Showing posts with label now. Show all posts
Showing posts with label now. Show all posts

Thursday, May 19, 2011

WHY IMMORTALITY NOW IS A RISK

I was reading an article on spiritual genetics that dealt with nanotechnology and the nervous system and how in the future, it is possible, that nanotechnology will help correct mistakes and missing connection between nerve cells creating an infinitive life span. ( From Maria Zavou's "Spiritual Surgeries and The World of Voice Codes" ) Technically speaking, after this humans could live as long as they wished, die when they wished.

I am not so much interested in how long my life is, but wither I am able to live in the Now or not. And I think it’s a little testament to my ability to live in the Now because I do not dream of the future or mull over the past, hence having no desire to live a long life or a short one. Just a life, that is right now. This moment right here.

What I do think about is that we are so not ready. The plain Jane and average Joe are so not ready for a long life span - not even mentioning those men and women stuck on money, fame and other illusions of success. Let me ask you, can you see the head of a multimillion company saying what the heck I’ll share my money during this, say 900 year life? I would like to think yes, he’d eventually change his or her ways begin to see with compassion those around him that are equally justified to be alive, eat, drink and live. But the risk is, and this is why we really haven’t earned the right to a long life span is, that there will be no changed mind, money will be collected to ridiculous amounts, cars will be bought in tens and forties to count, houses will be decorated with stupendiously expensive furniture with the rotation rate of twice a year.


"Human development's most important moments includes the moment where they discover, that the earthly goals are no longer enough for them. " ~From Seppo Ilkka's "Ego Searching for the Light"

As long as people are greedy there will be short life spans, we haven’t passed the test yet, nowhere near graduation, friends. Even with some percentage of people on earth in touch with what counts, compassion, brother- and sisterhood, sharing, love and kindness - we too have to wait this out.

And us who know what death is can’t be sad of the wait. After all what is there to wait for when we have  Now, this moment right here to be happy, alive, excited and Hey in my case turning 29! ;)

We are already ageless, timeless, forever existing Consciousness. When we will have the chance to live as long as we want in human bodies it’ll be interesting to see what matters, and when we choose to reincarnate again and to where.


Love, Light and Joy to You on my Birthday!
Niina

Monday, January 24, 2011

ARCHANGEL MICHAEL - NOW MOMENT AND DIAMOND LIGHT

“Anchor The Diamond God Light”
Message From Archangel Michael, January 2011
Through Rev. Michelle Coutant
 
Dear Ones,
Remembrance, remembering. It is the process which each of you is going through right now. It is an intense cleansing, a purging of all that no longer serves your highest good. You must stay steady in the light, with diligence, with great strength and courage, with perseverance. We are with you in every now moment and we remind you of this. It is a time of remembering your heritage, remembering who you are at the deepest levels of your being. It is a time of remembering every aspect and facet of who you are, your individual heritage, this blessed inner wisdom, the God Self which you each are and display in great joy, through your thoughts your actions, your words, your feelings.

We ask you to dig deep beloved ones, dig deep to the very core of your being, your God Self. The unconditional love, the great wisdom of the Cosmos awaits you in this now moment. Each now moment is an opportunity for you to demonstrate your Godliness, to be the personality of God. You have the opportunity to embody God in every now moment. Choose wisely dear ones. This lifetime is but a breath of eternity. It is a now moment which fleets by on the wings of light. Waste not one God moment of eternity.  It is more precious than you know, each moment providing you with the opportunity to return to your Glorious divine heritage, your birthright, to be and demonstrate God.

Within each of you is the radiant core cell of diamond light, blazing forth in every now moment. This radiant core of diamond light has been activated and it is up to each of you to make use of the diamond light radiating and flowing and expanding upon your earth in every now moment. This light is rarified and of the highest vibration we may give you access to at this time. It is the clear diamond light of God, at the highest levels, yet stepped down so that you may access it, integrate it wisely and fill your diamond core God cell to overflowing, with this light. The miracles abound, as your earth moves into her crystalline form, and as you dear ones move into your crystalline form. The diamond light provides you access to greater manifestation. The radiation of the light in your fields allows you greater access to your divine heritage of abundance, unconditional love, joy, peace and harmony, with absolute ease and grace.

The diamond light has been anchored on earth through the many brave souls who are incarnating at this time, and it is now being given as a gift, to those of you who are ready to anchor it in greater increments. This is a great gift and holds great responsibility for those of you who are ready. Misuse of the diamond light causes imbalances in your auric field, and imbalances in your thought processes. This gift will only be given to those who are ready to step into mastery. This light will not be given to those who will misuse it. You must each choose to make use of the diamond light with ease and grace. Sit down in meditation and call in the diamond light. Feel it, absorb it into your field. Feel it light up you who are now polishing the diamond that is you, to a bright and brilliant shine. The diamond light is a great polisher, yet misuse, will dim your diamond to lack luster proportions. Feel the flow of the diamond light, and begin to radiate this light to and through your field, filling yourselves with its brilliance.

You each have a crown of light which has been dimmed over the eons, and it is now time for you to wear your crown of light with strength and courage and to stand in the truth and integrity, the impeccability that is you. Your crown of light blazes forth with the Twelve Rays of God, in perfect balance and harmony, perfect brilliance, and the diamond light complements the Rays and fulfills the radiance of you. See your crown of light blazing forth with ease and grace, in balance and harmony. Wear your crown of light with great responsibility and great wisdom, yet wear it lightly, in love and joy. Each morning, place your crown of light upon your head and fill yourselves with the diamond light, as you bring in your Divine I Am Presence, to think through you, feel through you, speak through you, act through you, and see through you, in every now moment. Make this a part of your morning ritual which we have recently given to you, dear ones. Stand in your light with all your glory and radiance shining forth, and as you do so, your auric field touches those around you and they too, will awaken and move forward on their path into the Divine light.

Rest in God, beloved ones, relax in the now moment and know that you are loved, supported and divinely guided. See yourselves being held in the palm of God in perfect grace, in every now moment, and all is well. Feel the shower of God light, feel the support and the unconditional love of God, as you rest in the palm of the Father/Mother God.

We of the higher realms are here beside you, in unconditional love and support as you rest in the palm of God.

I am Archangel Michael and I bring you this truth.

All my Love and Blessings,
Michelle
 
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Sunday, December 12, 2010

LOOKING BACK AT 2010

LOOKING BACK AT 2010
by NiinaC at http://niinac.blogspot.com/

What a year! People have been asked to fill up bigger shoes since the beginning of this year. Depending on your sensitivity to the vibrational frequencies this upgrading of you and me begun on January or latest this summer. We can all probably recall the intense New Moons and Full Moons of this extraordinarily warm summer?
Actions have been taken to bring forth spiritual beliefs into this daily reality. We have been tested bi-monthly on our ability to hold onto these new frequencies, new ideas and ideals. The Moon and the Sun working together to complex the matter on the physical level.
Where we have had the Moon mirroring the light of the Sun emotions have run wild, crazy and strong - and we have been left to stand in the middle and hold on to what we have learned, these days have had a definate sense of finality, things have ended emotional, physical and spiritual.
And on those days when the Moon has been denying to reflect sun's light to the Earth we have been called to action, to stand for what is right, to not take a beating but defend ourselves emotionally, spiritually and physically. If you can take a look back at this year, track dates of big emotional or physical events and see if it's been New Moon or Full Moon.
And when the Moon will be staying in the shadow of the Earth (21~12~2010) as a Total Lunar Eclipse we experience the extreme Full Moon energies, emotions will run intensely wild, Lunar Eclipse facilitates change and reconfiguration of consciousness so strongly that it happens only twice a year. It was no coinsident that last Lunar Eclipse was the Midsummer Solstice, 2010 has put us through a rough rinse cycle to say the least.

It has become more and more evident that we need science - we grave for explanations and root causes to fill up what we know with intuition.
Do not stress, you are not loosing connection with your spirituality and you are not "changing your mind" about spirituality. It is the moving into Aquarian from Pieces. Aquarian Age astrologically tries and will bring together Spirituality and Science - you have probably already felt the tingling at the back of your mind. We want answers - we want to know what is next, what are we evolving to, and the mainstream is asking this as well. As negative as the popular mainstream 2012 image is it has sparked interest on humanity's survival, hence sparked interested on what is next, how will we evolve?
In spiritual circles you cannot cross the 2012 road without a feeling with intuition that our Consciousness will evolve. It has to.
Right now we are feeling the pressure, the pressure cooker is building up to the release. Do not wait for the bang, things will not explore, there are built in safety mechanisms. But pressure will be released, like a massive exhale people will get it. This is what is being awaited for 2012 in spiritual circles.

As we get closer to the end of 2010 we start seeing the change that has to occur for us to be able to move into 2011.
Secrets come out as a test on how do we handle them, do we operate through our newly found ideals, and ideas, do we look at things through our hearts? If you do not pass the tests now do not worry, 2011 will give you plenty opportunities as it continues to cleanse our vibrational frequencies for the 2012 milestone.
We are now days from 2011 and at the point of hibernation and peace, well that is if you can let go of the manufactured Christmas Stress and feel the white energies under the red and green haze.
If you continue, try to continue the same way you have before this month won't serve its purpose of Peace and Hibernation - this is your day off before the energies of 2011 take you up on your deal to evolve - enjoy it! Don't create stress where there is none.
Now even though it is your day off doesn't mean there is nothing to do! Like humans plan fun activities on their vacations so do the Highest Selves - you didn't think you were going to get off with laying on the sofa on vegetable state reading or, jeepers, watching the TV? Oh no, no,no...

Winter Solstice promises to be big if you tap into those energies available! 21st is Winter Solstice, Yule, day of importance as old as time itself, a day so important that it has been celebrated in ancient monuments, such as Stonehenge.
On 21st the day is shortest, least amount of sunlight reaches the land. This year we also get to experience  Total Lunar Eclipse ( also Full Moon ) on 21st - if there ever was a day where we get bathed into peaceful night and soothing darkness to reload for the coming day this is it.
Why is this period of darkness important, or good for that matter? Aren't we supposed to be afraid of the dark and what sneaks around in it?
In the darkness, it is true, you can see all kind of monsters of your own creation in the illusion of harm, fear and lack. But like stated before if you wish to see monsters, surely you will, since you are the one who creates them. If you are one these people who have shadow work to do then yes, this solstice gives you a whammy of an experience to get rid of your shadows. Don't just see if something happens on 21st take the first step, declare you are aware of your shadows, your negative affirmations, and that you are ready to let go of these shadows. This day will give you what you need to, to let go, to be free.
Now if you can see the darkness in different light where there are no shadows and creepy crawlies in the corners of your consciousness give a thought to this... What do you do at night? You sleep and in your sleep you dream. In this Dreamtime is when you receive your vibrational Upgrades, your consciousness is updated nightly, most of the time you are not aware of this, but to know what happens at night all you have to do is interpret your dreams. Interpreting your dreams on those high energy days will help you become aware of what your current upgrade is and where to target that energy. Have a look at this if you need an example.
This will be highly energetic Winter Solstice, literally about as dark as it gets people - take advantage of this and connect with your higher consciousness, built a bridge between your daily consciousness and your higher consciousness that works at Dreamtime, at night, in the Peace that is found in the darkness where your senses aren't there to distract you from what is taking place.

It is no coincident that this happens right before 2011 - there are shadows to let go before we move on, there are bridges to be built before we can evolve.
Look back at 2010, can you tell how you evolved this year? Now is the time to reflect so that when 2011 begins you go in aware of yourself and lessons learned and make the most of it!

Love, Light and Joy!
Niina @ http://niinac.blogspot.com/

P.S: Feel free to share this - I ask that you share it in totality as it was meant be read, links and all. Love, Niina

First Paragraph Updated on 16th of Dec 2010
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Good morning everyone, I say good morning because I usually get up from bed, make coffee and come here to look around and wait for about 15 minutes before inspiration strikes to write a blog.
Usually this blog entry is of the first thing that really caught my attention, a channelling or perhaps a link shared on Facebook or something similar. ( Yes - I'm on Facebook and on Lightworkers as I am an Indigo, internet comes naturally as a network that I have inner resources to navigate well )
My mornings start with my blog entry writing usually around 5:30a.m. that winters for me I go to be after sufficient time of darkness, normally at nine and wake up after exactly eight hours. It works like clock work unless I'm trying to stay up longer which screws with nature's own balance. ( I'm pretty good by now at listening to what my body needs, foods, sleep, exercise, medication, meditation, reading and so on... )

Yesterday evening I wrote an entry ( well it was mostly research kind of copy'n'paste event ) about sunspots, aka sun activity. I wanted to know how our energy source works with 2012 when it's time for the next Solar Maximum. I looked around few pages for more info that the slightly dubious article, finding nothing except one book to buy I call it quits for the day. Went on to Facebook for few minutes before calling it a night and ran into a YouTube video on Debunking David Icke ( what does that mean? Seriously I'm not familiar with Icke other than that he is conspiracy theorist of some sort ) on this video they went on about what he actually thinks ( I suppose D.I would know this best but let's move on...) and they early on came across topic of him believing in the Solar Logos. Never heard of it, wait I take that back I have come across the word but never looked into it. Apparently this Solar Logos is sun entity that gives vibrational updates to humanity through its activity. ( Synchronicity, anyone?! )
Queue in the Sunspots!

Well - I'll be studying how these two match today!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

INTERPRETING DREAM FROM JANUARY 2010 - SYNCHRONICITY

"Why am I interpreting this now? Well yesterday I interpreted a dream with dolphins in it, my new life path was revealed - and this morning I looked back at the beginning of 2010 and came across this dolphin dream that was never interpreted so decided to have a go at it, knowing what I know now of my January this was a treat! Confirmation and entertaining view on one's journey in life!"

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JANUARY 21st 2010 - BLOG ENTRY 
DREAM OF 31.3.2010 + DREAM INTERPRETATION ON 11.12.2010

I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian. It took place outside the window, on the windowstill, of an old skyscraper. There was a woman who didn't need anything physical to stay standing in front of me, a man next to me on the window still and a second woman who walked past me to a ledge. I was only affaird of heigh occasionally when i looked straight down.
I can't recall what the two other sign did, but Aquarius turned me to a sea creature, probably mermaid like or dolphins, I didn't see me, but I felt ½ and ½.
I then woke up in my dream on the ledge and they hasseled me that I didn't even see anything. So I tried to remember really hard and got a date 31.3.

I woke up, then, officially woke-up.

I checked the calender for 31.3 - cause in my dream it was a on the place of the third weeks friday - this year it would be last week's monday.

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Edited on December 11th 2010 with Dream Interpretation:

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Balcony = To see a balcony in a dream or dream that you are on a balcony is symbolic of a need to be acknowledged. It might also be a sign that your social status is improving. ( sure needed to be akcnowledged in this part of my life, there was a huge changed coming - and my soul was literally showting "see me!" )

Astrology = To dream about astrology implies that you are apprehensive about upcoming events. You need to pay very close attention to what is being communicated to you and determine what influence it will have on your life. ( spot on! January, February and March were all about learning to communicate through trial and error while my connection my Higher Self deepened )

Woman = A woman or women generally represent intuition, creativity, nurturing, and love. ( the women didn't do much in the dream - but they symbolod this dream coming from my intuition )

Man = Depending on the details of the dream, the masculine figure could be interpreted as the Creator or Destroyer. ( creator for sure! He created me into this half human half dolphin  )

Dolphins = Dolphins represent friendliness, communal living, rescue, communication, and affection. They are water dwelling mammals and in our dreams they represent our willingness and ability to navigate through emotions. They represent positive messages from our unconscious minds. Dolphins could also represent a positive connection between our consciousness and to those parts of the psyche that is a mystery and largely unconscious. ( this was prime emotion navigation time - positive message from the unconscious mind about 31.3.2010 to me )

31.3.2010 What happened?

Finding strength in power of being a Finn, researching true history of the Finns and contemplation on the non-meak heritage gave me a oomph of right kind of pride: http://niinac.blogspot.com/2010_03_01_archive.html

Beginning of April, I contemplated on sacred text, and the meaning behind the biggest sacred book of our time the bible, and "The Hidden History of Human Race"... both of these begun me to understand finally what is Jesus, what are we as humans. And the biggest thing! I picked up Eckhart Tolle's lecture on The Now - and after that there was no turning back, this was it. My April, my shift to "The Now Consciouness - The Integral Consciouness" from Post Modern view. http://niinac.blogspot.com/2010_04_01_archive.html

The Full Moon is Tuesday March 30th 2010. This is a "Blue" Moon, in modern terms the second full Moon in a month. We also had a "Blue" Moon in January. "Blue" Moons roughly occur once every 2.5 years, but to have two in the same year is rarer, roughly once every 20-25 years.
Full Moons of this time period =
THURSDAY, JANUARY 28, 2010 AQUARIUS FULL MOON
TUESDAY, MARCH 30, 2010 ARIES FULL MOON
TUESDAY, APRIL 27, 2010 TAURUS FULL MOON
"I had a dream last night about three signs, Aries, Taurus and Aquarian."
"At the time of a Full Moon, you should expect a culmination of events to occur within 4 to 5 days of its occurrence. Full moons close chapters and often bring a sense of finality to your life. You can't have a fresh start without closure in other areas; otherwise we get bombarded with issues that never end and our lives collect so much clutter that it becomes chaotic."


What are the odds of that kind of synchronizity? April 8th I discover Eckhart Tolle's view on The Now - which profoundly changes me, on April 23rd I discover A Course in Miracles that confirms everything I ever wondered about life, spirituality and the Now included released all my old shadows and just lfet peace in me. ( 23rd is with 5 days of the Full Moon of Taurus - yes incase you were wondering I am a Taurus - those ten days around April 27th  were the change, the profound, life changing days for me )

Why am I interpreting this now? Well yesterday I interpreted a dream with dolphins in it, my new life path was revealed - and this morning I looked back at the beginning of 2010 and came across this dolphin dream that was never interpreted so decided to have a go at it, knowing what I know now of my January this was a treat! Confirmation and entertaining view on one's journey in life!

Love, Light and Joy!
Niina

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

"DOG WHISPERER" AND ECKHART TOLLE

The ones of you who know me well, know that I absolutely was hooked on the show Dog Whisperer. This show was hosted by Cesar Millan, and delt with puppy psychology and training the 'humans' as well. ( which is close to what I do as profession [people who work with kids will get the joke ;)] that is taking care of all the need of a growing child )

So - you can imagine my surprise to see these following three videos of  Cesar Millan and Eckhart Tolle in conversation!


"Dogs always desire balance, they stay in the present and aspire for the we, the pack."


"When your dog is upset there is no need for you to be upset. You teach it's important to be non-reactive to the dogs behavior - which ofcourse is a deep spiritual teaching as well."


"Dog energy: What can I do for you, to help others?"

Love, Light and Joy!
Niina

Monday, November 22, 2010

LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS & THE NOW


An idea dawned on me as I watched this video, that I hadn't though of before in quite the same way.
Before this April when this stage of happiness begun ( I wish I had a better name for it ) I was spiritual and in a state of awakeness - but I had problems, all life troubles and stress and anxiety from time to time. It seemed it went in cycles of three months of happiness, three months of sadness, and so on and so on...
Now what changed in April 2010? What was the catalyst for the change?

I came across Eckhart Tolle's Findhorn Retreat DVD.
After reading my blog entry I recommend you watch these two:
Part 1 of Findhorn Retreat HERE.
Part 2 of Findhorn Retreat HERE.
It was like gentle knock in the head - the slapped in the back of your head kind of "Duh!".
And I got it.

I got it.

It was the power of Now. This here, right now. Now.
I realized suddenly without reading any of his books that everything wrong in my so called life was because I kept wondering into the Past ( oh no what have I done, they will hate me, they will think badly of me, I feel so embarrassed, I can't believe they still kill people, I cannot believe they destroyed that, I'm mortified by that betrayal - you know all those feelings ) and into the Future ( oh shit I have meeting tomorrow, oh shit I have to pay this bill I haven't got money for in two day, oh shoot I can't find my red sweater for tomorrow, I have to meet someone downtown, I don't want to watch the news, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to go to dentist tomorrow, I have to see him/her later, someone could be mad at me now, I could be mad at someone if they happen to do this or that - that sort of things ) for my chance at unhappiness.

I was seriously looking for trouble, everyday.

I was spiritual, I meditated, I was "green", I was vegetarian, I was conscious, I was reading channelings, I was sort of an activist BUT despite all my good intentions I was stuck in the Past and Future for my unhappiness fix.
Photo by Pat Goltz
Change came, the Now came - and like turning on the lights, the darkness was suddenly gone. I knew there had been darkness, and I could still see it far away from me at the edges of my bright light, but it wasn't with me anymore. I was not sad, I was not depressed, I was not worried. Everything made me smile because I got it - what is wrong in right Now? Nothing. Right now with everything going on around me, there is nothing wrong with me or in me. I am smiling, happy, calm, spiritual - even at the most uncomfortable moment ( if I would allow them to be ) I kept smiling, because I had got it, I am strong within me, I am strong in my own self, no one else can make dents in my armour, because I have let go of my armour, there is nothing to dent. It is just me, the essence of me showing constantly always lit with a bright light.

What this next video made me aware of was that the source of my unhappiness was the Post-Modern Level of Consciousness - as great as it is in our process of awaking it is still a place with Pain and Fear.
Now I have been aware of Integral for few months sense the Free Beyond Awakening Teleseminar begun and they had Ken Wilber as quest speaker, explaining these Levels of Consciousness - but before this next video no one had called the integral level, The Level of Now.
This is where it hit me. My leap in April 2010 had been a leap to The Level of Now from Post-Modern Consciousness.
It made perfect sense and I now finally have a name and place for my Transition. ( Not that that should matter, and it doesn't but it helps me to write this blog so yay for that! )



Love, Light and Joy!
Niina

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

HAPPINESS VS. UNHAPPINESS

In the Now when you are unhappy with the situation you are in you can...

Remove yourself from the situation...
Change it...
Or totally accept it...

Unhappiness stems from the lack of staying in the Present. Most unhappiness is not of this moment - but past insident or emotion, or fear of  future insident or pending meeting/talk. You can easily try this, pick anything you've done wrong in the past and see if you still feel bad about it, or pick future date that is of importance and see if what comes up is the negative what ifs.

Most of the time there is nothing wrong in the Now, the present moment.

When you do become aware of something wrong in the right now, Eckhart Tolle gives good guidelines:
- Remove yourself from the situation
- Change the situation with your actions
- Accept what is, totally

Out of these three accepting what is might seem the hardest to do.
You can easily leave. You can easily do something to change it, a joke, a hug, a kind word.
But how do you accept something unhappy?
You don't.

What you do accept is that it did just happen.
You cannot make it "not happen", you acknowledge that this just happened and now you can guide your energy to change what will happen right now.
Accept that this is how life is now.
Accept that everything that happens is for a highest good and learning.
Accept your emotions, but don't let it rule over your consciouness.

Happiness is a choice you can make.

Love, Light and Joy!
Niina in the Now

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

DAY 5 OF BLUE STORM WAVESPELL

Day 5: June 30 - Blue Night - Venus in Leo - What is my core purpose?

Blue Night Qualities: Abyss, serenity, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, stillness, dreamfield matrix, the unconcious, abundance, mystery, sanctuary, journey into self, dream exploration, intuition.

"Enter into the potency of the Dreamtime matrix, where all things are possible. Learn to utilize this Dreamtime, where there is no distinction between then and now, real or imagined, dream or dreamer. All that you are, all that you believe, hope, and dream creates your personal dreamfield. In that field, there are no victims that will create completion and wholeness for you. Become lucid in life."

"In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as contributing to the larger dream that is emerging. By focusing on this creation, your thoughts and intentions are projected at superluminal speeds across the crystal grid network that encompasses universes. This energetic field seeds, supports, and empowers the creation of an unfolding reality. Make no mistake: great change is seeded by conscious dreamers who understand and know that they are co-creating the larger dream."

"Pay special attention to your dreams. Potent treasures await you in Dreamtime, where the mystery of enclosing darkness reveals its face."

Tracey: we've got a Theme going here! Blue Night was the energy for ALL of 2010 and now we find lovely Venus in Leo as the singleton in the 5th house of Creativity! The energy is there folks, with intense and creative intention you will be tapping into it, big time! Really flesh our your dream-vision-intentions...write them, draw them, dance, them, smell them, cut out magazine pictures that help focus....just spend some time on this - that's all that is required!

Niina: I will get back to this later today.
I was wondering why it was so hard to remember dreams now that I am trying(past few days). Where it use to be easy, it's now almost irrelevant. I spent a good while thinking about this until it hit me that it is the way it is because it is meant to be. Why is it meant to be? Well-- to put it simply, there is no seperation.
There is no seperation.
What is there, that is more profound than that? After reading A Course In Miracles I have been complitely different, this is just one of those things that will be discarded, the daily dreaming and it's importance... why? Because I manifest those qualities, see those connections when I am awake. For me dreams are now for the body, for the brain - so that the balance is kept within my body and it all works as it should.
But I no longer have to deal with things in a subconscious level, because I am cabable of dealing with them in the Now.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

LETTER FROM MY HIGHER SELF

Life proved yet again that that only I can change the state of my current existence.
I wasn't feeling to spiffy yesterday, literally egging myself on during the morning with fears, anxioty, expectations of good and bad. Making plans to counter act the bad. Feeling all the pain from the past from three or four years ago.

I did regocnize it, I wanted to stop it - I tried thinking there is no past, there is only Now, hence Future doesn't matter Right Now. It wasn't helping too much, a short term pain releaver.

It wasn't until I flipped through a quote in A Course in Miracles.

"Prayer is the medium of miracles. It is means of communication of the created with the Creator. Through prayer love is received, and through miracles love is expressed." A Course in Miracles

This is what pulled me out of my "depressed" state this morning. Communicate with your Higher Self to be able to Love. So I wrote myself a letter from my Higher Self to me at my sad state. And I felt great after, prefectly in the Now.

Here is the letter: (written from first word on with a smile on my lips.)

"I forgive you for being afraid, for feeling heavy and sad.
I know that deep inside you, you know none of this real.
You know the is no merit in your past, that in truth there is no past,
hence you know nothing causes you to feel subpressed.
I know that you know that there is no point in looking into the future
wether in hope or despair as that is Nothing.
I forgive you for slipping and I guide you with love to the Now,
where you know you are happy, weightless and free.
I forgive you for turning your cheek to your Higher Self,
knowing it is easy to turn back, and that this is already away from the Now.
Know that you are forever loved by me."
It made such a difference, I was immediately comforted, and not by something out of my existence but me myself.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

DAY 6 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 6 (Dec 31): How do I balance the Male and Female energies within myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth?

White Wind Qualities: Spirit, breath, wind, presence, truth, communication, inspiration, non-tangible, idealistic, simplicity, integration of polarities, unseen forces, co-creator of reality.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you want to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you're listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down. You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the 'feeling channel' in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.

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