DAY 13 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

The last, 13th, day of RED EARTH WAVESPELL

Day 13 (Jan 7): How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?

Red Moon Qualities: signs, signals, awakened attention, understanding, self-remembrance, divine guidance, Godseed, cosmic communication, beacon.

Red Moon is the cosmic seed of awakened awareness. Consume it like a fruit, and let it blossom within you. You are on the quest of self-remembrance, of Godseed. If you work with the energy of Red Moon with clear awareness and attention, an awakened state of remembrance will naturally blossom within you. Remembrance means having direct access to your expanded presence through an intrinsic perception of unity. Remembrance is your recognition of the larger pattern and your connection to it, often facilitated through dreams, art, music, colors and creative pursuits. With focused attention, meditate on Red Moon and you will receive help with self-remembrance.

Red Moon is also a beacon or transmitting station. As you open to self-remembrance, you become a beacon and receiver for cosmic consciousness. This communication creates the gradual opening of the third eye, the eye within the mononlith of self. As this eye opens and your communication becomes more refined, you will notice more signs, signals and understanding coming to you. These are all for your growth and evolution - a feedback system from which you can gain insight about your journey.

I don't yet grieve that these 13 days have come to an end. I'm going to enjoy this day - meditate and read.

We will see what tomorrow brings. :)

DAY 12'S DREAM

Day 12's Dream

A House full of vampires, we figured out that if they would eat pumpikin meat they would "heal" and become human again.
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I was in a house with Dean and Sam (the brother's from Supernatural) and the house had vampires again - this time the pumpkin meat put them to sleep - except this one woman who said it didn't work on her because she was an evil soul.
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I'm in a store with mom, I have on a nile green drench coat, and I change green gloves for purple ones cause they mach better.
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We are in a cabin in the wild, outside there is a sound that I leave to investigate and it's wolfs, three wolfs and a bear. The wolfs kill one other wolf and fight for it. The fighting wolfs are black and gray.
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I'm at an essence a swamp and my hubby a fresh water spring. when asked.

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Vampires = Anxioty and horror inducing. Bloodsucking vampires steal the good in people and bring in bad. Dream pictures self-destruction. (in my dream I was invinsible, none of them could bite me - I just destroyed the evil in them)
Pumpkin = Implies openness and your receptiveness to new ideas and experiences. (to do good)
Evil Spirit = The darkside of your mind, or guilt taunting you. (I have to have full trust in my idea and abilities and not question myself)
Coat = A social symbol, that represent the role you've taken.
Green(coat) = the color of nature and life force and growth, that represents hope. (main color)
Purple = Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. (splash of color)
Wolf = symbolizes survival, solitude, mystery, self-confidence and pride.
Fighting = dream warns you to not be too aggresssive. (I shouldn't be aggressive if someone is testing my self-confidence and pride)
Swamp = prosperity and pleasure, but through dangerous and intriguing means.
Spring = revujination and re-birth that cleanses the soul.

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I see around me a lot of negativity, and perhaps and idea will come that helps me releave that. I want to help - and I have to trust myself.
My aura colors of that are green and purple.
I can't let it effect me if the by product of this is that people attack my charachter.

Maybe this will gain me prosperity and pleasure in life and help my hubby to find his spirituality.

DAY 12 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 12 (Jan 6): How can I utilize my relationships to explore and expand any of my self-limiting constructs? ...and how do I Inspire Co-operation?

Yellow Star qualities: Way show-er, harmony, beneficial combinations, expanded love, elegance, mystical visionary, starseed, octave, clear perspective, Mind of Light.

You are a starseed! You contain a holographic 'seed packet' of your evolution into the Mind of Light and the energy that directs you toward wholeness. This resonance offers an expanded view of the larger self and new ways of perceiving reality. Through self-acceptance, you are gifted with this journey. Yellow Star is ignition, like a cosmic milkweed explosion of resonant sparks. It is the launching pad from which you can hear the rumble of the rocket of your accelerated evolution.

Yellow Star's starseeded gift is the revelation of the harmony that unites all things. Instead of just aspiring to be harmonious, become harmony. Practice harmony not just as an abstraction, but as a living reality. This practice blends different energies, thoughts, people, and processes. Act on intuitive guidance as to what to combine and when. As you begin to follow your heart, you will know the feeling of being on the return path to the stars.

Yellow Star offers you the ability to hold a greatly expanded focus, a unity of awareness that encompasses aspects of the larger constellation of self. An example of this would be a simultaneous awareness of the desires of the existential self and the truth of the Essence Self. This star harmony encompasses the greatly enlarged perspective of your starseeded self, the part within you that holds the potential of your greatest destiny.

Unlike the preceding 7 tones, which were seperate and distinct, Yellow Star begins a more complex harmonic series as it completes the preceding octave. On a spiritual level, Yellow Star begins the development of higher being. The fundamental tones that occur in this series are of a more expanded frequency than those of the preceding seven tones. In this new octave, there is alignment in the harmonies of Earth and the harmonies of the stars that are now being sounded on Earth. Yellow Star is the first in a series of star harmonies that evoke accelerated growth of the starseed potential within you.

DAY 11's DREAM

Day 11's Dream

Okay this is a little weird let's see what I can make of it...

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There was a train terminal and I was there with someone waiting for trains.
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I was (now don't laugh) Kanye West, and I had a baby with someone here in Finland, a boy. Then I which half way being the woman and went grocery shopping, there was a lot of pasta.

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Trains = mean ways to goals, from terminal to terminal. (so me being at a terminal tells about me being invested in this one goal right now)
Father = A figure of strength in a family. A symbol of safety. (me being and unexpected father, could mean I am unexpectedly the strength for my family - today 12th is also a day when my sister's are coming to see me for the day)
Boy = Represents the viewers child-like self that is fulfilling the whole person. (true - I always connect to my inner child when I'm with my sister's)
Food = means satisfying your physical and emotional needs. It presents the quality of your life. Cares for the spitual wellbeing of you. (I loved the pasta, even complimented it)

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My goal for today - when my sisters come to visit (after 1,5 years break from just the three of us- is to look at some tarot, cook real good snack foods, channel, maybe do something else they've never done before.

I lo9ve* both of my sister's so much, they are both light.

* the 9 = Universal energy of the goddess was an accidental typo, but will leave it there as it deserve it's presence.

DAY 11 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 11 (Jan 5): What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?

Blue Hand qualities: Doing, completion, accomplishment, physical creativity, organizer, healer, opening, beauty, dance, gateway, knows, identification, mudras, acting "as if", spiritual tools, prist/priestess.

In the shadow of Blue Hand are spiritual distractions and resistances. As you hit 'growth edges', you can experience issues and resistance to revealing your true beauty and power. On your path, you will always be offered access to tools and further initiations. Think back to a time when you were offered such a gift, to a time when you embarked on a new quest or possibility.

(this moment suits these very days - this information of wavespells came to me exactly at the right time)

Remember the feeling of spiritual grace that accompanied that gift. Watch for other such openings that will be offered. They may appear in unusual circumstances. You may even find them in times of emotional crisis and amidst unusual access to hidden potentials. Becoming aware of these initiatory portals opens the door to guides and allies. It can also break the spell of distractions and reactive behaviours.

Another shadow of Blue Hand is difficulty in completing things. Completion is especially difficult if you feel inadequate or displeased with the possible outcome of your efforts. If you take on too much, you may become too pressured and scattered to finish. You may also relish the creative process but lose motivation because of hidden issues or what appears as the hard work required to finish. Completion becomes easier if you allow yourself to be excited and satisfied by the steps along the way.

Another shadow of Blue Hand is not having the desire and discipline needed to master a tool (such as meditation, healing, or some aspect of the creative arts). It is important to remember that committment, focused intent, and openness are all necessary to the acquisitions of any new skill.

Open to the clarity of your mystical nature. You are the tool through which Spirit speaks. You are the open vessel in which the light can play.

DAY 10 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 10 (Jan 4): What does my heart desire to manifest? (in western astrology this day matches your 10th house/MC in your chart. Calling/Life Objective made real)

White World Bridger Qualities: Change, transformation, release, multi-dimensional consciousness, surrender control, revelation, death/rebirth, transmutation, forgiveness, humility.

In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!

You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life's fullness.

Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.

Accept the truth of your present situation. Through accepting what is, you are free to go forward. Change and growth become easier and more natural. Each experience in this enlivened state of surrender allows for more joy.

The colour for White World-Bridger is forest green. You, like the symbol of the evergreen tree, are alive and green amidst the process of apparent death and trans formation of winter. Green creates a feeling of balance and restful calm. It is restorative and healing, grounding, and centering. If you wish to access the power of White World-Bridger, visualize forest green.

DAY 9 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 9 (Jan 3): How do I shine the light for others?

Red Serpent qualities: Passion, sexual energy, life force, vitality, sensing, body wisdom, instinct, creativity, serpent, integration, intimacy, motivation, desire, kundalini, purification.

Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.

Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness.

This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Use the body as a tool for transformation. Learn how to use passion and the senses as a means of access and alignment to higher consciousness. Follow your gut-level intuitions and instincts to make choices in the moment.

Be willing to look at issues you have concerning intimacy and sexuality. Make sure that you are not separated from the dance of passion that is in union with your divine nature. Sense your deeper desire for union and intimacy. Red Serpent calls on you to awaken your vitality, body wisdom, and passion for life.

DAY 8's DREAM

Day 8's Dream

My mom and I were left in a strange city to get home by our selves, after getting something to eat, we got a bus - later I noticed four people we turning into aliens. We went to Independance Day concert that was packed full of people - I was very frustrated cause I was running late - even though hubby was trying to make me relax.

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Food = Marks satisfaction of your psychological physiological needs.
Cast-aside = Reflects as a side of yourself that you want to get rid of. (I have some body issues so this makes sense as it came after eating - my physiological need)
Bus = Traveling to the same direction with others - when you travel to home with a bus - you are trying to find the true meaning of yourself. (yes, I am)
Party = Portraits the happiness of life, good things and will to appreasiate others. (I was very frustrated - even though hubby was trying to make me relax)

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In the mids of my body issues such as shape, eating, work, fears and emotions - I am trying to find my true essance. I want happiness, a good life and to be able to appresiate everything and everyone - myself is trying to help - now I just have to let go of my frustrations and my control and let things that are to happen - happen.

DAY 8 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 8 (Jan 2): How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (the new energy on earth)

Yellow Seed Qualities: Seed, self-germination, creation, flowering, power of growth, seeding manifestation, fertile ground, gestation, opening, erupting possibilities, awareness.

Yellow Seed is the ordered pattern of growth. You and your life are the fertile soil, and the mystery blooms within you through the power of your intention or seed thoughts. Just as a seed contains the hologram of its completion, the process of manifestation follows a natural order. In this gestation process, your intention is quickened by Spirit. The charged seed, your true desire or vision, becomes the focus for germination.

What can you open that will support receptivity and assist the germination of your seed intentions? Envision the seed receiving the invitation to grow in the openness of your world. Viscerally feel the possibility of your heart's dream emerging. Your true desires and dreams contain an innate intelligence that can break through even the rigidity of fixed expectations. Planting a new seed, even in the hard soil of old belief systems, can bring unexpected magic and growth.

Be willing to break open the constraining shells of past patterns, the shackles of belief structures. Call forth your creative involvement with life. This involvement frees and awakens the powerful energy of the life force, shifting your perceptions and experience, catalyzing the manifestation of your dreams. Participate spontaneously in your growth, unrestricted by the illusion of old structures that once provided safety. Move forward into the light of new possibilities.

Tropism is the tendency to respond or move toward something by natural attraction. Through a code inherent within, a sprouted seed grows toward the light and a sunflower follows the Sun. In like manner, you respond to the light of your Essence Self, opening naturally to the fulfillment of your true nature. Through your own process of living and learning, you generate and plant various intentions and desires. As your natural growth pattern is catalyzed and awakened, your truth germinates in wisdom, emerging into the light in which all seeds flourish. Thus, as you plant your own truth, more truth comes to light. In this way, you create ever more fertile ground in which to explore and express all that you are.

DAY 7's DREAM

Day 7's Dream

For past 4(?) nights now I've had a dreams with my sister in it. And I did again, last night.

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I was doing personality trait section from Micheal Teachings with my sister I, my family arrived and we went to out to restaurant driving in our old Volvo station wagon. All of us, before people went their own way. The restaurant was old, had lots of wood, and we played Clue(Cluedo) and my brother K vanished and ended up being the killer.
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Another dream was about a school that was brainwashing student to be cool, I think it was Madonna doing it?

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Restaurant = It indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system.
Game = Participating in a game tells that you want to get along with others. (my family?)
Family = Family members are you yourself. Study emotions of the situation. (happy, at ease)

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Perhaps it's about my want to get along and be close to my family, my sisters and my parents.

DAY 7 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From:http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 7 (January 1st): What can I do to stand in the light of my full mystical power?

Blue Night qualities: Abyss, serenity, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, stillness, dreamfield matrix, the unconcious, abundance, mystery, sanctuary, journey into self, dream exploration, intuition.

Blue night is the dark mystery within, the journey into self, that place to which you can always retreat to garner the gifts of your process subjectively. You are being asked to enter into and explore your process subjectively. Blue Night is the immense field of potential found in the depths of human emotion and feeling. The touch of Blue Night is like the moment you crawl into bed and feel yourself surrounded by warmth, darkness and peace.

Dreamtime holds powerful opportunities. It is a field where potential, past, and future are held in the same matrix as the present moment. If such a construct is foreign to you, stretch your mind and entertain the possibility that you could help to dream a different reality into being. Enter into the mystery where reality is actually created.

In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as constributing to the larger dream that is emerging. By focusing on this creation, your thoughts and intentions are projected at superluminal speeds across the crystal grid network that encompasses universes. This energetic field seeds, supports, and empowers the creation of an unfolding reality.

At a certain point, when a critical threshold of energy has been focused on a clear intent such as world peace, the underlying constructs of reality shift and a new reality begins filtering into human experience. Make no mistake: great change is seeded by conscious dreamers who understand and know that they are co-creating the larger dream.

DAY 6'S DREAM

Day 6's Dream

This one was a hard to call back - eventuallyt after rolling around ten minutes I got a climps.

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I was being held hostige in cruise liner cabin by a woman, I tricked here to leave the room with me. We went to the elevators, there were four, first available had a toilet, another had a sleeping man, and third was half the size - we took that one.
The dream changed to a bus and the woman to my cousin Heidi, we were going to our gratuation, we were talking about dresses and foods and then Brittany Murphy (from Clueless - she died about a week ago).

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Prison guard = Your conscience, Commonly used metaphors for conscience include the "voice within" and the "inner light". (she was not letting me escape)
Ship = The journey of life, with calm and storms.
Elevator = And elevator going down means you have failed, and are at spiritual regression. (4 elevators - so perhaps only one of them is going down?)
Bus = A bus means you are traveling same way with others. Even towards a same goal. If you are satisfied, then you are in a good place socially. (I was happy and chatty)
Family (cousin) = Family members are you yourself. Study emotions of the situation. (content, at ease)

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My inner voice is trying to tell me not to go down a wrong pathway, to eventually fail in my quest. It went down the elevator with me cause my inner voice is always with me even when I make poor choices. Perhaps if I was less spiritual I would get along with my family better. Which makes sense as I like being alone at times - and not talk about things that are negative and my family has a habit of going through bad events or news with vigor - where I no longer want that in my day-to-day life. (both sides of my blood family - I am not saying they are "bad" or different - I am saying I am at a different place from them and hence feel slightly alienated from them.)

DAY 6 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 6 (Dec 31): How do I balance the Male and Female energies within myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth?

White Wind Qualities: Spirit, breath, wind, presence, truth, communication, inspiration, non-tangible, idealistic, simplicity, integration of polarities, unseen forces, co-creator of reality.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you want to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you're listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down. You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the 'feeling channel' in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.

DAY 5's - DREAM

Day 5's Dream

These one's stuck very well in my head - very clear dreams.

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I was running in the woods, it was a competition, Pete was running behind me, we got out of the woods and got to Mall, we went down these escalators that were turned to slides, and then had to go back up them.
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I messed with an evil girls hair asking if she was getting pink stripes, then had to talk to my friends so they wouldn't be mad at me because the evil girls would pay back. There was pie, lots of it.
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My sister Ida had a birthday and there was a bulldog that had a device that measured how far he run, calories burned and steps taken.
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There was a gym that had two owner that were really shady, then they turned the gym to a make-up store, there was a girl putting on bronzer when she was kicked out.

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Forest = Your subconcious (I ran, I was happy, there was a path way)
Climbing = Desire to advance in your job, or to get better employment. if it's a high climb, it will be tought, if you keep climbing you are head strong and are stupporn, if you make it to the top you will survive the challenges in your life.

Friends = Depict the different sides of your personality ("I want to be friends with you." I'm not sure it's worth it.")
Sister = The otherside of your personality (not able to feel cared enough for - as all her gifts weren't actually to her)

To cheat/be shady = You have to be honest to yourself. (This has something to do with the gym and beauty - and to be honest to myself about them)

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So, perhaps underneath my worries I am actually happy - as my worries are illusions to begin with. This a big challenge that I can over come. Even tho I believe my body and beauty isn't upto bar - I need to see the truth that I am beautiful and I aren't fat - and I am lovable. My body is perfect for me - nothing of it needs to be changed. that's my challenge to except me - love me, as I am, a spiritual, happy being.

Well this sure was a dream I NEEDED! :) First I wasn't sure where this was going but I got it at the end.

DAY 5 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

Day 5 (Dec 30): What is my core purpose?

Red Dragon Qualities: Source of life, breakthrough, divine nurturance & support, receptivity, primordial Mother, undivided primal waters, primal trust and nourishment, birth.

Red Dragon: Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offer innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

It is also a great gift to allow others to give fully to you, for in your receptivity the circuit of love is completed. Love is all that is, and by completing the circuit of giving and receiving on the physical plane, you form an infinite loop that continually expands into new octaves of expression on other planes.

Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams.

DAY 4'S DREAM

Day 4's Dream

I arrived through an airport to an office building, to work there. My room was open and light and it had a fridge. I had my sisters there to watch movies with me, but then the younger one had to leave because we were watching one with living dead in a desert scene. This office job turned to my old kindergarden job and I had to bring a little order to chaotic room.

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Office = Reflects your day-to-day life (open, light and homey)
Sister = In a woman's dream sister means her shadow side, the opposite sides of her personality (one left one stayed)
Work = Continuous dreams of work mean there is unfinnished business there - also mans working through work related problems (well I've already been convignsed about what I need to do)

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I'm using my mom's dream dictonary (as I stayd over night here so this makes no sense really - I have to check my own book when I get home.

DAY 4 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 4 (Dec 29): What form will my spiritual journey take?

Yellow Sun Qualities: Illumination, fire, cosmic/christ consciousness, bliss, union, wholeness, unconditional love, crown chakra, ascension, solar mastery, language of light, ecstasy, limitless bliss, enlightenment, universal fire.

Discover the simple secret encoded in Yellow Sun's star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light: "As above, so below." You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.

As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it's original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.

Open your heart as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!

DREAM --> SPIRITUALITY

DAY 3'S NIGHT - DREAM

This was a mixed salad one, there was five parts but I only recall the last four.

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I was going to a sauna and ran into a guy who was studying and asked me to help him with photoshopping, we talked a while about Layers and Gradient maps. His girlfriend was jealous.
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I was going to take my hubby to spend the morning with me at work the next day but at the last moment told my co-worker that I was coming to work at 12.
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I was somewhere outside in the green nature that had tables and thing on them, I tried on pink blush, but it was super sparkly - I left ended up in a store with one of my kindergarden kids with another close by with the mom, she gave her kid to me like I was already at work. There we're food in the cart, spilling out.
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Alien ship that you walked on top of, agains a sunny sky with clouds. I wasn't attacked but they didn't want me there cause they would get in trouble.

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Sauna = Start of something new in your life.
To Teach = to show inner wisdom and experiences in life.

Work = If seen in a dream as unpleasent means unhappiness at work. (twice)
Green = The color of growth, lifeforce and nature, that reflects hope. (green field with tables on it)
Light color/pink = tells of positive things, purity and ideals. (the pink blush)
Food = The context of your life, symbolises the spiritual and physical health.

Spaceship = Spiritually open space, indicates you want to broaden your living surrounding and learn new thing in the spiritual field ( so what does it mean when I wasn't exactly welcome?)
Airplane(spaceship) = If the plane is high it symbolises grand scale aspirations - Being on the plane means speedy progress towards the goal.

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I should see a new beginning of some sort, possibly sharing my wisdom and experiences. My current work isn't what i want to do very seriously - I have always wanted a palce in a spiritual community and work there. There seems to be hope for my ideal job. I really do want a positive working enviorment, I wan't to upkeep the purity of my soul in everyday life. Right now I seem to be in perfect spiritual health (as the food was over flowing the cart), which means I get to see things clearly now. Now the spaceship - Grand scale aspiration in broading my spiritual life - I am working for the goal as we speak. I was so sure I wouldn't be able to understand this herring-salad* of a dream - but it all makes perfect sense now!

*finnish proverb - basically herring salad has so many ingredients that it's a complite mess.

RED EARTH WAVESPELL - DAY 3

Day 3 (Dec 28): How does my creativity express my spiritual journey?

Blue Storm Qualities: Catalyst, transformer, liberator, activation for ascension, purification, light body, transformation, reunion, thunderbeing, lightning path, initiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom, self-generation.

Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the hear of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body's vibration is raised, becoming less 'dense'. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

(Shadow / Ego ???)

The harmonic wisdom embodied in Cauac is freedom, which can be defined as the state of being unconstrained by fate, karma, necessity, or circumstances in one's choices or actions. Freedom is an open reality wherein you know that you are at choice every moment. This state of being originates from an innate perception of reality. It is the understanding that you are an 'actor', free to play any part at any moment without being attached to it. You work with your life's 'scripts', your attachments and perceptions, in order to free them. From this perspective comes the fullest freedom: learning to live in natural harmony and union with divine will.

(this explains why actors and actresses are so well loved - we seek this side of our spiritual selves through material manifestation)

DREAM --> SPIRITUALITY

I suggest that you keep a journal during these 13 days. Start your day by writing down any dreams you have and interpreting them the best you can. Use association and lookup keywords...

Day 2's Night - Dream

I was living with my aunt, M-L, in an old finnish style wooden house, when her neightbour came and took two little bowls and left. We got them back and she was furious - as were we as she didn't ask she just took them. We locked ourselves in this house with her son in there too (son wasn't my rl cousin). Finally after 3 weeks of that crazy lady going about outside the house, my aunt went out, and I did too to walk Orion with my husband - there was a man on our road with a chainsaw about to cut trees, and he was about to egnite the saw when Orion was between his legs. I yelled - and the guy yelled - at my husband to pull him out of there. Walked some more and then he asked me what the borders of Laajasalo are, because he's staying at a hotel there. I promised to draw it intoa map for him.
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I felt very agited the first part of the dream - it was very confusing, so I'm taking my "Big Book of Dreams" out and TRY make sense of it.

Bowls / vessels /dishes = Celebration... Portray the state of the soul (mine were whole, there was 4 in total and I was very protective of them), as how they are old new, broken, whole... (the lady tried to take the two new ones but not the two old ones I had in my arms - perhaps this is about my last two life cycles???)
House = Portrays the state of your life, kitchen means warmth and safety... (old wooden house, old but in good shape - I spend the whole time in the kitchen)
Lock = Lockling things means you don't want to show your true self to anyone. You don't want them to know your subcontious world. (true, I only speak of my spirituality to the people who express interest first - I won't push it to your face but I won't show it either unless you express interest - even though I always live with it)
Border = You have unnessiceraly prohibited your freedom wither moving, saying or rights.

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In short I protect myself too much, when it comes to my spirituality, I have for the past two lives I've had, I've prohibited so much because of the fear people will consider me crazy, stupid or nuts because of my own personal Truth.
And it has been unnessicery - which is true, there are no witch trials anymore... I should be fine and not lock myself up in to my own soft, warm and fuzzy little world.
I need the strenght to stand proud with myself - it's the only way to unite the two sides of myself I've been trying to work to unite for years.