LOOKING BACK AT 2010

LOOKING BACK AT 2010
by NiinaC at http://niinac.blogspot.com/

What a year! People have been asked to fill up bigger shoes since the beginning of this year. Depending on your sensitivity to the vibrational frequencies this upgrading of you and me begun on January or latest this summer. We can all probably recall the intense New Moons and Full Moons of this extraordinarily warm summer?
Actions have been taken to bring forth spiritual beliefs into this daily reality. We have been tested bi-monthly on our ability to hold onto these new frequencies, new ideas and ideals. The Moon and the Sun working together to complex the matter on the physical level.
Where we have had the Moon mirroring the light of the Sun emotions have run wild, crazy and strong - and we have been left to stand in the middle and hold on to what we have learned, these days have had a definate sense of finality, things have ended emotional, physical and spiritual.
And on those days when the Moon has been denying to reflect sun's light to the Earth we have been called to action, to stand for what is right, to not take a beating but defend ourselves emotionally, spiritually and physically. If you can take a look back at this year, track dates of big emotional or physical events and see if it's been New Moon or Full Moon.
And when the Moon will be staying in the shadow of the Earth (21~12~2010) as a Total Lunar Eclipse we experience the extreme Full Moon energies, emotions will run intensely wild, Lunar Eclipse facilitates change and reconfiguration of consciousness so strongly that it happens only twice a year. It was no coinsident that last Lunar Eclipse was the Midsummer Solstice, 2010 has put us through a rough rinse cycle to say the least.

It has become more and more evident that we need science - we grave for explanations and root causes to fill up what we know with intuition.
Do not stress, you are not loosing connection with your spirituality and you are not "changing your mind" about spirituality. It is the moving into Aquarian from Pieces. Aquarian Age astrologically tries and will bring together Spirituality and Science - you have probably already felt the tingling at the back of your mind. We want answers - we want to know what is next, what are we evolving to, and the mainstream is asking this as well. As negative as the popular mainstream 2012 image is it has sparked interest on humanity's survival, hence sparked interested on what is next, how will we evolve?
In spiritual circles you cannot cross the 2012 road without a feeling with intuition that our Consciousness will evolve. It has to.
Right now we are feeling the pressure, the pressure cooker is building up to the release. Do not wait for the bang, things will not explore, there are built in safety mechanisms. But pressure will be released, like a massive exhale people will get it. This is what is being awaited for 2012 in spiritual circles.

As we get closer to the end of 2010 we start seeing the change that has to occur for us to be able to move into 2011.
Secrets come out as a test on how do we handle them, do we operate through our newly found ideals, and ideas, do we look at things through our hearts? If you do not pass the tests now do not worry, 2011 will give you plenty opportunities as it continues to cleanse our vibrational frequencies for the 2012 milestone.
We are now days from 2011 and at the point of hibernation and peace, well that is if you can let go of the manufactured Christmas Stress and feel the white energies under the red and green haze.
If you continue, try to continue the same way you have before this month won't serve its purpose of Peace and Hibernation - this is your day off before the energies of 2011 take you up on your deal to evolve - enjoy it! Don't create stress where there is none.
Now even though it is your day off doesn't mean there is nothing to do! Like humans plan fun activities on their vacations so do the Highest Selves - you didn't think you were going to get off with laying on the sofa on vegetable state reading or, jeepers, watching the TV? Oh no, no,no...

Winter Solstice promises to be big if you tap into those energies available! 21st is Winter Solstice, Yule, day of importance as old as time itself, a day so important that it has been celebrated in ancient monuments, such as Stonehenge.
On 21st the day is shortest, least amount of sunlight reaches the land. This year we also get to experience  Total Lunar Eclipse ( also Full Moon ) on 21st - if there ever was a day where we get bathed into peaceful night and soothing darkness to reload for the coming day this is it.
Why is this period of darkness important, or good for that matter? Aren't we supposed to be afraid of the dark and what sneaks around in it?
In the darkness, it is true, you can see all kind of monsters of your own creation in the illusion of harm, fear and lack. But like stated before if you wish to see monsters, surely you will, since you are the one who creates them. If you are one these people who have shadow work to do then yes, this solstice gives you a whammy of an experience to get rid of your shadows. Don't just see if something happens on 21st take the first step, declare you are aware of your shadows, your negative affirmations, and that you are ready to let go of these shadows. This day will give you what you need to, to let go, to be free.
Now if you can see the darkness in different light where there are no shadows and creepy crawlies in the corners of your consciousness give a thought to this... What do you do at night? You sleep and in your sleep you dream. In this Dreamtime is when you receive your vibrational Upgrades, your consciousness is updated nightly, most of the time you are not aware of this, but to know what happens at night all you have to do is interpret your dreams. Interpreting your dreams on those high energy days will help you become aware of what your current upgrade is and where to target that energy. Have a look at this if you need an example.
This will be highly energetic Winter Solstice, literally about as dark as it gets people - take advantage of this and connect with your higher consciousness, built a bridge between your daily consciousness and your higher consciousness that works at Dreamtime, at night, in the Peace that is found in the darkness where your senses aren't there to distract you from what is taking place.

It is no coincident that this happens right before 2011 - there are shadows to let go before we move on, there are bridges to be built before we can evolve.
Look back at 2010, can you tell how you evolved this year? Now is the time to reflect so that when 2011 begins you go in aware of yourself and lessons learned and make the most of it!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina @ http://niinac.blogspot.com/

P.S: Feel free to share this - I ask that you share it in totality as it was meant be read, links and all. Love, Niina

First Paragraph Updated on 16th of Dec 2010

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Good morning everyone, I say good morning because I usually get up from bed, make coffee and come here to look around and wait for about 15 minutes before inspiration strikes to write a blog.
Usually this blog entry is of the first thing that really caught my attention, a channelling or perhaps a link shared on Facebook or something similar. ( Yes - I'm on Facebook and on Lightworkers as I am an Indigo, internet comes naturally as a network that I have inner resources to navigate well )
My mornings start with my blog entry writing usually around 5:30a.m. that winters for me I go to be after sufficient time of darkness, normally at nine and wake up after exactly eight hours. It works like clock work unless I'm trying to stay up longer which screws with nature's own balance. ( I'm pretty good by now at listening to what my body needs, foods, sleep, exercise, medication, meditation, reading and so on... )

Yesterday evening I wrote an entry ( well it was mostly research kind of copy'n'paste event ) about sunspots, aka sun activity. I wanted to know how our energy source works with 2012 when it's time for the next Solar Maximum. I looked around few pages for more info that the slightly dubious article, finding nothing except one book to buy I call it quits for the day. Went on to Facebook for few minutes before calling it a night and ran into a YouTube video on Debunking David Icke ( what does that mean? Seriously I'm not familiar with Icke other than that he is conspiracy theorist of some sort ) on this video they went on about what he actually thinks ( I suppose D.I would know this best but let's move on...) and they early on came across topic of him believing in the Solar Logos. Never heard of it, wait I take that back I have come across the word but never looked into it. Apparently this Solar Logos is sun entity that gives vibrational updates to humanity through its activity. ( Synchronicity, anyone?! )
Queue in the Sunspots!

Well - I'll be studying how these two match today!

INTERPRETING DREAM FROM JANUARY 2010 - SYNCHRONICITY

"Why am I interpreting this now? Well yesterday I interpreted a dream with dolphins in it, my new life path was revealed - and this morning I looked back at the beginning of 2010 and came across this dolphin dream that was never interpreted so decided to have a go at it, knowing what I know now of my January this was a treat! Confirmation and entertaining view on one's journey in life!"

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JANUARY 21st 2010 - BLOG ENTRY 
DREAM OF 31.3.2010 + DREAM INTERPRETATION ON 11.12.2010

I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian. It took place outside the window, on the windowstill, of an old skyscraper. There was a woman who didn't need anything physical to stay standing in front of me, a man next to me on the window still and a second woman who walked past me to a ledge. I was only affaird of heigh occasionally when i looked straight down.
I can't recall what the two other sign did, but Aquarius turned me to a sea creature, probably mermaid like or dolphins, I didn't see me, but I felt ½ and ½.
I then woke up in my dream on the ledge and they hasseled me that I didn't even see anything. So I tried to remember really hard and got a date 31.3.

I woke up, then, officially woke-up.

I checked the calender for 31.3 - cause in my dream it was a on the place of the third weeks friday - this year it would be last week's monday.

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Edited on December 11th 2010 with Dream Interpretation:

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Balcony = To see a balcony in a dream or dream that you are on a balcony is symbolic of a need to be acknowledged. It might also be a sign that your social status is improving. ( sure needed to be akcnowledged in this part of my life, there was a huge changed coming - and my soul was literally showting "see me!" )

Astrology = To dream about astrology implies that you are apprehensive about upcoming events. You need to pay very close attention to what is being communicated to you and determine what influence it will have on your life. ( spot on! January, February and March were all about learning to communicate through trial and error while my connection my Higher Self deepened )

Woman = A woman or women generally represent intuition, creativity, nurturing, and love. ( the women didn't do much in the dream - but they symbolod this dream coming from my intuition )

Man = Depending on the details of the dream, the masculine figure could be interpreted as the Creator or Destroyer. ( creator for sure! He created me into this half human half dolphin  )

Dolphins = Dolphins represent friendliness, communal living, rescue, communication, and affection. They are water dwelling mammals and in our dreams they represent our willingness and ability to navigate through emotions. They represent positive messages from our unconscious minds. Dolphins could also represent a positive connection between our consciousness and to those parts of the psyche that is a mystery and largely unconscious. ( this was prime emotion navigation time - positive message from the unconscious mind about 31.3.2010 to me )

31.3.2010 What happened?

Finding strength in power of being a Finn, researching true history of the Finns and contemplation on the non-meak heritage gave me a oomph of right kind of pride: http://niinac.blogspot.com/2010_03_01_archive.html

Beginning of April, I contemplated on sacred text, and the meaning behind the biggest sacred book of our time the bible, and "The Hidden History of Human Race"... both of these begun me to understand finally what is Jesus, what are we as humans. And the biggest thing! I picked up Eckhart Tolle's lecture on The Now - and after that there was no turning back, this was it. My April, my shift to "The Now Consciouness - The Integral Consciouness" from Post Modern view. http://niinac.blogspot.com/2010_04_01_archive.html

The Full Moon is Tuesday March 30th 2010. This is a "Blue" Moon, in modern terms the second full Moon in a month. We also had a "Blue" Moon in January. "Blue" Moons roughly occur once every 2.5 years, but to have two in the same year is rarer, roughly once every 20-25 years.
Full Moons of this time period =
THURSDAY, JANUARY 28, 2010 AQUARIUS FULL MOON
TUESDAY, MARCH 30, 2010 ARIES FULL MOON
TUESDAY, APRIL 27, 2010 TAURUS FULL MOON

"I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian."

"At the time of a Full Moon, you should expect a culmination of events to occur within 4 to 5 days of its occurrence. Full moons close chapters and often bring a sense of finality to your life. You can't have a fresh start without closure in other areas; otherwise we get bombarded with issues that never end and our lives collect so much clutter that it becomes chaotic."


What are the odds of that kind of synchronizity? April 8th I discover Eckhart Tolle's view on The Now - which profoundly changes me, on April 23rd I discover A Course in Miracles that confirms everything I ever wondered about life, spirituality and the Now included released all my old shadows and just lfet peace in me. ( 23rd is with 5 days of the Full Moon of Taurus - yes incase you were wondering I am a Taurus - those ten days around April 27th  were the change, the profound, life changing days for me )

Why am I interpreting this now? Well yesterday I interpreted a dream with dolphins in it, my new life path was revealed - and this morning I looked back at the beginning of 2010 and came across this dolphin dream that was never interpreted so decided to have a go at it, knowing what I know now of my January this was a treat! Confirmation and entertaining view on one's journey in life!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

OUR SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION IN HUMAN VESSELS (CHANNELING)

I open my eyes this morning, go and see how much ❄snow❄ came down ( a foot atleast! ), make two cups of coffee and sit by the computer for my morning dose of Spirituality before heading to work.
First thing I see is channeling from Archangel Michael, it's by Ronna Herman who's channeling have resonated highly with me before - great way to start a morning. Here is information on conscious co-creating, state of mind, chakras and how we awokened and how we keep the progress moving forwards...

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Channeler:

Ronna Herman
Messages from Archangel Michael ❀ Dec. 2010

YOUR SPARK OF DIVINITY IS IMMORTAL AND ETERNAL

Beloved masters, never forget: that your reason for Being is to become a conscious cocreator, and that our Father/Mother God is the Life-Giving force of your existence. You must let go of the straight line, linear time concept whereby your choices are limited and influenced by the past. A Self-master functions within the Law of the Circle, the concept of the Infinity Loop (a horizontal figure 8). The Infinity Loop that continually flows forth before you is filled with Divine potential; however, the Infinity Loops around you in your personal Creator wheel must contain the thought forms of harmonious frequencies to support your vision. You are assured that your desires/visions will manifest in the perfect way and perfect time if you stay centered in your Sacred Heart and maintain clarity of thought and action. Remember, the human Spirit cannot be defeated, for it is composed of God-stuff and is therefore indestructible. The Spark of Divinity that has been allotted to each of you is immortal and eternal.

The world you now live in is not a reflection of the world that was planned for you. Stored within your DNA are etheric time capsules which hold the memory Essence of all your past lives. You have separated and refracted yourself thousands of times; however, you have memory cells of your Divinity waiting to be accessed and incorporated into your Being. These memory cells are the building blocks of your Light Body. It is a time of attuning to the consciousness of your body elemental, and you must make time for introspection in order to develop spiritual sensitivity. You must make a habit of continually monitoring and controlling your STATE OF MIND as you move deeper and deeper into the process of ascension and the expansion of your conscious awareness. Gradually, a good portion of your memory of past events will begin to fade as you move out of the realm of the instinctual brain/mind into the realm of the higher mind.

Over time, humankind became sense-conscious instead of remaining God-conscious, thereby gradually losing the opportunity for Self-expression. The inspiration and guidance of the Higher Self and the Soul were gradually replaced by the nudgings of the ego desire body. Original thought became a thing of the past as humanity became stuck in the illusional, collective consciousness realm of thought. Your beliefs and concepts of truth became rigid, structured and often distorted. As you gradually lost the connection to your internal guidance, you began to focus on the outer world, and you became mostly a reactor, rather than an initiator.

Those who are functioning within the frequency environment of the discordant third and fourth dimensions rely on their subconscious and conscious minds to store information / knowledge. Some are better at retaining and retrieving information than others; however, it is ineffectual and/or distorted in many instances. Remember, knowledge must be integrated and used in an appropriate, efficient way in order to be retained as wisdom. The chakras are subconscious mind centers. In the beginning, these centers worked in perfect harmony; however, gradually over time the spectrum of duality became stronger and more prevalent, and your vibrational patterns became more discordant. As the chakra system is balanced and harmonized, the power centers of the chakras begin to work in unison for the greatest good of the host instead of warring with each other for supremacy.

When you exist in the first four inner-dimensional levels of the brain, you are in an Earth-bound state of consciousness. Your focus is on “self,” your personal interests and the bodily sensations of the five outer senses: sight, sound, smell, taste and feeling. This is the realm of the ego desire body and the personal self since the greater portion of your Soul Consciousness has withdrawn into your Soul Star within the Eighth Chakra, approximately eight to ten inches above the crown of your head. There is a strong, narrow-minded focus on others and the world, with rigid, self-serving opinions.

In order to effect change, you must consciously choose a positive alternative to negative, habitual responses.❊ You must diligently strive to release and clear old, impacted thought forms that are keeping you stuck in limitation. Many of you have made great progress in the process of balancing and/or clearing the imperfections within your auric field. It is imperative that you clear the destructive/distorted thought patterns of the past so that you can create the new, empowering blueprint of the future. During your nightly review of your day, envision a positive alternative to negative situations in your life, and then focus on that vision unerringly. You must keep the channel of communication open between the Soul and the brain via the mind. This initiates the slow reactivation process of the Pineal gland and the opening of the portal to the Sacred Mind, which is located at the back portion of the brain, close to the crown of the head.

Gradually, as you progress into the higher, semi-balanced, third dimension and lower, sub-levels of the fourth dimension, awareness begins to expand to include select others – those who fit into your accepted realm of thinking and being. Your acceptance and love for others have conditions, for your personal needs and desires are still foremost. However, your love and compassion quotient begins to expand to include those who fit comfortably into your picture of reality.

You begin to listen to the small voice of your consciousness or your Soul Self; however, you do not always following its guidance. Some of your deep-seated habits become burdens, and you begin the process of attempting to change or release them. Thus, the battle between the ego and the Higher Self begins. Gradually, the ego takes a secondary position as the servant of the Soul. Your personality slowly begins to change, for the ego no longer controls your emotions and your desire impulses.

Your viewpoint of others gradually changes also, and you begin to see situations from a higher, broader point of view. Ascension is mind-expanding, a process of passing from one state of consciousness into another. Your awareness gradually expands to include all humanity, the Earth, the solar system and the higher universal laws. No longer is your focus on the little self. The ultimate goal is to become a galactic Being and to eventually attain a universal consciousness.

When you attain and maintain some of the frequency patterns of the higher fourth dimension and the entry level vibrational patterns of the fifth dimension, a Soul merge of the facet of your Higher Self that resides within your Soul Star begins. The Higher Soul Self gradually sends down the Essence of a portion of your Higher Self into your Sacred Heart Center. This action, in turn, will ignite the Three-Fold Flame ( Divine Love, Divine Wisdom, Divine Will/Power ) within your Solar Power Center, which encompasses the heart, thymus and throat area. When this process is completed, you will have integrated the attributes, qualities and virtues of that portion of your Soul Self. Thereafter, the next higher level of your etheric Higher Self will descend and take up residency with your Soul Star, awaiting ITS turn to merge with you. This process will repeat itself over and over again, as you merge with greater and greater facets of your Divine Self.

The earlier in life you begin to listen to the nudgings of your Soul and Higher Self, the easier it is to bring the ego and the personality self under control. Your Soul-self, which has an inborn sense of right and wrong, will grow stronger and stronger if you take heed. Or it will gradually become silent if you do not. As the power of the Soul expands, sensitivity increases, and your thoughts, desires and actions become more refined and loving. The Light of the intellect, the Light of reason, brings wisdom and understanding, for it supplies the mental nature with the fuel that enables you to comprehend and master the world of form.

Be aware that forgiveness means to release or resolve imbalanced frequency patterns you have created between yourself and others as you strive to return to center. Forgiveness means freeing yourself from negative emotions so that you may continue to receive the Adamantine Particles of Divine Light. Remember, the pure Essence of the Creator that you draw forth into your Sacred Heart must be ignited / activated via the frequencies of unconditional love.

The 2,000 year Piscean Age was ruled by the emotional nature and the astral planes of the fourth dimension.  

The next 2,000 years, the Age of Aquarius, will focus on the science of spirituality and the mental nature as humanity gradually moves into and becomes acclimated to the highest levels of the fourth dimension and the lower to mid-level frequencies of the fifth dimension. With you, the Star Seed, leading the way, humanity will gradually adjust to a new, expanded Self-awareness, which will become the accepted norm. An aspirant on the path must traverse the sub-planes of the astral plane and gain control of the emotional / astral body and the lower nature, thereby balancing the three lower chakra centers and initiating the activation of the Sacred Fire of the Kundalini stored within the Root Chakra.

In the future, it will also be normal to live within the aura of a master, a distinguished Being of Light or, on rare occasions, an archangel. You, the aspirants on the Path, are building a bridge between the material world and the world of Spirit. You must be diligent in your search for the truth, and you must have an intense desire and willingness to serve if you are to join the ranks of the masters. You are now in the process of adjusting to the higher frequencies of electromagnetic Light currents. The Soul-self encourages you to become consciously aware of the universal laws so that you may take full advantage of your God-given creative abilities. All facets of manifestation begin internally, and any concept or abstract idea to be birthed must go through an incubation stage before it can become a reality in the world of form.

You must take back the personal power you have given to others. Also, consciously releasing the energy everyone else has placed in your auric field or attached to your Solar Plexus is a primary phase of the returning to balance and harmony process, which is required in order to once more become a master of Self. The path to higher consciousness will eventually result in directly experiencing your God Self / I AM Presence and the splendor and majesty of the Creator in one of ITS many forms.

Allow us to give you a few more thoughts to contemplate until we come together again.

THE LIGHT FREQUENCIES OF KNOWLEDGE BECOME THE LIGHT OF WISDOM:

KNOWLEDGE = PERSONALITY LIGHT ❀ WISDOM = SOUL LIGHT ❀ INTUITION = HEART LIGHT

We emphasize again, there is an urgent need for trained, dedicated WORLD SERVERS. Initiation is now a group event–not an individual attainment. As you strive for Self-mastery, you must be willing to assist those on the path behind you in some way so that as you are lifted up, so is all humanity. The Soul has a natural inclination toward group-consciousness. It is your Soul which is seeking reunification, not the personality.

My brave ones, be very sure that your primary focus at your present stage of life is that which you desire to experience in the future years of dramatic expansion of consciousness and the world changes which are now in progress. Be mindful and aware every moment so that your focus becomes one-pointed and clear, for you are creating your new world of tomorrow, one thought at a time. We are ever near to guide and direct you.

I AM Archangel Michael

❀ Transmitted through Ronna Herman ❀ www.RonnaStar.com
E-mail: RonnaStar@earthlink.net ❀ www.AskArchangelMichael.com ❀ www.QuestForMastery.or
Ronna Herman ✯ 2010

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❊ I started writing my first Spiritual book yesterday, I spend the first few pages on consciously choosing positive thought instead of negatives and why. Beautiful moment of Synchronizity.

LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS & THE NOW

An idea dawned on me as I watched this video, that I hadn't though of before in quite the same way.
Before this April when this stage of happiness begun ( I wish I had a better name for it ) I was spiritual and in a state of awakeness - but I had problems, all life troubles and stress and anxiety from time to time. It seemed it went in cycles of three months of happiness, three months of sadness, and so on and so on...
Now what changed in April 2010? What was the catalyst for the change?

I came across Eckhart Tolle's Findhorn Retreat DVD.

After reading my blog entry I recommend you watch these two:

Part 1 of Findhorn Retreat HERE.

Part 2 of Findhorn Retreat HERE.

It was like gentle knock in the head - the slapped in the back of your head kind of "Duh!".
And I got it.

I got it.

It was the power of Now. This here, right now. Now.
I realized suddenly without reading any of his books that everything wrong in my so called life was because I kept wondering into the Past ( oh no what have I done, they will hate me, they will think badly of me, I feel so embarrassed, I can't believe they still kill people, I cannot believe they destroyed that, I'm mortified by that betrayal - you know all those feelings ) and into the Future ( oh shit I have meeting tomorrow, oh shit I have to pay this bill I haven't got money for in two day, oh shoot I can't find my red sweater for tomorrow, I have to meet someone downtown, I don't want to watch the news, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to go to dentist tomorrow, I have to see him/her later, someone could be mad at me now, I could be mad at someone if they happen to do this or that - that sort of things ) for my chance at unhappiness.

I was seriously looking for trouble, everyday.

I was spiritual, I meditated, I was "green", I was vegetarian, I was conscious, I was reading channelings, I was sort of an activist BUT despite all my good intentions I was stuck in the Past and Future for my unhappiness fix.

Photo by Pat Goltz

Change came, the Now came - and like turning on the lights, the darkness was suddenly gone. I knew there had been darkness, and I could still see it far away from me at the edges of my bright light, but it wasn't with me anymore. I was not sad, I was not depressed, I was not worried. Everything made me smile because I got it - what is wrong in right Now? Nothing. Right now with everything going on around me, there is nothing wrong with me or in me. I am smiling, happy, calm, spiritual - even at the most uncomfortable moment ( if I would allow them to be ) I kept smiling, because I had got it, I am strong within me, I am strong in my own self, no one else can make dents in my armour, because I have let go of my armour, there is nothing to dent. It is just me, the essence of me showing constantly always lit with a bright light.

What this next video made me aware of was that the source of my unhappiness was the Post-Modern Level of Consciousness - as great as it is in our process of awaking it is still a place with Pain and Fear.
Now I have been aware of Integral for few months sense the Free Beyond Awakening Teleseminar begun and they had Ken Wilber as quest speaker, explaining these Levels of Consciousness - but before this next video no one had called the integral level, The Level of Now.
This is where it hit me. My leap in April 2010 had been a leap to The Level of Now from Post-Modern Consciousness.
It made perfect sense and I now finally have a name and place for my Transition. ( Not that that should matter, and it doesn't but it helps me to write this blog so yay for that! )

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

HAPPINESS VS. UNHAPPINESS

In the Now when you are unhappy with the situation you are in you can...

Remove yourself from the situation...

Change it...

Or totally accept it...

Unhappiness stems from the lack of staying in the Present. Most unhappiness is not of this moment - but past insident or emotion, or fear of  future insident or pending meeting/talk. You can easily try this, pick anything you've done wrong in the past and see if you still feel bad about it, or pick future date that is of importance and see if what comes up is the negative what ifs.

Most of the time there is nothing wrong in the Now, the present moment.

When you do become aware of something wrong in the right now, Eckhart Tolle gives good guidelines:
- Remove yourself from the situation
- Change the situation with your actions
- Accept what is, totally

Out of these three accepting what is might seem the hardest to do.

You can easily leave. You can easily do something to change it, a joke, a hug, a kind word.
But how do you accept something unhappy?
You don't.

What you do accept is that it did just happen.
You cannot make it "not happen", you acknowledge that this just happened and now you can guide your energy to change what will happen right now.
Accept that this is how life is now.
Accept that everything that happens is for a highest good and learning.
Accept your emotions, but don't let it rule over your consciouness.

Happiness is a choice you can make.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina in the Now

Dialog @ http://lightworkers.org/blog/118722/happiness-vs-unhappiness

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 8 - GRACE OF THE LIGHT WEB

This dream it the best remembered during this whole Wavespell! And I imagine for that has a special meaning as well. Few minutes to my morning workout, got to get my body moving to face the day and the day cares performance of "Goldilocks and the Three Bears". ;)

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Day 8 (Nov 10):  How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (the new energy on earth)
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Yellow Warrior qualities: Grace, trust, inner voice, fearlessness, courage, cosmic consciousness, high standards, galactic conduit, mystic transmission, divine communication, golden pillar, ferryman's staff, reception, intelligence.

Yellow Warrior is a conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff. Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun. Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe. Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light. Open fully to feel and receive it!

The number for Yellow Warrior is sixteen, the number of unity with the cosmic foundation of resonant evolution. As you embody the ferryman's staff, you become anchored in your connection to cosmic consciousness. Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the "Christed one" into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness. Sixteen may also be seen as the beginning of another octave - a higher octave characterized by organic balance and the new Earth under your feet.

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Niina: (will fill this at the end of the day) Perhaps this is why spiders scare me, my ego is trying to frighten me throught that symbol, the grid connection, the Light Web, the Unity Consciouness is not Ego's field... There is thought for the day... :)

The Dream: I went to the Museum with my husband, we looked over the show in day light, I remember liking the most, the hearts projected on things an people. We were about to to leave when I was holding a baby, it was one of my daycare kids and I saw my day. We talked and everything turned to a night show, basically the room went little darker. We were walking around and noticed we were in the past, we tried to find our way back and noticed the museum workers used it as a Lounge. Finally got back to Present, a man got hit by a car and I had to file a report at some office, still carrying the baby around.

Museum = A museum may represent the history of yourself and your past. It exhibits all of the important events that have made you into the person you are today. It can also represent the archaic world of the collective unconscious. ( makes ense it deals with the past as I actually went back to the past in it, it is still another House which usually symbolizes our emotional and psychological selves )
Father = Dreams with fathers in them can be looked at on several different levels. You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. The image of the father could also represent the "collective consciousness," the traditional spirit, and the yang. ( symbol of "authority and power", in a House/Emotional Self in a Museum/My Past - "as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society" I see them outdated part of the past not Present, my father disappered when we returned to Present and I gave it no nsecond thought )
(Projected) Hearts = The heart represents the centre of emotional life. It is an archetypal symbol for love that has been with us since time immemorial. Your dream is describing your emotional life and the way that you are currently dealing with your feelings. [...] Alternatively, if the heart is pictured in a more positive setting, then your dream is saying that you feel good about your emotional life. ( I do feel good emotionally, I make progress everyday on letting go of anger, and frustration my two biggest shadows - so I am projecting my Happiness to every person and object. Funny cause I've been practising with this is spontanious setting, a couble came to metro obviously in bit of a tiff, I opened my heart center and gave through me love and energy to their heart centers and helped their center connect through that energy, and honestly they were laughing together in less than two minutes ♥ )

Niina: My authority and power figures are a thing of the past, they are no longer in my emotional and psychological make-up (been away for a while already)  and also in my sociaty they don't hold a place of power, my attitude on such figures as my boss, my doctors/nurses and police have twindle to a perfect possition, my divine brothers and sisters doing their job and learning their lessons in this world. In the past they were somewhat of authority figures but now they are replaced with Love Projected to them to anything...

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

CHANNELING LIGHTWORKER LIFETIMES

I have been thinking of my life as Lightworker lately, and this morning I came across a channelling I posted here as well.

"Many Lightworkers will also be going home (also via the banquet!). However, there are a considerable number of Lightworkers who intend to stay on the Earth in the 5th dimension to assist people to adapt to their new circumstances. Working on a completely harmonious planet in the flow of divine order, without pain or suffering, is quite different than experiencing life on the 3D Earth."

This quote had me immediately - I knew this Earth is my "life long" project, and that this is not my only time as Lightworker on Earth. I wanted to have solid proof, I wanted to remember, relive why and how many times I have been on Earth. (I'd also like to know your experiences if you are a Lightworkers who has had more reincarnations on Earth)
Do not take this as spacey-alien thing... I am not an alien, or state that I am. What I am is what you are, not all times a human, not a body, not an angel or ascended master - I am the Energy, the Light of the Continuum of Existence.
It is just those born to Human Cycle spend a whole lot of live on Earth, I as I learned have only been here few times - for a specific reason.
As my home and culture now is in Finland it is no coincident, I imagine, that my maiden name is so tightly wound into Finland's Spiritual Mythology. Kokko the Steady-Winger White Eagle in Kalevala is the messenger of Divine Knowledge, it is the Holy Spirit in other mythologies, Kokko brings the divine Wisdom and Knowledge to the people.

As you read my channeling, my Conversation with my Higher Self, it is good that you know what it felt, feels like. It is like a connection to my Infinite Self, the part of me that is not dependent of time it recalls at all times the past and future of everything. My attention spans to include all, but to stay sane in this three dimension body it comes in a form of a Higher Self, and entity that I am within that I can have a conversation with.
I did this conversation with automatic writing as I wanted to record it all as it was said.

How many lives have I had with humanity? 

You have had four, each in pivotal important points of human existence. Like you have recalled your first life on Earth was in Atlantis – you were there to help lift the vibration of Atlantis back to light, it is due to you and others with your purpose and mission in Atlantis that the souls were reborn else where and took their knowledge and wisdom with them. You recall the physicality of this time but not your true purpose and origin yet, this you can remember as you work with me on it.

Your second life was in Egypt a grounding life, a force of earth and force of true balancing of the ground, the turmoil of that time in Egypt was bringing earth too close to lower vibrations, you worked with the earth with your hands, sang to it, you recall the physical of this again, the pain of loss, but you shall remember more if you wish to of your original purpose there to ground the vibration to keep them from lowering further.

Your third life you have not recalled yet, it was in a time of budding science, you were there to keep the vibration high for the important step, the right steps to be taken, victorian era suited your manifestation, you and others with your vibration raising abilities worked closely with these scientist you were parts of their families and continued families, friends and lovers. This was where spiritual science gained its foothold.

Your fourth incarnation to earth is this, now in age of information and last steps to ascension. It is the same job, so to speak only your tools and surrounding will change. This has always been your job, you have always enjoyed it, information, raising vibration, building about your last reincarnations, what was started then will come to its perfection now.

Thank you.

You are welcome.

As I open my eyes, I feel part of the perfection still lingering. Just like before my mind showed me, like a movie but a memory these lives and glimpses of their true meaning - it is good to know your past, but in someway it matters not, as it is the past. But I personally hold these memories precious, it tells much about me and what is my purpose on Earth. 

The Light Bearer.  

A Lightworker.

Art by Kagaya

BULLIES AND GRATITUDE FOR THEM

Another place where I transport and share my blog is Lightworkers.org - I do this because I love the community and I'm surrounded there by other Lightworkers with same principles on Love. And similar interest and ideas. Plus they have thousands of channellings and blog entries as well as Events and Forum, chat and Videos. it's my spiritual morning go to when I get my cup of coffee.

I tell you this because one of the residents there replied to a blog of mine and it sparked something - a regocnition of  Synchronicity. http://lightworkers.org/blog/116470/2012-movie-explains-indepth-3-hours#comment-264556


He said in the middle of his reply:
"We should all be very thankful for those souls who played those dark roles."

And it brought me back to very early this morning... I literally just had a moment of unexpected forgiveness. I had just woken up, still kinda droggy laying in bed and I remembered being bullied in school by this curly haired girl who poked my legs and hands with a sharp pencil before class, and I let her - not showing her at all how it effected me.

I was suprised how strong the memory was and I suddenly it dawned on me I hadn't forgiven her yet, of all the people who bullied me, I had "forgotten" her (this I found funny - because she was by far the worst).

So, I visioned myself face to face with her and her soul, told her I forgave her and truly did and then suddenly I felt this overwhelming Love and Gratitude for her, and I thanked her for what she did and how she helped me to become what I needed to be in this life time.

I felt immense love for her and felt her mirror it back to me. She is my sister and the love I have for her is so strong it brought tears to my eyes, and I told her to forgive herself - and I hope she will in this life time.

Forgiving is a Given - but feeling thankful to her I had not expected, not this strongly anyway.
But I can feel it at the center of my heart, how important it is to have that Unconditional Love for absolutely everyone especially to those who operated once from negativity.

So - if any of my old bullies come across this, I have forgiven you, and I have held you in love and truly feel connected to the heart of you where all is good and all is perfect. And I ask that you forgive yourself, I have forgiven myself for the negative thoughts I had on you - simple forgiveness of every cell, feeling, word and action is Freeing, in more ways than just one.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

( Dialog @ http://lightworkers.org/blog/116598/bullies-and-gratitude-them )

LIFE PLAN

It has taken me 28 years to come to full grasps with my life plan. I was 13 when I realized I had one, I was 16 when I realized I only knew small parts of it, I was 19 when I came to accept that. And even after that it took steady jumps within every 6 months of each other, for me to get to where I am Now.

The Power Of Now says to focus not in your past or your future but where you are right Now - a fact that I agree with whole heartedly. That said I think the last insight is good to be processed so it can be let go.

My whole life I have been happily agreeing with others, not rattling the boat with a smile on. Sometimes I thought that meant that I was a pushover, sometimes I thought it meant I was timid or weak, even to the extenct where I was very angry with myself for it. But these past few months of intense Spiritual soaking in the light I've realized that to be what I am now, I had to be calm, quiet and agreeing when I was younger.
I didn't know it then, but I know it now.

It never was weakness, timidness, cowardness - it was pacifistic. 

When you are teenager being peaceful is extremely hard, so I imagine my slow/tranguil, undisturped nature helped me to be just that. We all get closer to the end of our cycle on Earth - and lately there has been signs that my karma is coming to an end as well. If I wasn't a pacifist, my karma would not be coming to an end in this lifetime or even next. The end of the cycle is all about PEACE, being a pacifist at turpulent times.

When I was younger, even just 6 months ago, I thought my peace was a sign of some sort of weakness.

I could not be seeing clearer Now - there is nothing weak about me! 

Now that I am at a clear about who I AM and how that is in perfect alignment with my Life Plan, I'm agreeing that I finally am at complite agreement with myself, conscious self, subconscious self and Higher Self.

Why did I write this, other than to get it out of myself to release my understanding and knowledge to the universe?

Trust your Life Plan, you made it, you know it works, you know you don't always get it - UNTIL YOU DO.

PEARLS FROM THE RETREAT

ECKHART TOLLE did a weekend retreat at FINDHORN in Scotland. A gorgeous sacred place! And it was captured on DVD.

I got the DVD from the library this week - and as I had to spend yesterday home because of getting ill I put it on the player.

I haven't heard Eckhart Tolle speak before and it surprised me especially in the beginning how slow he speaks - but after getting use to of his rhythm, I got to the listening.

I think the idea at the very top of my mind right now after sleeping on the 2h lecture is this:
There is always only NOW. You can never reach back to the past, and no matter how much you try, and plan, the future you will never have it. Cause you can only exist in the Now.
He asked very wisely "What is wrong right now?" If you think about it, you'll realise all problems we think about (and we think about our problems A LOT I tell you) are in the future - I got to go see the doctor tomorrow, I have to sign to declare bankrupcy with my lawyer next week, mom's gonna visit this evening I have to clean.What is wrong right now? - Well... Nothing I suppose, I'm here alive, sitting, feeling the energy of the moment pass in me.

Our head want us to think, our ego-self wants us to think, to be right, to challenge, to complain (boy does it love to complain! Be aware of complaining, it only makes you feel superior to the target for a moment before you feel worse than some one else does (he gives an example where you are talking to a professor who wows you with "knowledge" and fancy words you your ego feels 'damn I'm so stupid, he's much more smarter than me - but I am more beautiful' It's a vicious cycle)).
Our soul, our essence of being, the part of us that is connected to all life on earth wants us to Be Present. Be open to nature, love, the earth without the thinking that is ego's job.

I'll clear that a little - there is nothing wrong with thinking as long as we recognise that they are just scattering thoughts, just words, labels, stamps we but on things.

Tree is a tree.
Why?

Because it is off wood (another stamp), it has branches (another stamp) that have leaves (another stamp) that are green cause they have chlorophyll (fancy stamp ;) ). The thing about thoughts is we "think" we have to have them all the time, hence they move like rabbits down the field being chased by a hungry fox. Like such after thoughts of seeing tree - And you know I have seen these and everyone calls them trees, and this one is like aunt Maggie's old oak tree in the back yard, hmm, aunt Maggie was bit weird of a character, oh and her third husband Billy man I hate him always with the 'you'll never be good to do anything' speeches.
So now you have seen the tree and remember how much Uncle Billy brought you down.
That is the ego-self thinking.

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Then we have your essence, which sits by the tree, marvels it, its beauty without specification - doesn't want anything of the life in front of it. Being present in the company of something so connected to life and earth that is free of ego is simply Stillness. There is no judgement - there is no battle of the egos (who's smarter, prettier, cleaner, more right, less wrong, obvious, dim and such and such...). Just you, the singing of the birds, the wind tugging at your hair, the life flow between you and the living tree in front of you. That is stillness, that is where happiness is.

Be Present.

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VIDEO:

To decide for yourself and hear for yourself visit this Blog link to see the Part 1, the 2 hour lecture at Findhorn:

Eckhart Tolle's Findhorn Retreat - Stillness Amidst The World

THE NOW - THE FUTURE

Be present.
Future will always be in the future,
the past always in the past.
You are always in the Now.

There are two ways to being unhappy...
Not getting what you want...
And getting what you want...