch cafeteria. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun had made a note and posted it on the apple tray, "Take only ONE. God is watching."Further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies. A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the apples."


Bumper Stickers... Time is the best teacher; unfortunately, it kills all its students. As long as there are tests, there will be prayer in public schools. My karma ran over my dogma. Never drive faster than your angel can fly. Out of body - will be back in 15 minutes.


Dog Letters to God: Dear God, How come people love to smell flowers, but seldom, if ever, smell one another? Where are their priorities? ... Dear God, If we come back as humans, does that mean we were good dogs or bad dogs? ... Dear God, Are there mailmen in Heaven? If there are, will I have to apologize to them?


One of the things I've learned during my spiritual journey so far is that I read and then accept what resonates with me - and discard what doesn't.

See there is no ultimate truth, everyone gets certain thing wrong. Just because one person is very highly valued doesn't mean they can't do wrong.

Diana Cooper and I are at the same page most of the time, her channelings ring very true to me - most of them - I value her insight and her willingness to be a channel to all this information. She's truly a delightful person and a magnetic soul.

But I still have my own opinions - I wouldn't blindly follow anyone - it's not in me.
I will though blindly follow my heart and intuition.

Here are some links to all things Diana Cooper:

Q & A: at
Articles: at
Spiritual Exercises: at
Look inside 2012: at
Look inside Atlantis: at



Day 12 (Jan 6): How can I utilize my relationships to explore and expand any of my self-limiting constructs? ...and how do I Inspire Co-operation?

Yellow Star qualities: Way show-er, harmony, beneficial combinations, expanded love, elegance, mystical visionary, starseed, octave, clear perspective, Mind of Light.

You are a starseed! You contain a holographic 'seed packet' of your evolution into the Mind of Light and the energy that directs you toward wholeness. This resonance offers an expanded view of the larger self and new ways of perceiving reality. Through self-acceptance, you are gifted with this journey. Yellow Star is ignition, like a cosmic milkweed explosion of resonant sparks. It is the launching pad from which you can hear the rumble of the rocket of your accelerated evolution.

Yellow Star's starseeded gift is the revelation of the harmony that unites all things. Instead of just aspiring to be harmonious, become harmony. Practice harmony not just as an abstraction, but as a living reality. This practice blends different energies, thoughts, people, and processes. Act on intuitive guidance as to what to combine and when. As you begin to follow your heart, you will know the feeling of being on the return path to the stars.

Yellow Star offers you the ability to hold a greatly expanded focus, a unity of awareness that encompasses aspects of the larger constellation of self. An example of this would be a simultaneous awareness of the desires of the existential self and the truth of the Essence Self. This star harmony encompasses the greatly enlarged perspective of your starseeded self, the part within you that holds the potential of your greatest destiny.

Unlike the preceding 7 tones, which were seperate and distinct, Yellow Star begins a more complex harmonic series as it completes the preceding octave. On a spiritual level, Yellow Star begins the development of higher being. The fundamental tones that occur in this series are of a more expanded frequency than those of the preceding seven tones. In this new octave, there is alignment in the harmonies of Earth and the harmonies of the stars that are now being sounded on Earth. Yellow Star is the first in a series of star harmonies that evoke accelerated growth of the starseed potential within you.


Day 11's Dream

Okay this is a little weird let's see what I can make of it...


There was a train terminal and I was there with someone waiting for trains.
I was (now don't laugh) Kanye West, and I had a baby with someone here in Finland, a boy. Then I which half way being the woman and went grocery shopping, there was a lot of pasta.


Trains = mean ways to goals, from terminal to terminal. (so me being at a terminal tells about me being invested in this one goal right now)
Father = A figure of strength in a family. A symbol of safety. (me being and unexpected father, could mean I am unexpectedly the strength for my family - today 12th is also a day when my sister's are coming to see me for the day)
Boy = Represents the viewers child-like self that is fulfilling the whole person. (true - I always connect to my inner child when I'm with my sister's)
Food = means satisfying your physical and emotional needs. It presents the quality of your life. Cares for the spitual wellbeing of you. (I loved the pasta, even complimented it)


My goal for today - when my sisters come to visit (after 1,5 years break from just the three of us- is to look at some tarot, cook real good snack foods, channel, maybe do something else they've never done before.

I lo9ve* both of my sister's so much, they are both light.

* the 9 = Universal energy of the goddess was an accidental typo, but will leave it there as it deserve it's presence.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010



Day 11 (Jan 5): What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?

Blue Hand qualities: Doing, completion, accomplishment, physical creativity, organizer, healer, opening, beauty, dance, gateway, knows, identification, mudras, acting "as if", spiritual tools, prist/priestess.

In the shadow of Blue Hand are spiritual distractions and resistances. As you hit 'growth edges', you can experience issues and resistance to revealing your true beauty and power. On your path, you will always be offered access to tools and further initiations. Think back to a time when you were offered such a gift, to a time when you embarked on a new quest or possibility.

(this moment suits these very days - this information of wavespells came to me exactly at the right time)

Remember the feeling of spiritual grace that accompanied that gift. Watch for other such openings that will be offered. They may appear in unusual circumstances. You may even find them in times of emotional crisis and amidst unusual access to hidden potentials. Becoming aware of these initiatory portals opens the door to guides and allies. It can also break the spell of distractions and reactive behaviours.

Another shadow of Blue Hand is difficulty in completing things. Completion is especially difficult if you feel inadequate or displeased with the possible outcome of your efforts. If you take on too much, you may become too pressured and scattered to finish. You may also relish the creative process but lose motivation because of hidden issues or what appears as the hard work required to finish. Completion becomes easier if you allow yourself to be excited and satisfied by the steps along the way.

Another shadow of Blue Hand is not having the desire and discipline needed to master a tool (such as meditation, healing, or some aspect of the creative arts). It is important to remember that committment, focused intent, and openness are all necessary to the acquisitions of any new skill.

Open to the clarity of your mystical nature. You are the tool through which Spirit speaks. You are the open vessel in which the light can play.

Monday, January 4, 2010



Day 10 (Jan 4): What does my heart desire to manifest? (in western astrology this day matches your 10th house/MC in your chart. Calling/Life Objective made real)

White World Bridger Qualities: Change, transformation, release, multi-dimensional consciousness, surrender control, revelation, death/rebirth, transmutation, forgiveness, humility.

In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!

You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life's fullness.

Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.

Accept the truth of your present situation. Through accepting what is, you are free to go forward. Change and growth become easier and more natural. Each experience in this enlivened state of surrender allows for more joy.

The colour for White World-Bridger is forest green. You, like the symbol of the evergreen tree, are alive and green amidst the process of apparent death and trans formation of winter. Green creates a feeling of balance and restful calm. It is restorative and healing, grounding, and centering. If you wish to access the power of White World-Bridger, visualize forest green.

Sunday, January 3, 2010



Day 9 (Jan 3): How do I shine the light for others?

Red Serpent qualities: Passion, sexual energy, life force, vitality, sensing, body wisdom, instinct, creativity, serpent, integration, intimacy, motivation, desire, kundalini, purification.

Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.

Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness.

This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Use the body as a tool for transformation. Learn how to use passion and the senses as a means of access and alignment to higher consciousness. Follow your gut-level intuitions and instincts to make choices in the moment.

Be willing to look at issues you have concerning intimacy and sexuality. Make sure that you are not separated from the dance of passion that is in union with your divine nature. Sense your deeper desire for union and intimacy. Red Serpent calls on you to awaken your vitality, body wisdom, and passion for life.


Day 8's Dream

My mom and I were left in a strange city to get home by our selves, after getting something to eat, we got a bus - later I noticed four people we turning into aliens. We went to Independance Day concert that was packed full of people - I was very frustrated cause I was running late - even though hubby was trying to make me relax.


Food = Marks satisfaction of your psychological physiological needs.
Cast-aside = Reflects as a side of yourself that you want to get rid of. (I have some body issues so this makes sense as it came after eating - my physiological need)
Bus = Traveling to the same direction with others - when you travel to home with a bus - you are trying to find the true meaning of yourself. (yes, I am)
Party = Portraits the happiness of life, good things and will to appreasiate others. (I was very frustrated - even though hubby was trying to make me relax)


In the mids of my body issues such as shape, eating, work, fears and emotions - I am trying to find my true essance. I want happiness, a good life and to be able to appresiate everything and everyone - myself is trying to help - now I just have to let go of my frustrations and my control and let things that are to happen - happen.

Saturday, January 2, 2010



"Silence is state, where the soul rests."



Day 8 (Jan 2): How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (the new energy on earth)

Yellow Seed Qualities: Seed, self-germination, creation, flowering, power of growth, seeding manifestation, fertile ground, gestation, opening, erupting possibilities, awareness.

Yellow Seed is the ordered pattern of growth. You and your life are the fertile soil, and the mystery blooms within you through the power of your intention or seed thoughts. Just as a seed contains the hologram of its completion, the process of manifestation follows a natural order. In this gestation process, your intention is quickened by Spirit. The charged seed, your true desire or vision, becomes the focus for germination.

What can you open that will support receptivity and assist the germination of your seed intentions? Envision the seed receiving the invitation to grow in the openness of your world. Viscerally feel the possibility of your heart's dream emerging. Your true desires and dreams contain an innate intelligence that can break through even the rigidity of fixed expectations. Planting a new seed, even in the hard soil of old belief systems, can bring unexpected magic and growth.

Be willing to break open the constraining shells of past patterns, the shackles of belief structures. Call forth your creative involvement with life. This involvement frees and awakens the powerful energy of the life force, shifting your perceptions and experience, catalyzing the manifestation of your dreams. Participate spontaneously in your growth, unrestricted by the illusion of old structures that once provided safety. Move forward into the light of new possibilities.

Tropism is the tendency to respond or move toward something by natural attraction. Through a code inherent within, a sprouted seed grows toward the light and a sunflower follows the Sun. In like manner, you respond to the light of your Essence Self, opening naturally to the fulfillment of your true nature. Through your own process of living and learning, you generate and plant various intentions and desires. As your natural growth pattern is catalyzed and awakened, your truth germinates in wisdom, emerging into the light in which all seeds flourish. Thus, as you plant your own truth, more truth comes to light. In this way, you create ever more fertile ground in which to explore and express all that you are.


Day 7's Dream

For past 4(?) nights now I've had a dreams with my sister in it. And I did again, last night.


I was doing personality trait section from Micheal Teachings with my sister I, my family arrived and we went to out to restaurant driving in our old Volvo station wagon. All of us, before people went their own way. The restaurant was old, had lots of wood, and we played Clue(Cluedo) and my brother K vanished and ended up being the killer.
Another dream was about a school that was brainwashing student to be cool, I think it was Madonna doing it?

Restaurant = It indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system.
Game = Participating in a game tells that you want to get along with others. (my family?)
Family = Family members are you yourself. Study emotions of the situation. (happy, at ease)


Perhaps it's about my want to get along and be close to my family, my sisters and my parents.

Friday, January 1, 2010



Older Is Not Better
(excerpt from The Journey of Your Soul)


It is not better to be an old soul than to be mature or young, just as it isn’t better to be forty-five years old than it is to be thirty-two or fourteen. A young person may be wise, and an old person foolish. A baby soul may be loving, and an old soul spiteful. People of every soul age are capable of manifesting their true personality—that is, of acting out of their positive poles, which are motivated by love. Younger souls are simply less experienced than older souls, not having completed as many monads. They are less fully tested, one could say.

Having compassion for others through knowledge of oneself is possible at any soul age.

An infant soul can be appropriate and responsible, but is not ready to handle larger responsibilities. He is generally not attracted to situations beyond his abilities. It is similar to a child, who can be appropriate and responsible, but for a smaller sphere than an adult can be. You would not expect a five-year-old to hold down a nine-to-five job, for example.

Advancement is not as important as experience. You do advance, because you are in motion, but you are here to experience life in every facet. Some facets of life are easier than others, but each step of development is necessary. If you were to skip over one, you would be left with a gap.

The more conscious you are in your growth process, the more quickly you grow. However, this does not necessarily translate into moving more quickly from second-level mature to third-level mature, for instance. It is not necessarily desirable for you to move from second to third mature as quickly as possible. Your soul age simply indicates your point of perspective. It is not inferior to be second-level mature rather than third-level mature; all points of perspective are valid. However, if you are ready to move from second mature to third, and you bring more awareness to the process, it may happen more quickly because you will be in a better position to avoid becoming stuck.

On the other hand, it may be appropriate for you to have an extensive experience of being at second-level mature. If that’s the case, you will do so more expansively if you are growing consciously, but you will not necessarily finish it more quickly. The object of the game is not to move through the soul ages as quickly as possible. It is to move through them in the way you choose to move through them. Choice is the “name of the game.” Some people are more attracted to the mature soul perspective and spend more time in it; others are more attracted to the young or old-soul perspectives. It is individual.

Soul age is similar in some respects to physical age. When you are sixty, no matter how intelligent, mature, appropriate, or healthy you are or are not, you go through certain experiences; the sixty-year-old body brings with it a certain perspective—you cannot escape that. Likewise with the eleven-year-old body: an eleven-year-old girl may mimic a seventeen-year-old, wearing makeup and dating, but she probably does not yet have the physical capacity to support a sexual relationship, for instance. Two eleven-year-olds can be quite different, yet both share the eleven-year-old experience. In the same way, two people of the same soul age share a common perspective, even though the specifics of their lives may be quite different.

Old souls tend to be tolerant and inclusive, and at least try to be open to other ways of looking at things. However, they may become upset by people whose points of view are rigid and exclusive. So if they are trying to respect different points of view, they may not respect people whose points of view do not respect other points of view.



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