RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 13 - BIGGER PICTURE

"Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams"

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Day 13 (Nov 15): How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?
From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Red Dragon Qualities: Source of life, breakthrough, divine nurturance & support, receptivity, primordial Mother, undivided primal waters, primal trust and nourishment, birth.

Red Dragon: Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offer innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

It is also a great gift to allow others to give fully to you, for in your receptivity the circuit of love is completed. Love is all that is, and by completing the circuit of giving and receiving on the physical plane, you form an infinite loop that continually expands into new octaves of expression on other planes.

Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams.

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Niina: Will Fill this up at the end of the day

The Dream: I went to a ship, it had restaurants on the open sides and at the end was a amfitheater that opened to the sea. My dad was siting there, we talked and the boat theather was slipping from underneath me like the benches were wined back, it stopped and we continued on the ship to eat.
There was a man going around shooting people, some people hid in the bathrooms, he shot at them but didn't quite hit anyone, he kept missing the angle.

Ship = As mentioned in all relevant dream symbols, bodies of water represent your unconscious, your emotions, and your accumulated soul experiences. The ship in your dream could represent you and the ways in which you navigate thought these parts of yourself. When interpreting this dream, consider the kind of voyage and the type of ship. Some dream interpretation books say that if the voyage is calm you should go forward with your plans. However, if it is a very stormy voyage, get ready for an emotional upset or challenge. ( the waters were still, I think we were docked )
Restaurant = To dream that you are in a restaurant symbolized your current state, particularly of being, suggests that you are feeling engulfed by a long list of choices and decisions you have to make. Alternatively, it suggests a preference to seek emotional assistance from people outside your present social circle. ( there were many restaurants to choose from - I have many choices of states of being to choose from )
Theater = Theaters may be a metaphor for our physical lives. To paraphrase Shakespeare, life is a stage and we are merely trying to make the best of it. Maybe in your dreams you are acting out some of your personal issues and concerns. Think about the details of your dream and what is going on in the theater. Is it a comedy or a tragedy? Are you having fun, or are you very uncomfortable or bored? All of these will give you clues in regard to the meaning of based theater dreams. ( I was uncomfortable there with the benches moving )
Father = You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. The image of the father could also represent the "collective consciousness," the traditional spirit, and the yang. ( as I have three or four father dreams this Wavespell [where I usually have none] I'm sticking with this authority and power theme - Even though I am still in my emotions and soul experience, I am made to choose by this auhtority in society which makes me unconfortable. But choose what? )
Shooting = Shooting someone or being shot yourself is a fearful and violent dream experience. It may reflect aggression, powerlessness, release of strong and dangerous emotions, and/or symbolize a conclusive event in a particular situation or relationship. ( as I was being shot at, and on a ship it seems to be a emotional aggression towards me, because of the choices I am making in my soul experience/spituality )
Gun = If the gun in the dream is used to hurt or kill you or someone else, please consider your current difficulties, hostile feelings or serious arguments, which you may have within yourself or with others. ( well before going to bed I was thinking of my kind of spirituality and wither I was "right" or not, and if I was doing all this work for nothing, and then I thought of how I felt when I wasn't spiritual. How did it feel to be soaked in style/money society? Not good. How was it to swim aimlessly in emotions without a lighthouse? Depressing, sad, overwheöming. What was it like to worry about money, furniture, work, friends, lack of friends, yadda-yadda? Bad, very unhappy, very debressing. So even if there is nothing after death, exept to be recycled as atoms in different planets and stars - I am happy and staying happy. )

Niina's Dream Interpetation: I have come to a place in my soul experiences that I am currently standing still in still waters, calmly. There are choices to be made right here. On the other hand is this society with limits, debression and worries but also most people in my life. On the other hand are my happiness and joy and peace and a handful of people who are comfortable with true me. Now society frowns upon me because currently I do not have any societal respect for authority and it's power, and it's hard to aka control me ( don't think I'm talking conspiracies here, I am not, I'm talking about the consumer image, the follow the pecking order chickens, here ). What I do have for them is what I have for everyone is respect for their divine quality, such as a janitor is my brother, a doctor is my sister and treated the same way. Hierarchy and pecking orders give me the creeps - we are all humans it should not matter what color and profession we are or the salary we make, and let alone how fast we can memorize facts - those things aren't suppose to tear us apart to individual groups. We cannot all be Niina's, exactly as smart, or as brunette or kindergarden teachers. We cannot all be exactly you. We all have our place and we need to be united not separated. To finish up my dream - I am happy and staying happy.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina!

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 12 - ACCEPT YOUR HUMANITY

"I'm happy all the time now, it's eerie. Even when something I do not like happens I am happy, immediate silver lining shows up and I am happy knowing evil words aren't meant on the soul level, I provide for earth earth provides for me, and I smile all the time now inside and out."
~ From Niina's Dream Interpetation...

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Day 12 (Nov 14): How can I utilize my relationships to explore and expand any of my self-limiting constructs? ...and how do I Inspire Co-operation?

From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Yellow Sun Qualities: Illumination, fire, cosmic/christ consciousness, bliss, union, wholeness, unconditional love, crown chakra, ascension, solar mastery, language of light, ecstasy, limitless bliss, enlightenment, universal fire.

Discover the simple secret encoded in Yellow Sun's star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light: "As above, so below." You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.

As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it's original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.

Open your heart as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!

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Niina: "Clarity and Freedom become expressions of being and bliss becomes the body." Ahh... this is perfect for me right now. I have found Clarity and realized the meaning of Freedom in the beginning half of this year and it has resulted in full blown happiness - not quite bliss yet - but getting there. "Be limitless." You can count on me praticing that today. :) Now to the dream! ( I actually always do dream first then the Daykeeper and Niina parts - but carry on )

The Dream: A new child was brought to my little daycare group. You could see from the minute they walked in that the little girl was 'prat', it was the roundness of I get a cookie when ever I want to, and in the eyes, squint and angry. The mother was a thin blond thing who kept asking what her child wanted and smiling embarrased as the child did something bad. So eventually after all kinds power and authority showdowns with the mom, all them won by the child, the mom left to pick her up later. It was nap time and my co-worker came to get a cup of coffee when we hear a scream I go in to check it out and the prat is suffocating another small child with it's torse. The other child is bit purple in the face and crying there a re bloody teethmark bit on the childs left hand. I yank the prat of her and pick the baby up and start crying leaving the room.

I wake up here and boy am I mad, my mind goes around in circles thinking how I would give this mom a chat about the word no, and about telling not asking your child what we are doing. I'm still all revved up. This hits a spot with me, Friend Parents, you have to raise up your child before you can be their friend. Nothing wrong with being their friend, when they have grown up.  Will not rant. *deep calming inhale... and exhale*

Child = The child in your dream could represent your inner self, or the child within. Children in dreams could symbolize a need and an eagerness to learn, simplicity, intuition, new endeavors and many other positive attributes of childhood. Occasionally, the child in your dreams may be pointing to your own childish ways. Therefore, consider all of the details and the tone of the dream before making an interpretation. ( The child was raised horribly and hence was a real prat - how is this child me, I'm sort of offended dream, let's clear this up a little )
Anger = This may be a carry-over from your daily life. In our dreams we can experience and express such feelings safely. Feeling great anger in your dream may be disturbing but pay attention to it and attempt to deal with all of your emotions in a more appropriate and productive manner. ( the child was mad - so perhaps my inner child is mad [not really sure I believe in this inner child business anyway???] )
Crying = In our dreams we experience a variety of emotions. Crying in the dream state generally has the same meaning as crying in daily life. It is a release of negative emotion, frustration, or fear. On the other hand, you could be experiencing the tears of joy. Due to repression or denial, sometimes people are unable to express their feelings. In the dream state some of our defense mechanisms may relax and an emotional release occurs. Some emotional dreams may be compensatory in nature. Thus, if you never cry in daily life, you may cry in your dreams. ( the baby cried, the other child - releasing negative emotions and fear )
Baby = If these newborns are strangers to you, you can assume that they represent you. You are the baby and the dream is telling you something about your development in a particular area of your life. At times of great change and renewal, a baby may appear in a dream and represent your potential and a new beginning. Some of the meaning of the dream may be obtained by considering what the baby looked like and was doing. However, if the babies appearance is odd, and if your interactions with it are bizarre or unusual, you need to consider your own well-being (psychologically) and think about what personal experiences and psychological hang-ups have prevented you from growing. ( the baby/me was being suffocated by prat Niina??? Okay I am giving this dream the benifit of a doubt. Inner Self masked in not having been raised well = human, my negative sides of humanity are suffocating me? Oh insight! That makes more sense. Jesus brain teasers from dreams at 5 A.M... )
Blood = It is the life-giving, vital part of our physiology and it may symbolize our strengths and weaknesses and our physical and mental health. If you are currently experiencing a very difficult time in your life, you may have dreams with bloody and frightening images. Don't worry, you may be venting your fears! Some believe that when you see blood in your dream, the distressing situation in your life which is at the root of the dream has come to an end, and the worst is over. Consider the details and the relationships between of all the symbols in your dream before making an interpretation. ( Oh this makes sense now! About time. I kept thinking "okay not quite relevant, not quite relevant..." and here we go distress of my humanity's negative sides have come to and end, the worst is over.)


Niina's Dream Interpetation: Thank God! I was wondering where the heck my dream was going with this. The End. Well I sure have had my share of growth pains due to my humanity, it's good to know it's erm... down hill from here. :) I have had that feeling too, that I finally hit a point where I don't have to struggle anymore with the physical side of my life. It's like someone flibbed a swich in April 2010 and it's been light ever sense! It's odd really I haven't been sick, or angry or sad or debressed since April, 8 months and counting. Even my fever and it's friends headache, muscle ache and chivers weren't my normal sick where I blow my nose contantly, my nose stuffed up and am feeling sad and defeated, the end of this week I just had a fever, which is very odd for me. But I am starting to think it simply had something to do with the Ascension Upgrade of 11~11~2010. It's an odd feeling to be constantly happy - not even numb or irrelevant to negative but HAPPY. I'm happy all the time now, it's eerie. Even when something I do not like happens I am happy, immediate silver lining shows up and I am happy knowing evil words aren't meant on the soul level, I provide for earth earth provides for me, and I smile all the time now inside and out.

Love, Light and Joy!
Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 11 - INTENSE FEELINGS

Never assume you are done with your lesson on love/hate/reproduction/society/fear - this will intensify your feelings and bring in front of you such lesson in form of a horde of wild things. Learn, accept and let go if your to learn something new of it later let it come, don't fight the experience by ticking off boxes of done with that, and that, and that... Be free to experience everything as long as you are here.

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Day 11 (Nov 13):  What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?
From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Blue Storm Qualities: Catalyst, transformer, liberator, activation for ascension, purification, light body, transformation, reunion, thunderbeing, lightning path, initiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom, self-generation.

In the shadow of Cauac are held issues of spiritual separation. Cauac bridges the time and space between physical and nonphysical realities. This space can be viewed as a wall or veil between you and the Creator. The intensity of your desire to go 'home' is often met with equal force from the collective belief in separation. At times, you may even experience a sense of despair and helplessness over the apparent gap between you and Spirit.

Take courage - you will move through the wall! During this process, you may encounter intense feelings related to the original trauma of separation from Source. But equally intense feelings will take you through the wall to sacred reunion on the other side. On this journey, you will meet and deal with the charge of that part of your power that has not been freed into love. And in your yearning for your spiritual home, you will be assisted by ascended beings and masters whose purpose is to aid in your return.

A prominent shadow of Cauac is the fear of loss, the fear that by jumping into the unknown, you will lose everything: companions, loved ones, attachments, possessions - perhaps even your body or mind. Cauac is the crucible of revolution. This transformation is so inclusive that you may be reluctant to take risks for fear of the depth of change. You may even have feelings of despair or giving up. Though it can appear frightening, this process is actually there to serve you - to magnify your feelings until you address them, using them as fuel to propel you through the transformational barrier itself.

Another shadow of Cauac falls on those who seek to escape or transcend earthly reality through addictions of all kinds - to substances, fears, self-doubts, material comforts, relationships, sexual obsessions, and work, among others. Addictions are like incomplete rites of passage, where compulsive behaviour creates a feeling of being trapped rather than being free. They may offer the appearance of freedom, but only spiritual connection can offer true freedom. On the other hand, the desire from a new or altered state can become an indirect spiritual path leading to transcendence. Thus the escape is incomplete, yet it eventually brings one to the opportunity of a profound transformation.

Any illusions you may have about self are magnified intensely through the lens of Cauac.

When you experience separation from Spirit's love, questions of Essence Self and issues of archetypal self-worth arise. This separation springs from a basic denial of your oneness with Spirit. Denial can be seen as consciously or unconsciously holding something away from yourself, and it creates an energy loss and a feeling of disconnection from your potential.

However, that which feels like it has been lost returns when you forgive yourself. Accept your human process, freeing the power and potential that has been locked in your fear-based emotions. Accept your behaviours as part of your learning experience. Let go of the rigid belief systems and judgements that hold denial in place.

Acceptance is the allowance that creates freedom, and separation is the guide to union. You may tend to deny your feelings and your growth process, thinking that you are above them or have already worked through them. This denial amplifies and intensifies the feelings until they come into awareness. Know that the intensity of your process is also healing your cellular and genetic memory, as well as the collective issues of humanity and the planet. Simply accept the truth of your experience, no matter how intense or difficult it may seem. Embrace everything that happens to you and you will regain all the vital energy that can be applied to the purposes of evolution.

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Niina: (I will fill this in at the end of the day )

The Dream: First, there were people who were bad people, I was somehow with them, there was an airplane we jumped out off, they weren't suppose to but one guy pushed the other out and they didn't get away. In the ground the guy 2 said he could be good, the guy 1 said what the heck let's do that.
Second, there was house without much in it, my dad's side of the family was there, he was drunk and puked a little under my bed and I had to go sleep in my sister's room. We didn't live there just passing by.
Third, I remember my mom at the library and calling in to get three things.
Fourth, was community living in cute little houses, it had all kinds of goofy charachters, but I recall stopping a car so it didn't drive over a little white dog.

Airplane = Airplanes, like all other vehicles, symbolize a portion of your life's journey. The part of your life which is represented is usually a memory, material from your unconscious mind, or something that is physically far away from you. Since we use planes to travel to places that are far away, the logical progression of this interpretation is that the airplane is symbolic of an event, individuals, or emotions that are either in the past, physically apart from you, or deep in the unconscious and far from conscious thought. ( jumping off the plane means something then, seperating from the past )
Parachute = To dream that you are in a parachute signifies a feeling of safety and security amidst dangers and chaos around you. On the other hand, it may also imply that it is time to get out of a sticky situation or let go of an old opinion or notion that you have mightily held on to for a long time. To dream that you have difficulties with a parachute signifies a probable act of betrayal and misgiving by a person you trust and rely on. ( let go of an old opinion or notion )
House = They usually symbolize our emotional and psychological selves. All of your experiences, stages of development, and parts of your conscious and unconscious life may be represented by that house. The house may be representing issues concerning a particular dilemma in your life, or it may be more general and comprehensive. Either way, if you pay attention to the details in this dream, you may learn a thing or two about yourself. ( I'm getting impatent what is this I am letting go off - dream I demand you tell me right now *pout* )
Father = Dreams with fathers in them can be looked at on several different levels. You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. ( authority and power being toxicated and ending up being sick. I wasn't ick'ed about it just moved to another room in the house - I noticed that something was wrong I decided I was better off emotionally and psychologicaly away from authority in sociaty )
Mother = If you are dreaming about your mother, you may be addressing some issues or concerns in your dream, or your dream may be based on a valuable memory. The general image of "mother" in a dream may symbolize a variety of feelings and ideas: caring, nurturing, love, acceptance, hard work, sacrifice, martyrdom, etc. The mother in your dream could also represent the "collective unconscious," the source of the "water of life," and the yin. Carl Jung suggests that women in dreams represent our collective unconscious and men the collective consciousness. ( Where authority and power/collective consciouness were sick the nurturing energy of a mother/collective unconsciouness was giving something, information )
Three = In a dream, the number three is a sign of stamina, might, ingenuity and introspection. The number represents a threesome -- the olden days, the current moment, and times to come; or dad, mom and baby. ( as all the rest is about past I think three presents the old days and my mother's nurturing when authority failed mom and I )
( Community ) Village = To dream that you are in a village is indicative of the boundaries placed on your waking life. It may also indicate that while you maintain balance and harmony in your life, your pursuits and interests are unsophisticated and unrefined. The village has long represented tradition and the simple way of life. ( I do have noticed lately how much I am starting to dislike [things I just lately use to admire and fancied] the following sophisticated and refined symbols like, wine, adds, parties, restaurants, skycrapers and posh lifestyle, clothing, styles - I do so much want to live a simple, pure life in the country side and in a small self sufficient spiritual community )
Dog = Dogs in dreams could symbolize a large variety of ideas and concepts, but mostly they are symbolic of the dreamer's defensive structure and may represent personal boundary issues. Otherwise, dogs could symbolize loyalty and hard work. On the metaphysical level, dogs are consider to be the guardians of the underworld. ( a defensive structure and personal boundries that I have within the village / simple spiritual live )
White = To dream of the color white is symbolic of exclusivity, the new world, appeal, protest, reform, miscarriage succession, virginity, purity, simplicity, justice and innocence. ( my simple spiritual life is built on defensife structures of purity, exclusiveness,justice, simplicity reform and being a new world [new earth anyone] )
Car = The car in your dream may symbolize the physical self or ego development and ego function. In that, it represents the way that you travel through your life's journey. Consider all of the details in the dream, including its emotional content e.g. difficulty of the road, identity of the driver, direction of the incline. (oh the ego! Trying run over my defensive structure mention above - but I stopped it so you know... tough for it )

Niina's Dream Interpetation: I'm ready to leave and let go of the Past. What part of the past, the part of the society that is drenched in authority and power with collective approvement of such sophisticated pleasures as trendy clothes, skyscrapers, restaurants, designer perfumes, sunglasses, adds adds adds everywhere you look, selling selling selling to you. Be this prettiness or kill yourself, eat this yummy toxic thing, borrow money to buy stuff to your date, sell your body for screentime. That kind of sophicticated.
I am ready to give that up, ( I've already consciously not looking at adds anymore ) I do not care if "brainwashed to sophisticated" people see me as unrefined and unsophisticated - that is their right - mine is to not be moved by other people's view of me.
I do very much want to simplify my life - green fields, laughing happy people in peace with nature, small community that has similar values still being individuals with sense of humor and  morals and ethics. Supportive community of co-creators - NOT consumers.
I can see where my ego is trying to derail me now... I'm sorry ego you are just going to have to sit back on your seat and enjoy the ride. ;)

Oh how I enjoy these dream interpeting days!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 9 - OUR DAY TO ALIGN WITH EARTH (11:11)

It is 11-11-2010 and as all the pairs are master numbers these days are important, but as 11:11 has a special meaning so does this days - but also for what New Reality Transmission  is doing. Turn on your speakers, listen to Enya's charming Orinoco Flow as you view the slide show from the link above. You don't want to miss it. Today at 11:11!

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Day 9 (Nov 11):  How do I shine the light for others?
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Red Earth Qualities: Grounding force, synergy, centeredness, wholeness, synchronicity, galactic alignment, Earth Force, fluid world resonance, clue tracking, crystal healing, shield.

Red Earth is the access point to your natural alignment with Earth force. It is the unis mundi, the point of perfect centeredness in the eternal present from which all alignment and magic manifest. Your center, the Earth center, is the secret of gravity's magnetizing force. Red Earth is the channel of harmonic synchronization that is aligned with the galactic heart.

From the center point within self, you align with this galactic center and connect through your own crystalline structure to the larger crystal grid network. To keep this channel of synchronization open, connect to the elemental energies of earth, air, fire and water, and the seven directional guardians.

Cosmic Consciousness is not just 'out there'; it is also resonating within you. Be sacramentally rooted where you are. You are made of the Earth! Look through the 'eyes' in your feet. Your body is the present focus of your consciousness - through it all gifts are received. Remember, too, that your environment is alive and reacts to your awareness of it; therefore, the way you perceive the Earth and your physical form affects the information you receive.

Red Earth is the Earth keeper, the keeper of the garden, the shaman/healer who, through reverence for all life, heals and sanctifies the Earth. Earth keepers preserve the harmonic relationship with nature by connecting to the wisdom held in matter. In Latin, mater means "mother". As you bring light into yourself, you bring light into matter. You and the Earth both contain the holographic seed of the new consciousness emerging.

Center yourself in the present moment! This is where you can most beneficially observe the synchronicities and revelations about your personal pattern and larger purpose. From here your mind can learn to be keenly observant, allowing the larger pattern to take shape as naturally as the small brushstrokes that eventually complete a beautiful painting.

Sit in simple relationship to the Earth, like a poet enraptured in a forest. Be rooted where you are now. Out of synergistic centeredness, you will receive your greatest desires and open to the full flowering of the mystic power of the universe. This synchronization can be seen as the alignment of your personal myth with the greater myth of our times. Myth is the framework or "story" in which the truth of the cosmos is revealed in symbolic form. Utilize it to catalyze your unfolding alignment.

By accepting your physical form and your growth process in this world, you access the hub of centeredness out of which all the truth and magic of the universe unfold.

Red Earth also represents the synergistic workings of destiny that bring people together for common spiritual purposes, as well as the synergy that becomes possible through shared intent. Synergy is the collective expression of individual harmony, the union of different parts in which the whole is exponentially greater than the sum of its parts. When two or more come together in synergy, the resonant vortices between the Earth, the galaxies, and divine archetypal energies are aligned, and all things become possible.

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Niina: I am thrilled, think of the connection to New Reality Transmission's million people balancing, harmonizing and healing the world co-created reality with Pure Light and Love today at 11:11 their time. Today is 'The Day / Red Earth Day' to connect to Earth, what more proof do you need? The Universe aligns itself to our best and divine benifit. What do you say to giving yourself to this cause for at least 11 minutes today at 11:11 your time? See this page to dial into what is being done today =  New Reality Transmission

The Dream: I remember the airport, someone was trying to con my sister to stay in a apartment instead of a hotel. I got her away from there and we took a taxi to see the Dr.Phil show where people asked question of thing he had said wrong. Then at the very end there was a treadmill I was trying to use.

Airport = An airport or the air journey itself may indicate a new departure in your life. This could include a new job, new relationship or an adventure. ( New departue to somewhere but what does my sister and trying to get conned mean? )
Sister = It is very common for us to dream about all different types of people. Siblings are a fantastic source of dream material. Our siblings are important to us emotionally and psychologically. We are bound to them on some level throughout our lives; thus, they will appear in our dreams in may different forms. We learn important lessons about ourselves through our brothers and sisters. They are a reflection on us, and we can not escape their presence and their love, hate or any other emotion. ( In my dream I feared she was getting wrong information, I didn't know if she was bying it or just looking it, and yes I've had my share of bad information as well )
( Taxi ) Car =  The car in your dream may symbolize the physical self or ego development and ego function. In that, it represents the way that you travel through your life's journey. Consider all of the details in the dream, including its emotional content (e.g. difficulty of the road, identity of the driver, direction of the incline). ( we moved from bad information to the Physical Self and ego )
( Dr.Phil ) Celebrity = Sometimes dreaming about a famous actor or actress may be a wish-fulfilling dream, or it could hold important messages about ourselves. We admire celebrities and may wish to have some of their characteristics. Consider the personality traits or any other trait that attracts you to that person. This will help you figure out why you are dreaming about him or her. ( When I think of him I think Smart, Witty, Knowledgeable, Psychologist - now he was calmly defending himself in my dream, like it was no big deal, making his point very securely, I suppose I really do want to be able to do just that! )
Treadmill = All of the say stuck, not moving anywhere but I did not get that feeling. I was happily experimenting with the incline and the two tracks of it. What my intuition tells me treadmills mean in a positive setting is aspiration to something, you want your Personal Identity/Body ( = Dreaming about your body generally suggests that you are dreaming about your personal identity. Who we are is wrapped around what we look like. Our self-esteem and self-worth are too frequently dependent on our physical appearance. This dream may be pointing out some of the difficulties or pleasures in daily life that are the result of self-identity and based on attachment to our physical bodies ) to achieve something. If you were having negative setting in treadmill dream that would indicate a 'Need' for something instead of 'Aspiration'. See the little difference? ( As I was watching that Dr. Phil show as I was getting my Treadmill working, I imagine I truly do aspire to be able to communicate in a calm, smart, witty and professional way when in tight spot )

Niina: What my dream is telling me is that I want to begin, I am moving into, something New and what I need to have ready is my knowledge of false information and I aspire to learn to talk smart, with all the traits I already have, I just need to know how to use them right when I communicate, and not get misunderstood or dismissed. Well-- that's kind of perfect as I am practicing with my Blog.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 8 - GRACE OF THE LIGHT WEB

This dream it the best remembered during this whole Wavespell! And I imagine for that has a special meaning as well. Few minutes to my morning workout, got to get my body moving to face the day and the day cares performance of "Goldilocks and the Three Bears". ;)

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Day 8 (Nov 10):  How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (the new energy on earth)
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Yellow Warrior qualities: Grace, trust, inner voice, fearlessness, courage, cosmic consciousness, high standards, galactic conduit, mystic transmission, divine communication, golden pillar, ferryman's staff, reception, intelligence.

Yellow Warrior is a conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff. Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun. Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe. Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light. Open fully to feel and receive it!

The number for Yellow Warrior is sixteen, the number of unity with the cosmic foundation of resonant evolution. As you embody the ferryman's staff, you become anchored in your connection to cosmic consciousness. Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the "Christed one" into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness. Sixteen may also be seen as the beginning of another octave - a higher octave characterized by organic balance and the new Earth under your feet.

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Niina: (will fill this at the end of the day) Perhaps this is why spiders scare me, my ego is trying to frighten me throught that symbol, the grid connection, the Light Web, the Unity Consciouness is not Ego's field... There is thought for the day... :)

The Dream: I went to the Museum with my husband, we looked over the show in day light, I remember liking the most, the hearts projected on things an people. We were about to to leave when I was holding a baby, it was one of my daycare kids and I saw my day. We talked and everything turned to a night show, basically the room went little darker. We were walking around and noticed we were in the past, we tried to find our way back and noticed the museum workers used it as a Lounge. Finally got back to Present, a man got hit by a car and I had to file a report at some office, still carrying the baby around.

Museum = A museum may represent the history of yourself and your past. It exhibits all of the important events that have made you into the person you are today. It can also represent the archaic world of the collective unconscious. ( makes ense it deals with the past as I actually went back to the past in it, it is still another House which usually symbolizes our emotional and psychological selves )
Father = Dreams with fathers in them can be looked at on several different levels. You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. The image of the father could also represent the "collective consciousness," the traditional spirit, and the yang. ( symbol of "authority and power", in a House/Emotional Self in a Museum/My Past - "as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society" I see them outdated part of the past not Present, my father disappered when we returned to Present and I gave it no nsecond thought )
(Projected) Hearts = The heart represents the centre of emotional life. It is an archetypal symbol for love that has been with us since time immemorial. Your dream is describing your emotional life and the way that you are currently dealing with your feelings. [...] Alternatively, if the heart is pictured in a more positive setting, then your dream is saying that you feel good about your emotional life. ( I do feel good emotionally, I make progress everyday on letting go of anger, and frustration my two biggest shadows - so I am projecting my Happiness to every person and object. Funny cause I've been practising with this is spontanious setting, a couble came to metro obviously in bit of a tiff, I opened my heart center and gave through me love and energy to their heart centers and helped their center connect through that energy, and honestly they were laughing together in less than two minutes ♥ )

Niina: My authority and power figures are a thing of the past, they are no longer in my emotional and psychological make-up (been away for a while already)  and also in my sociaty they don't hold a place of power, my attitude on such figures as my boss, my doctors/nurses and police have twindle to a perfect possition, my divine brothers and sisters doing their job and learning their lessons in this world. In the past they were somewhat of authority figures but now they are replaced with Love Projected to them to anything...

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 7 - MYSTICAL POWER

Knowledge and Awareness ar two different things I might know when I am sad but being Aware of why I am sad and Aware of sadness realeses it's power on me and I am again Consciouss.

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Day 7 (Nov 9):  What can I do to stand in the light of my full mystical power?
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Blue Eagle qualities: Visionary, compassionate service, committment, global consciousness, belief in oneself, receiver, dreamer, hope, dreams and visions, planetary mind.

Blue Eagle reminds you to step powerfully into your commitment as a planetary server! Your assignment includes whatever furthers your personal evolution and the evolution of global mind. You are an awakener, a transformer, an empowered goal visionary. In your vision, you have compassion for others, and your decisions are made in the light of global consciousness. Ask yourself how you might experience compassion toward self, the Earth, and others. Be guided towards types of work, relationships, places to live, and projects that will benefit the Earth and her creatures. Allow your spirit to expand. Soar on your spreading wings and planetary perspective.

Affirm: "Through you, Gaia, I am also transformed! I am awakening as the return of divine love and light. We are all one. Gaia, as you awaken, I heal myself. As I awaken, you are healed, and together our petals open ecstatically to the new Sun of Flowers."

It is up to each one of us to hold a positive vision and affirmation, for the means by which this miracle will occur is through changes in the one affecting the greater whole.

Imagine the profound impact your loving thoughts have on planetary mind. You do make a difference! As you connect individually with the larger crystal grid network, your power is multiplied exponentially. This galactic grid is also known as the Mayan cobweb.


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Niina: I have had trouble lately in finding a quiet place for meditation - but no more I just got my Yoga Trance Dance fitness DVD that I was telling you I was going to get. I feel more connected to earth now with the Body Blessing and the Shavasana Meditation at the end. This is how I serve evolution and the planet, in this state of mind I am the awakener, transformer, empowerer and visionary!

The Dream: First dream I was suppose to live by the ocean assisting someone who I knew was a devil. I wasn't afraid of him, and he was being nice but there was a feeling he could be a bad person.
Second dream I heard Michael Tyson got shot at the bus stop, I took a bus to peninsula noticed I was almost out of money but managed to pay for the ride that had turned to a taxi. It was a camping area with lots of senior citizens exercising and few gansters I hoped would leave me be, they did.

Devil = Dreaming about devils and demons is usually very frightening and you may awake from fear. The devil does not generally represent something outside of yourself. It usually symbolizes the most negative and least developed part of you. It may be that part of you that is ignorant and destructive. You can determine the meaning and message in your dream by looking at all of the details carefully. All dreams are good dreams in that they bring unconscious materials to the conscious mind. Only then can you begin to effectively cope with the more unpleasant sides of your personality. Carl Jung called this negative side the "shadow." The devils in your dreams could be representations of your personal shadow or they could be a glance at the collective shadow. ( I have heard of shadow work a lot lately with the Beyond Awakening series. So moving to a house/emotional and psychological self with devil aka dormant shadow of mine as it did nothing in my dream but was nice to me. )
Ocean = It traditionally represents our great unconscious, memories, emotions, and individual soul and collective experiences. Look at all of the details in this dream. Is the water clear or murky? Is it calm or turbulent? Are you catching fish, or are you stranded and afraid? Look, listen, and try to comprehend the messages in this dream. ( It was calm, the house I was moving into was half under water )
(Mike Tyson) Celebrity = Higher aspirations, sometimes realistic, sometimes not. Seeing a celebrity in your dream may represent your beliefs and understanding about him or her, and may represent those qualities the celebrity possesses you wish to possess. ( To me when I think of him I think; anger )
Shooting = Shooting someone or being shot yourself is a fearful and violent dream experience. It may reflect aggression, powerlessness, release of strong and dangerous emotions, and/or symbolize a conclusive event in a particular situation or relationship. ( Mike Tyson/Anger was released - I never saw this just heard of it )
Bus = The dream has very specific meaning depending on the individual's experiences on school buses, public transportation vehicles, special family trips, etc. At times the content of the dream may be more important than the actual setting. If the setting is secondary, then examine the other details of the dream more closely. ( Bus was no importance the money was )
Money = The significance money has in your waking life is reflected in your dream state. Money is a symbol of power and wealth. We often judge ourselves based on our ability to make it, save it, and spend it. First consider your own relationship with money and your current financial situation as this dream could be simple wish-fulfillment. As always, consider all of the accompanying details in your dream because they will help you to understand where your issues lie. Traditional dream interpretations indicate that losing money in your dream is a good omen, and that probably the opposite will happen. Generally, money may represent those things that are most valuable to you and not necessarily cash. ( Well considering I have 5 euros for food for the next 3 days, it might reflect my current cituation - Hopefully the opposite will happen and I do get money as it seems it is eesential for you know food and shelter, those two are all my body and I essentially need )

Niina: All right, so this what I got out of my dream.  I am processing my my shadow, anger. It's mostly dormant, I'm thinking it doesn't exists as makes no noise of itself most of the time, only when it appears. Now my frustration with money is my anger trigger - there more I think about it the more true it sounds. When I am out of money I do get angry a lot easier. Explain that one grocerie shopping trip with hubby. All right, so I have regocnized my trigger, now I just need to recall it next time my shadow lifts it's head.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, dream consciousness!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 6 - HIGHEST WISDOM

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Day 6 (Nov 8):  How do I balance the Male and Female energies within myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth?
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

White Wizard Qualities: integrity, heart-knowing, alignment with divine will, magician, shaman, jaguar, night seer, priest, magic.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

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Niina: (will fill this at the end of the day)

The Dream: First dream I was at work and we had a new camera, a student, loads of more kids. Frustrated.

In second dream my ship crew wrecked and on shore we discovered an old culture in the jungle, they had a polar bear submarine, and I remember it was like a book or a movie that I didn't want to stop viewing but I knew I was going to wake.

Camera = To see a camera in your dream, signifies your desires to cling on and/or live in the past. Alternatively, it may indicate that you need to focus on a particular situation. Perhaps you need to get a clearer picture or idea. ( Makes sense... )

Ship = As mentioned in all relevant dream symbols, bodies of water represent your unconscious, your emotions, and your accumulated soul experiences. The ship in your dream could represent you and the ways in which you navigate thought these parts of yourself. When interpreting this dream, consider the kind of voyage and the type of ship. Some dream interpretation books say that if the voyage is calm you should go forward with your plans. However, if it is a very stormy voyage, get ready for an emotional upset (or challenge). ( Stormy waters, we were shot and sank down )

Jungle = The jungle could represent your confusing and overwhelming thoughts regarding daily life. If you dream you are in an impenetrable jungle, your unconscious may be revealing to you the anxiety you have about a particular situation, a current difficulty, or the future. If you find yourself freely exploring the jungle, it is a positive dream image which might be encouraging you to go new adventure and discover unexplored areas of your own psyche. ( We were exploring it freely,a dn the culture there was nice, advanced, heh clothed well. )
Polar Bear = To see a polar bear in your dream, signifies a reawakening. (The shipwrecked entered the giant polar bears mouth - perhaps...)

Where emotional upset can bring you down you experience a new adventure that washes ashore to new and unexplored area of your psyche  - where if you wish you can reawaken throught that lesson.

Well good dream!

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 5 - DYNAMIC EQUILIBRIUM

The past four Wavespells have been amazing, the lessons have never been subtle but big wham bam - you know. If it has been an Inner Child Day I have had ticket to a satire play for weeks, or if it has been a Strenghtening Day I worked out all day. Big things not small ones!
So let's move on to Day 5, and see what happens!

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Day 5 (Nov 7):  What is my core purpose?

Red Skywalker Qualities: time/space traveller, angelic messenger, courage, new directions, mysterious journey, explorer, fluid reference points, pillars of heaven, compassion.

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. You are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of the etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

Harmonic Wisdom for Red Skywalker is balance, the movements of parts in pleasing relationship or harmony with one another. Balance in Red Skywalker is experienced as a dynamic equilibrium. It is both a sense and an attitude. The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance. 

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Niina:  (will fill this at the end of the day)

The Dream:  I'm walking down the street with a man, and we stop to visit his family's house, there is no stair down to the house from the door, but a drop down, which I though was inconvignient. The house is full of angels and angel imagery - I feel close to tears in there - but when his family comes in it gets uncomfortable they ask alot of questions and don't like me touching things there.
In another dream I am on stage with Bette Midler who is playing the piano and we have to sing me first then her from our imaginations.

Walking = It is very important to remember where you were walking to and if the walk was difficult or not. Jung thought that if in your dream you are walking to no specific destination, it may represent a personal search and a succession of changes that one experience in life. (It was a beautiful sunny day and we were just walking, no where in particular)
House = They usually symbolize our emotional and psychological selves. All of your experiences, stages of development, and parts of your conscious and unconscious life may be represented by that house. The house may be representing issues concerning a particular dilemma in your life, or it may be more general and comprehensive. (What I remember the most of the house that was beautiful and there were angels pieces, art, statues, pictures everywhere.I remember I was so moved and loved those angels that when people emerged I got uneasy )
Angels = In the past ten years there has been a renewed appreciation and interest in angels. They represent goodness, protection, and the heavenly realm. As a dream symbol they may attempt to focus the dreamer's attention on his own divine qualities and the supportive and loving aspects of life. Some say that dreaming about angels is a symbol of good luck, while others believe that you will see an angel in your dream around the time when there is a birth or death in your family, or in your close circle of friends. Angels are mystical and spiritual symbols; traditionally they have been the messengers of God. The interpretation of your dream angel depends on your own views. Generally, the message coming up from your unconscious may be of important magnitude, so record your dream and think about all of its details and implications. ( In emotional, psychological  and conscious state I am surrounded and am goodness, I feel heavenly and protected, together with my divine qualities - BUT when humans appear they bring uneasines to my life. Heh! How true! )
Singing = Your dream is expressing your current feelings. The nature of the music and the words of the song may say something about you and your situation. ( It was improve singing, I think it was love song I sang -  who knows what Bette Midler means?! LOL! )
(Bette Midler) Celebrity = Higher aspirations, sometimes realistic, sometimes not. Seeing a celebrity in your dream may represent your beliefs and understanding about him or her, and may represent those qualities the celebrity possesses you wish to possess. ( To me when I think of her I think; escentric, goofy, funny, happy )

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 4 - FLOW IN LOVE

I went to see a Satire yesterday night. Dressed up ( all Earth Collection ) and went to see it my mother and her boyfriend, he's month shy from 50 and this was his first time in a Theater - he's all the way up from almost Lapland. He says now that he's been bitten my culture fly. ;)
We arrive, the place is full, packed with people, there is perhaps three free seats.
The play starts it's a comedy / satire of finland's prime minister and his 'slow' speaking and country demeanor.
It is very funny - so funny in fact that two times even the actors lose face and laugh. Which ofcourse makes the audience laugh even more.
I remember studying while I was in Snellman Polytechnic the Origin of Laughter and Humor.
Humor is many things but it is mainly recognising what is wrong.
Man trips on a big - oh that should have not happened!
A prime miniter squirries around in fake beard - oh that never happened!
More on humor @ http://www.aath.org/articles/art_sultanoff01.html

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Day 4 (Nov 6): What form will my spiritual journey take?

Yellow Human Qualities: abundance, harvest, open vessel, quickening, cornucopia, free will, choice maker, responsibility, chalice, emptiness.

Yellow Human asks you to strengthen and clear your physical vessel in order to prepare for the expanded energies of higher mind. Your chalice of self is being purified through vibrational adjustments in the brain/body system. With this quickening, adjustments are made and your circuits of consciousness are naturally transformed. Often this process is accompanied by the sensation of being altered or "rewired". Higher centers of the brain and the light-sensitive pineal and pituitary glands are being activated to contain more light. This penetration brings you to a critical threshold, creating enormous change at the cellular level. It also activates soul memories and expands your concepts of reality.

Meditate on the cornucopia with you at its center. Lift the chalice of your self-generated energy vortex to greet the vortex that will descend from above. As an open vessel, prepare a place to receive Yellow Human's gifts. When you flow in unconditional love, all the fruits of the universe rush toward you for benediction.
The Harmonic Wisdom of Yellow Human is resonance, the quality of sounding again. When you strike a tuning fork, another tuning fork next to it will begin to resonate in response because of its similar vibrational makeup and structural attunement. When you are being the vibration of all that you are, a natural resonance is set up for your chalice to be filled and your world to become fully resonant.

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Niina: "Yellow Human asks you to strengthen and clear your physical vessel in order to prepare for the expanded energies of higher mind." What have I done all day!? How funny! I have been on and off exercising all day, as I was building the two Fitness Pages for this Blog of mine. I have been literella strengthing and cleaning my body, all day. See this most recent post from today to see what I was upto today!
LETS MOVE FOR A HEALTHY BODY

The Dream: I cannot recall it, all I can remember is this one flash in which the play we saw yesterday continued in spontanious improv. I suppose I dreamed of the play all night. I got home so late that I slept like a rock.

Theather =  Theaters may be a metaphor for our physical lives. To paraphrase Shakespeare, life is a stage and we are merely trying to make the best of it. Maybe in your dreams you are acting out some of your personal issues and concerns. Think about the details of your dream and what is going on in the theater. Is it a comedy or a tragedy? Are you having fun, or are you very uncomfortable or bored? All of these will give you clues in regard to the meaning of based theater dreams. (Comedy/Satire,  sudden improvisation - LOL! This sort of fits very well, my life has been a comedy/Satire the past month or so)
Laughter = To dream that you laugh and feel cheerful, means success in your undertakings, and bright companions socially. (Well since April it's been Uncondional Love all the time which kind of relates to happiness, brightness and success in my daily life)

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 3 - PLAY, LOVE, DANCE & SING!

I think in light of what I am writing here this morning I should give you a heads up.
Until yesterday I was complitely unaware of this negative emotion against me, but once you see something you cannot unsee it. No matter how much you try you cannot erase it.

I posted a video on Lightworkers about HeartMath that studies the connection between the heart and the Brain, and after that relating to it I posted another video about Global Coherence which is sort of do-good experiment in global mediation and earth's geomagnetic field - and how they are at the same wave lenght.
This was a while ago, well yesterday I saw two comments had been left on it.
Calling me NWO (New World Order) and asking me who funded me.
Alright well my mind reacted to this, I wanted to let it be and not reply as I didn't think anything good would come out of me 'defending' myself online.
But the rest of the day I could not get it off my mind.
I do not know this person, what if he is violent, should I be afraid? My mind went yadda-yadda-yadda and 'on and on' about it.
Not healthy I know. I tried all the tricks in the book to let it go, but it didn't happen.
I know some Lightworker don't seem to know how to defend themselves, well I see my self in that.
I just have to pick something up. I can't let mere comment get me ruffled and fearing the worst.

My dream sure let me have it!
Now to the Wavespell!

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Day 3 (Nov 5): How does my creativity express my spiritual journey?

Blue Monkey Qualities: innocence, spontaneity, play, magic, inner child, humour, disruption.

Blue Monkey represents the Divine Child, the child that is ever in a state of open-hearted wisdom, innocence, trust, simplicity and joyful wonder. What would it feel like to actually be a magical child in this culture and time? The secret that very few know - because they may feel more comfortable trying to protect themselves - is that the divine child offers the strongest of all protections, the invulnerability of openhearted Love. Through innocence, a kind of immunity is created that allows the divine child to be transparent so that the apparent 'slings and arrows' of the world can pass right through without being personalized into wounds, reactions or hurt feelings. This is the path of innocence regained. Transparency is the path of the new consciousness.

In this New Myth, your spontaneous, divine child will usher in and anchor the new frequency. How can you heal your inner child? Explore what truly gives you joy. Find types of work that support your sensitivity and create deep satisfaction. Be simple: love, play, dance, draw, colour, sing. These activities are for all divine children - they serve the expression of the magical child in everyone. Consciously make time for the joyful freedom and magic of play!

The number for Blue Monkey is eleven, the vibration wherein novelty and spontaneity break down resistant forms. When unity merges with Essence Self, a mystical foundation is created that disintegrates old patterns. This is actually integration in disguide. As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through.

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Niina: Well-- This is going to be easy! As I work as a Kindergarden Teacher / Daycare Nanny I spend my days with playing, dancing, drawing, coloring and singing! Well-- of course there is the work part as well but I like to focus my thoughts on the funness of the day at end of each day.

"What would it feel like to actually be a magical child in this culture and time?" See my Wednesday 3rd Entry.

"As your walls tumble down, they crack into a smile, and the illumination of self shines through." See my Thursday 4th Entry.

It is no coinsident that I am today going out with my mother and her boyfriend to watch a satire of our prime minister called "Koljatti/Goliath". My mom's old childhood friend is in the lead, and he's excellent in his performances to make people laugh! So I am going Let Go and be a kid outside work as well!

The Dream: My husband lived in a shady neighbourhood, he was out of town and a man on the street said I should not stay in his appartment while the doorman is gone cause the people who live there are bad. I say them with very nasty swords, and leadpipes looking at me.
I left the place and went down to the metro, a sevige had proke there and there was no water but sewage waste around, everywhere as it was down four flights from surface. I finally caught a lift back up and had to go to my husbands appartment. I manged to get in unnoticed but people kept knocking on the door seeing if I was there.
In another dream I was in an old house with only one heated room, it was raining outside and I walked past this huge old wall that had hanging greenery.

House: It is common to dream about houses. They usually symbolize our emotional and psychological selves. All of your experiences, stages of development, and parts of your conscious and unconscious life may be represented by that house. The house may be representing issues concerning a particular dilemma in your life, or it may be more general and comprehensive. (not a bad house but in a bad neighbourhood. I did feel threathened yesterday by a negative comment on lightworkers, after all the world is a nuts place and some people can go crazy and try and eventually hurt you. But I know that if I worry about it it is real to me, so I need to not give it though I think and focus on the love in my life)
(Threat of)Violence: Research shows that most dreams are unpleasant. Violent dreams are relatively common and may be a reflection of the confusion and conflict that the dreamer experiences in daily life. Dreams with violent themes suggest that the dreamer has unconscious negative emotions such as fear, anxiety, and anger. If you are not dealing with these feeling consciously, your dreams are compensating and bringing into awareness the need for honest reflection and emotional balance in daily life. (Well-- this goes well with the insight above, obviously my dream is telling me that this comment still bothered me before going to bed and that it is now useless to Fear it.)
Sewage: May represent the flow of unconscious energy or emotion that you have tried to suppress. (That would make sense - I'm trying to suppress the emotion of fear instead of truly dealing with it. Oh, like it is honest to god about women we have to talk it out)
Door: Doors are passageways and in our dreams that is their symbolism. Going through a door may represent going from one state of consciousness to another, or from one inner plane to another. Locked or closed doors may represent an obstacle or opportunities that are not currently available to you. (I left away from the Fear, but it's still knocking on the door making me feel uneasy even though it is not in the same space as me)