Wednesday, June 30, 2010


Day 5: June 30 - Blue Night - Venus in Leo - What is my core purpose?

Blue Night Qualities: Abyss, serenity, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, stillness, dreamfield matrix, the unconcious, abundance, mystery, sanctuary, journey into self, dream exploration, intuition.

"Enter into the potency of the Dreamtime matrix, where all things are possible. Learn to utilize this Dreamtime, where there is no distinction between then and now, real or imagined, dream or dreamer. All that you are, all that you believe, hope, and dream creates your personal dreamfield. In that field, there are no victims that will create completion and wholeness for you. Become lucid in life."

"In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as contributing to the larger dream that is emerging. By focusing on this creation, your thoughts and intentions are projected at superluminal speeds across the crystal grid network that encompasses universes. This energetic field seeds, supports, and empowers the creation of an unfolding reality. Make no mistake: great change is seeded by conscious dreamers who understand and know that they are co-creating the larger dream."

"Pay special attention to your dreams. Potent treasures await you in Dreamtime, where the mystery of enclosing darkness reveals its face."

Tracey: we've got a Theme going here! Blue Night was the energy for ALL of 2010 and now we find lovely Venus in Leo as the singleton in the 5th house of Creativity! The energy is there folks, with intense and creative intention you will be tapping into it, big time! Really flesh our your dream-vision-intentions...write them, draw them, dance, them, smell them, cut out magazine pictures that help focus....just spend some time on this - that's all that is required!

Niina: I will get back to this later today.
I was wondering why it was so hard to remember dreams now that I am trying(past few days). Where it use to be easy, it's now almost irrelevant. I spent a good while thinking about this until it hit me that it is the way it is because it is meant to be. Why is it meant to be? Well-- to put it simply, there is no seperation.
There is no seperation.
What is there, that is more profound than that? After reading A Course In Miracles I have been complitely different, this is just one of those things that will be discarded, the daily dreaming and it's importance... why? Because I manifest those qualities, see those connections when I am awake. For me dreams are now for the body, for the brain - so that the balance is kept within my body and it all works as it should.
But I no longer have to deal with things in a subconscious level, because I am cabable of dealing with them in the Now.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010


Day 4: June 29 - White Wind - Mercury & Sun in Cancer

"The very energy held in intense feelings of separation (from your divine essence) can propel you into freedom from their illusion. When you chose to come into matter, to incarnate as an emissary of the great changes on Earth, you understood and agreed to the veil of forgetfulness. You knew that beyond the appearance there was no separation. This belief in separation can be seen as a loss of confidence and trust in the connection with universal design. It has furthered the misunderstanding of the polarities of light and dark, Heaven and Earth, yin and yang, male and female." This Grand Cross embodies these polarities that need to be integrated. "If there ever was an "original sin", it was the belief in the illusion of separation."

"Getting in touch with your male and female aspects and how you perceive them is an integral part of the alchemical process that brings them harmony. You can begin the process of integrating polarities through an increased understanding of the awareness in both sides of your body. The right side generally represents the male, the left side, the female. In meditation, observe the qualities of each side. Bring out their issues, fears, strengths, and potentials. Feel them. Move with them. Talk to them. Create and draw images. Make sounds. Write about them. Explore their relationships. Then, taking as much time as you need, allow them to flow together, unified in solar androgyny. Freeing past perceptions, claim harmony, healing, and love, and bring that new sense of unity into the present moment."
"As you unify your internal polarites, you will see profound results in your external world. Relationships will form in which you and other unified beings come together to create new realities."
"White Wind symbolizes the initiation of the Sacred Tree of Life, which represents the evolution of Spirit into the wholeness of reunion. Similarly, Uahomche in Mayan means "tree that awakens us" or "we awaken in the tree." The mystical connection between man's evolution and the symbol of the Sacred Tree is clear: trees provide humans with the sacred breath in the form of air, the essence of the Divine. Another aspect of this metaphor is held in the Mayan term panche be, meaning "seeking the root of truth." This refers to the concept of reuniting two things that appear to have been separated. In the search of the root of truth, wholeness is inevitably discovered."
"White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.
Receive the gift of White Wind by simply taking a conscious breath. Amidst the seeming complexity, breathe consciously. Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.
White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.
White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is."

Niina: There is so much in this that I will write my thoughts on this, this evening. :)
What I did today was that I excersised, I did 40 minutes of Cardio in the form of Bootcamp/Kickboxing and found myself in a great need to meditate. So there I was covered in sweat (it was a good workout) having finished my cool down streching and I went to a lotus position. I haven't meditated right after working out before and it was AMAZING. I felt complitely attuened to each and every cell of my body, because I just used them. The warmth radiating from my body felt amazing, like I was sitting in a sauna. So as today is what it is I focused merging the two polarities of my body the yin and yang, without too many detail I bleded the golden and silver energies to white light and felt out the sides. On the masculine side there was Strength, Control, Protection, on my feminine side Balance, Flow, Caring. And compining them created a balance of the traits in a form of Unconditional Love.        

13 DAY WAVESPELL 26.6 - 8.7.2010

TRACY GENDRON, the awesome lady who runs *~LightCenter~* on Facebook sent a message to us about the 13 Day Wavespell that takes place between 26th of June and 8th of July.

I remember getting a message from the owner of Somsola about the 26th being a great day of power when many things shift, including people's ideals and viberations, for the higher.

As I happened to be on a boat to St. Petersburg on 26th and 27th I have to recap them in this post, but like with the last wavespell I'll be posting daily, with dreams and ideas that match each day. Last time I did this was last Winter, another truly powerful time in my life just like this Spring as well.

From Tracy Gendron's Message:
THEN after I looked at the chart (at the bottom of this note) I saw that a brand new wavespell was starting today (what are the chances of that!?) and in Blue Storm no less! HA! Everything came together and it seemed clear that I needed to write a note about the Wavespell that starts today.

Plenty has been said about the Grand Square/Cross and Lunar Eclipse by professional astrologers (link below) so I'm not going to go into that here - instead I'm going to overlay the Wavespell onto the chart and take you through the days...

I'll be coming at it through this perspective: "There's good news and there's bad news. The bad news: civilization, as we know it, is about to end. Now, the good news: civilization, as we know it, is about to end." !! (Swami Beyondananda) I found that quote in The Mountain Astrologer magazine in an article by Stehanie Austin about the Lunar Eclipse/Grand Cross today. It's perfect.

So, to clarify....this 13 day Wavespell embodies the challenging energies we're all faced with right now - as represented by the Grand Cross/Square (western astrologers have been talking about the summer of 2010 for years now) So, remember, that the message within this Wavespell is a message about what energies we need to tap into for the whole summer, while this Grand Cross is activated...

The over-arching theme of the Wavespell is Blue Storm, of course, since this is the energy of Day 1 - the energy we are collectively calling forth!

Blue Storm soooooo this backs up the energy of the Grand Cross perfectly.....yes, indeed, it's all about Transformation. Individually we're transforming and our culture and governmental structures are transforming too.

I won't go into detail for every day of the Wavespell. I'll focus on the days/houses that have planets in them - they are the most important since they are activated by the planets. This is interesting too. Which themes are most important during this time?

So we beging with days 1-2-3.

Day 1 - 26.06.2010 Blue Storm
Uranus is the bolt-out-of-the-blue that in one surprising or shocking instant changes everything. To me, Uranus & Jupiter in Aries squaring Moon/Pluto and synthesized with Blue Storm is about this:

"Be encouraged. You are on the frontier of the unknown! You are in the process of transformation, discovering yourself as a new sacred ground. Your feelings are magnified so that you will address them and use this energy to create the ecstasy of freedom. Break through your barriers to union! The totality of this transformation challenges everything in your reality. Surrender all that perpetuates the illusion of separation! Cast these things into the fires of Blue Storm, and your true essence will rise from the ashes transformed.

Discover the freedom of the true adventurer, the freed "actor" who can play any part at any moment without attachment. Trust your Essence Self to bring this freedom to you. Through Blue Storm allow yourself to become a master player in the great game."

We are collectively calling this energy to us right now - we want to transform, we want to break through into new frontiers within ourselves first which will then be propelled out into our reality....we are ready!

Niina: The day when my mother called asking if I wanted to go to Russia, St.Petersburg, with 3 hour notice. I said yes and we boarded the ship to old tzaaric city.

Day 2: June 27 - Yellow Sun no planets

Day 2's are always Challenge days so remember this! During this period it may be hard to accept with a loving heart that other people and/or our world is the way it is...but if we can rise to that challenge this will be our Gift: pure unconditional love and acceptance...

"In the shadow of Yellow Sun is conditional love; that is, loving with expectations and judgments. Unconditional love can be seen as acceptance and allowance. Through allowance, you step into a larger view of the human condition, granting permission for the myriad ways in which you and others choose to experience and grow. Acceptance and allowance are the open systems that permit all experiences and exploration of all states of being. Grant permission for everything to be all right just as it is!"

Niina: In St.Petersburg, I'm bit sad to find out it is all bit falling apart, paint chipping, areas unattended, building crumblibng at corners. People loud and looking down their noses at us because we weren't dressed in our best mini skirts and hooker heals. Suprisingly though none of this really bothered me - the newly found joy in life and unconditional love was what did it. It let me see deeper than the surfice of the buildings, or the   stares. It also let me see how diferent my mother and I are, and I was able to block the constant complaining she did out and enjoy a whole other culture. Even as we were back at the boat (which was in horrendious shape) and went to eat the snotty waitor throwing our receit at us didn't bother me.
This to me signals REAL change in me - I just don't acccept Negative as reality not anymore - Negativity doesn't exist to me anymore.

Day 3: June 28 - Red Dragon no planets

"Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires, and dreams" (Me: perfect for third house placement! Communicate, be creative and TRUST - these things will help us all create the world we want to live in...)

Niina: I am so happy to be back in Finland, as much as I enjoy the world, home is home. I want nothing else than to bask in the feeling of where I belong. In my country, with my husband, with our dog, in my home, sleeping in my own bed. Not all journeys are of luxury and happiness. You see death and decay, arrogance and unacceptance, because it is part of the Earth that is now - but it is your choice wither you accept it as part of YOUR life, or wither you look at the soul of it and see GREATNESS.

Friday, June 11, 2010


A quote from Eckhart Tolle's Book A New Earth, from Chapter EGO: THE CURRENT STATE OF HUMANITY

"To "own" something - what does it really mean? What does it mean to make something "mine"? If you stand on a street in New York, point to a huge skyscarper and say, "That building is mine. I own it," you are either very wealthy or you are delusional or a liar. In anycase you are telling a story in which the thought form "I" and the thought form "building" merge into one. That's how the mental  concept of ownership works. If everybody agrees with your story, there will be signed pieces of paper to certify their agreemenr with it. You are wealthy. If nobody agrees with the story, they will send you to psychiatrist. You are delusional, or a compulsive liar."


I find myself very Confused. Why? Mixed information.

In one hand it makes perfect sense and has been referred to in all Spiritual Literature all over the world...
Do not give your energy to the negative. Don't feed world's populations fears. Don't let yourself become angry or sad over war and distress because that only gives your energy to it and creates more of it.
On other hand there is so much that is wrong, the most horrible kind of wrong where children die of hunger and diseace... And I wonder is it enough to want healing and light and love to them.
In others eyes am I uncaring because I don't bask in the news of their distress.

It is a firm belief of mine that we all decide where we are born and why. It seems rude to say this but then again I cannot set aside what makes world amazing, just because there is such a think in this world as Karma. When I say karma, I do not mean the simplest eye for an eye thing, but the complex grid of intersecting personal relationships of people, your role in the life of your boss, your mother's role in your life, your bosses role in your mailman's meltdown that leads to you missing in on getting that letter that causes bankrubsy that is Karma due to your life time two times over where you caused the divorse due to money to your current boss.
That is the Complex Karma Grid I am talking about.
All these things in our world that are very horrible, seem to be very carefully operated so that each and everyone of us gets to fullfill their role that they picked for this life time. BUT that said what does their struggle mean for us who do not struggle? How are we to react, how are we to view it, how are we to see it? Deattached? Conserned? Healing?

How does it effect me if I am only Healing and not conserned?

Thursday, June 10, 2010


Tracey Gendron  from *~ LightCenter ~*  June 6 at 7:11am

How Uranus & Jupiter conjunct in Aries 
are urging all of us to Self-Realize on a massive scale!

I've been meditating on the significance of Uranus moving into Aries (May 28th, 2010) for a few months now but it wasn't until a few nights ago when I had the bright idea to see what was going on in the world the last time Uranus was in Aries from 1927 to 1935 that I got it! The stock market crash and the great depression spring automatically to mind but this wasn't what I was after. My thoughts were circling the idea that Uranus was going to Revolutionize (because that's what he does best) the Ego (Aries). Soooo I quickly googled just: 1927 1928 Ego and, lo' and behold....JACKPOT!! The very 1st web page that came up was a lecture by Krishnamurti from 1929 while Uranus was firmly in Aries and it blew my socks off! (see resources below for the article) Perrrrrfect.

His words vibrate with Uranus in Aries energy. Read the whole thing, by all means, but here are some of my favourite relevant excerpts that just ooze Uranus in Aries energy:
"If you want to change the world, if you want to destroy the shadow that lies across it and make it healthy, pure and strong, you yourself must be strong; you yourself must be free from all fear of these things. That is what I want you to do. You must destroy those things which are false, unessential, which create superstition and chaos. And to do that, you yourself must be beyond the clutches of fear."

"Again, you must be free from fear of convention, of what your neighbours say, which is rather difficult -much more difficult than freeing yourself from fear of gods. Conventions are made for weaklings and weaklings are produced by conventions."

What a perfect Statement. Aries is opposite Libra (the 'other') - it is all about you! hahaha: "You must be able to stand alone, indifferent to companionship, indifferent to loneliness, because they do not exist. For, if you are in love with Life, Life has no loneliness, has no companionship. IT IS."

"It is as individuals that you must become centres of that dynamic energy which sweeps aside all the unessentials - as individuals, not as an organized body. If you as an individual are adamant about something because you know it to be true, then you will change the world. But you cannot change the world if you are yourself uncertain."

Krishnamurta, 1929
Isn't that empowering, inspiring, vitality-generating, action-taking stuff?!

I looked up his chart to check him out and was not surprised at all to find that he was born with Uranus opposite his Sun (Self) and trine his Mars (the ruler of Aries!). So he really is the perfect Uranian being to express the energy to us.

Through his words I have really come to know what the highest vibration of Uranus in Aries can and will be for many of us: Nothing less than a one-man/woman Revolution (or Evolution as some like to say) taking place within each of us!

During the last 7 years when Uranus was in Pisces, Uranus was working quietly, but powerfully, from behind the scenes - revolutionizing the way we feel and relate to the immaterial, non-physical, unknown, divine, worlds. I don't think that anyone would disagree with me if I said that from 2003 until May 2010 many of us went through our own personal Spiritual Revolution, don't ya think? Realizing that, wow, our culture has only brought us up to see half the story!

So, from that quiet and profound energetic combination Uranus, having been in Pisces, the last sign in the 12 energy cycle, moves into Aries: Spring! Youth! Birth of a brand new Cycle! New Eyes to see with...and lots of energy to take Action with! Everything we've been idealistically been dreaming about (remember Neptune conjunct Jupiter in Aquarius for so long and then Jupiter in Pisces, making our dreams and ideals even bigger?!) wants to move into reality now. Move into Action.

Be all that you've dreamed of Being!

You'll see how Revolutionary Uranus really is when we look at Uranus' past. Uranus brings people together in mass movements with unusual, revolutionary ideas becoming alllllmost mainstream...

1968 to 1974: Uranus in Libra: Peace & Love (Neptune got things going earlier as it aspected both Pluto and Saturn) Libra's ruler is Venus: Love & Harmony.

1975 to 1980: Uranus in Scorpio: Sexual Revolution (Scorpio rules sex and taboo subjects)

1981 to 1987: Uranus in Sagittarius: Revolution in Consciousness Expansion. The New Age movement got going, lots of channeled material came through. (Harmonic Convergence in 1987) (blogger Niina was born in -82)

1988 to 1994: Uranus in Capricorn: Structural/Political Revolution. (Czechoslovakia's Velvet Revolution, Berlin Wall collapsing, Perestroika in Russia, the end of the Cold War) Uranus reeeeally dislikes restriction.

1995 to 2002: Uranus in Aquarius: Technological Revolution. We all got computers during this period, didn't we? I was a total Luddite until 2000!

2003 to 2010: Uranus in Pisces: Spiritual Revolution. Think was a different world, spiritually speaking back then wasn't it? How many people and parents and young people you know have opened up to mystical and spiritual ideas?

2010 to 2019: Uranus in Aries: Revolution of Independence & Self-Realization. Waaahooo! Stepping away from the box, away from the tribe...being gloriously your Self: strong, courageous, beautiful, independent, individual and always springing from the clarity of Being your Self! Time to 'come out'!

Uranus in Aries combines a helluva lot of independence, personal freedom and uniqueness. Not to mention the surprise factor, actually. Don't be surprised if something really unexpected happens or if something happens that shocks or surprises you - Uranus likes to mix things up because sometimes that's just the thing you need in order to Shift into a new perspective...

So - that's Uranus in Aries...what will Jupiter bring to the mix when he moves into Aries on June 6th and conjoins Uranus on June 8th?

For the world and for us, perhaps some BIG surprises - but on the individual level definitely Jupiter will bring a massive amount of benevolence to all of the Uranus in Aries independence and excitement over our re-self-discovery. (Jupiter is positive, abundant, lucky, expansive, consciousness expanding)

Maybe we will all discover that our Selves are so much more expansive and all-encompassing than we ever thought possible?

Maybe we will be surprised to discover new, big, beautiful rooms within ourselves that we had no idea existed previously?

Maybe each of us, individually, will grow so big, in our benevolence, that we will start overlapping and create a whole new world with values that resonate with the new field we've co-created and tapped into? (remember the Blue Night energy for 2010? Co-creating our reality and dreaming our new world alive?)

When I see challenging aspects in my own chart or in the energy out there right now (I'm talking about Saturn opposite Uranus and both square Pluto in the cardinal signs - yikes!) I like to see what Jupiter is doing (I am a Sagittarian after all - Jupiter is my planet!) just to see what kind of help we're getting. (Jupiter guides and reminds us of all the good things in Life!)

This summer, as many of us know, we've got a pretty challenging line-up but I think we'd all agree that...something's gotta give, man! Right? One look at the state of the structures of our world tells us...time for radical change.

Back to Jupiter....Sooooo during this challenging time (astrologers have been talking about the Grand Cardinal Cross/Square of 2010 for years) what energies are available as a 'way out' of the challenge? Uranus and Jupiter conjunct in Aries, clearly! We are all being urged to move into embracing our individuality, strength, courage and to take action towards what is going to make us truly fulfilled! If we don't like the way this game has been arranged we don't have to play! We can start our own game.

Uranus in Aries fully supports, in a huge way, those of us who want to break away from living in a normal, restrictive culture (with whacked values) to living a life more in alignment with Nature, Beauty, Love....perhaps on acreages, growing our own food, with like-minded people nearby to trade food and services with. (is this a tangent!? I don't think so! haha) Aries is the Pioneer! And Uranus doesn't like status quo or having an outside authority tell you what to do (yuck). I would totally expect new villages to crop up around the world as more people move to the countryside to start their own communities! This ain't communal living. These are new villages! How exciting....!

If this idea is up your alley you should check out The Ringing Cedars Revolution group (see resources). They are actually starting these communities all over the world (it has totally taken off in Russia). To see if it resonates you might want to read the first Anastasia book (see below) - I know it totally inspired me when I read it last Spring. The book is very very empowering - I totally recommend it.

Sooooo as this note comes to a close I hope that your self-realization engines are revving and that you're ready for take-off! (many of us have already taken off!)

Expand into your True Self and take it with you wherever you go...

With millions one-man/woman Revolutions (Evolutions) I think we've got something here!

SupaLove to you all,

June 2nd, 2010

(Thank you Tracey for letting me repost this! Since I read it and it matched my last 7 years to the 't', I wanted to spread it around. ;) Be Blessed In Light!)
Krishnamurti lecture, 1929:

The Ringing Cedars Revolution (Co-Creators & Revolutionaries):

Anastasia Books:

Saturday, June 5, 2010


Saturday - GWT 6:05 - 5th June 2010
This Channeling is Through * Niina S. Cord

I asked for a message for myself, for today. This message came to me partly because I am on my way today to see my sisters and extended family because they both are gratuating, one from 6th grade, one from polytechnic.


I am Tianna

On this day you are surrounded by family. A natural caring, loving environment. It is effortless, soothing and steady flow of love. They share the ease of physical manifestation of caring in contact such as hugs and kisses, that are not sexual. Family is your prime example of what love on Earth is suppose to be. UNCONDITIONAL. They share with you the bond of the whole humanity in a microcosm. It is your way, your purpose to learn to Expand you family, not by marriage and sex and babies - but through Unconditional Love. Accept new sisters, new brothers, new mothers, new fathers, cousins, aunts, uncles, nephews and nieces - EXPAND! A flower is family, it is in your energy as much as you are in theirs, do not destroy your family BUT cherish each member, the flora, the fauna, the human. We are ONE family, each mineral, each organic, each and everyone of US. There is no separation between you and the flower, my dear, there is no separation between you and I, I AM your sister.
EXPAND your family to include ALL. You cannot be truly whole if you do not TRULY accept everyone as part of you Unconditional Love Family.

Be Love, Be Family, Be Alive.



She appeared to me for the first time today, she looked spanish, dark haired, dark eyes, filled with grace, strength and unconditional love.

Thank you Tianna, Be Blessed In Light.


Thursday, June 3, 2010


Mini Mangust #1
Originally uploaded by Niina ♥ C.
Hold it. Breath. Feel the energy flow through your spine.

also very cute.


Peace & Love
Originally uploaded by Fernando Gregory.
"To meet Error with anything except the desire to Heal is confusion."

Error is any type of 'Lack of Love' such as hate, anger, gossip, negative thoughts, negative words, frustration or anything that caused these.

Heal is to place Love where there is too Little. To forgive the 'Lack of Love' and to place into it the brightness that comes from Unconditional Love. From Soul to Soul, not body to body.

Confusion is a state of unhappiness where life is struggles and small victories meshed in a tangly web.


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