RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 11 - INTENSE FEELINGS

Never assume you are done with your lesson on love/hate/reproduction/society/fear - this will intensify your feelings and bring in front of you such lesson in form of a horde of wild things. Learn, accept and let go if your to learn something new of it later let it come, don't fight the experience by ticking off boxes of done with that, and that, and that... Be free to experience everything as long as you are here.

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Day 11 (Nov 13):  What do I need to let go of in order to reveal my emerging wholeness?
From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Blue Storm Qualities: Catalyst, transformer, liberator, activation for ascension, purification, light body, transformation, reunion, thunderbeing, lightning path, initiation by fire, ecstasy of freedom, self-generation.

In the shadow of Cauac are held issues of spiritual separation. Cauac bridges the time and space between physical and nonphysical realities. This space can be viewed as a wall or veil between you and the Creator. The intensity of your desire to go 'home' is often met with equal force from the collective belief in separation. At times, you may even experience a sense of despair and helplessness over the apparent gap between you and Spirit.

Take courage - you will move through the wall! During this process, you may encounter intense feelings related to the original trauma of separation from Source. But equally intense feelings will take you through the wall to sacred reunion on the other side. On this journey, you will meet and deal with the charge of that part of your power that has not been freed into love. And in your yearning for your spiritual home, you will be assisted by ascended beings and masters whose purpose is to aid in your return.

A prominent shadow of Cauac is the fear of loss, the fear that by jumping into the unknown, you will lose everything: companions, loved ones, attachments, possessions - perhaps even your body or mind. Cauac is the crucible of revolution. This transformation is so inclusive that you may be reluctant to take risks for fear of the depth of change. You may even have feelings of despair or giving up. Though it can appear frightening, this process is actually there to serve you - to magnify your feelings until you address them, using them as fuel to propel you through the transformational barrier itself.

Another shadow of Cauac falls on those who seek to escape or transcend earthly reality through addictions of all kinds - to substances, fears, self-doubts, material comforts, relationships, sexual obsessions, and work, among others. Addictions are like incomplete rites of passage, where compulsive behaviour creates a feeling of being trapped rather than being free. They may offer the appearance of freedom, but only spiritual connection can offer true freedom. On the other hand, the desire from a new or altered state can become an indirect spiritual path leading to transcendence. Thus the escape is incomplete, yet it eventually brings one to the opportunity of a profound transformation.

Any illusions you may have about self are magnified intensely through the lens of Cauac.

When you experience separation from Spirit's love, questions of Essence Self and issues of archetypal self-worth arise. This separation springs from a basic denial of your oneness with Spirit. Denial can be seen as consciously or unconsciously holding something away from yourself, and it creates an energy loss and a feeling of disconnection from your potential.

However, that which feels like it has been lost returns when you forgive yourself. Accept your human process, freeing the power and potential that has been locked in your fear-based emotions. Accept your behaviours as part of your learning experience. Let go of the rigid belief systems and judgements that hold denial in place.

Acceptance is the allowance that creates freedom, and separation is the guide to union. You may tend to deny your feelings and your growth process, thinking that you are above them or have already worked through them. This denial amplifies and intensifies the feelings until they come into awareness. Know that the intensity of your process is also healing your cellular and genetic memory, as well as the collective issues of humanity and the planet. Simply accept the truth of your experience, no matter how intense or difficult it may seem. Embrace everything that happens to you and you will regain all the vital energy that can be applied to the purposes of evolution.

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Niina: (I will fill this in at the end of the day )

The Dream: First, there were people who were bad people, I was somehow with them, there was an airplane we jumped out off, they weren't suppose to but one guy pushed the other out and they didn't get away. In the ground the guy 2 said he could be good, the guy 1 said what the heck let's do that.
Second, there was house without much in it, my dad's side of the family was there, he was drunk and puked a little under my bed and I had to go sleep in my sister's room. We didn't live there just passing by.
Third, I remember my mom at the library and calling in to get three things.
Fourth, was community living in cute little houses, it had all kinds of goofy charachters, but I recall stopping a car so it didn't drive over a little white dog.

Airplane = Airplanes, like all other vehicles, symbolize a portion of your life's journey. The part of your life which is represented is usually a memory, material from your unconscious mind, or something that is physically far away from you. Since we use planes to travel to places that are far away, the logical progression of this interpretation is that the airplane is symbolic of an event, individuals, or emotions that are either in the past, physically apart from you, or deep in the unconscious and far from conscious thought. ( jumping off the plane means something then, seperating from the past )
Parachute = To dream that you are in a parachute signifies a feeling of safety and security amidst dangers and chaos around you. On the other hand, it may also imply that it is time to get out of a sticky situation or let go of an old opinion or notion that you have mightily held on to for a long time. To dream that you have difficulties with a parachute signifies a probable act of betrayal and misgiving by a person you trust and rely on. ( let go of an old opinion or notion )
House = They usually symbolize our emotional and psychological selves. All of your experiences, stages of development, and parts of your conscious and unconscious life may be represented by that house. The house may be representing issues concerning a particular dilemma in your life, or it may be more general and comprehensive. Either way, if you pay attention to the details in this dream, you may learn a thing or two about yourself. ( I'm getting impatent what is this I am letting go off - dream I demand you tell me right now *pout* )
Father = Dreams with fathers in them can be looked at on several different levels. You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. ( authority and power being toxicated and ending up being sick. I wasn't ick'ed about it just moved to another room in the house - I noticed that something was wrong I decided I was better off emotionally and psychologicaly away from authority in sociaty )
Mother = If you are dreaming about your mother, you may be addressing some issues or concerns in your dream, or your dream may be based on a valuable memory. The general image of "mother" in a dream may symbolize a variety of feelings and ideas: caring, nurturing, love, acceptance, hard work, sacrifice, martyrdom, etc. The mother in your dream could also represent the "collective unconscious," the source of the "water of life," and the yin. Carl Jung suggests that women in dreams represent our collective unconscious and men the collective consciousness. ( Where authority and power/collective consciouness were sick the nurturing energy of a mother/collective unconsciouness was giving something, information )
Three = In a dream, the number three is a sign of stamina, might, ingenuity and introspection. The number represents a threesome -- the olden days, the current moment, and times to come; or dad, mom and baby. ( as all the rest is about past I think three presents the old days and my mother's nurturing when authority failed mom and I )
( Community ) Village = To dream that you are in a village is indicative of the boundaries placed on your waking life. It may also indicate that while you maintain balance and harmony in your life, your pursuits and interests are unsophisticated and unrefined. The village has long represented tradition and the simple way of life. ( I do have noticed lately how much I am starting to dislike [things I just lately use to admire and fancied] the following sophisticated and refined symbols like, wine, adds, parties, restaurants, skycrapers and posh lifestyle, clothing, styles - I do so much want to live a simple, pure life in the country side and in a small self sufficient spiritual community )
Dog = Dogs in dreams could symbolize a large variety of ideas and concepts, but mostly they are symbolic of the dreamer's defensive structure and may represent personal boundary issues. Otherwise, dogs could symbolize loyalty and hard work. On the metaphysical level, dogs are consider to be the guardians of the underworld. ( a defensive structure and personal boundries that I have within the village / simple spiritual live )
White = To dream of the color white is symbolic of exclusivity, the new world, appeal, protest, reform, miscarriage succession, virginity, purity, simplicity, justice and innocence. ( my simple spiritual life is built on defensife structures of purity, exclusiveness,justice, simplicity reform and being a new world [new earth anyone] )
Car = The car in your dream may symbolize the physical self or ego development and ego function. In that, it represents the way that you travel through your life's journey. Consider all of the details in the dream, including its emotional content e.g. difficulty of the road, identity of the driver, direction of the incline. (oh the ego! Trying run over my defensive structure mention above - but I stopped it so you know... tough for it )

Niina's Dream Interpetation: I'm ready to leave and let go of the Past. What part of the past, the part of the society that is drenched in authority and power with collective approvement of such sophisticated pleasures as trendy clothes, skyscrapers, restaurants, designer perfumes, sunglasses, adds adds adds everywhere you look, selling selling selling to you. Be this prettiness or kill yourself, eat this yummy toxic thing, borrow money to buy stuff to your date, sell your body for screentime. That kind of sophicticated.
I am ready to give that up, ( I've already consciously not looking at adds anymore ) I do not care if "brainwashed to sophisticated" people see me as unrefined and unsophisticated - that is their right - mine is to not be moved by other people's view of me.
I do very much want to simplify my life - green fields, laughing happy people in peace with nature, small community that has similar values still being individuals with sense of humor and  morals and ethics. Supportive community of co-creators - NOT consumers.
I can see where my ego is trying to derail me now... I'm sorry ego you are just going to have to sit back on your seat and enjoy the ride. ;)

Oh how I enjoy these dream interpeting days!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

11.11.2010 MAYAN DAYKEEPER TELLS US TO ALIGN WITH EARTH TODAY

I am thrilled, think of the connection to New Reality Transmission's million people balancing, harmonizing and healing the world co-created reality with Pure Light and Love today at 11:11 their time.
Today is "The Day / Red Earth Day" to connect to Earth in the mayan calender, what more proof do you need? The Universe aligns itself to our best and divine benifit.

What do you say to giving yourself to this cause for at least 11 minutes today at 11:11 your time?

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Day 9 (Nov 11):  How do I shine the light for others?
From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Red Earth Qualities: Grounding force, synergy, centeredness, wholeness, synchronicity, galactic alignment, Earth Force, fluid world resonance, clue tracking, crystal healing, shield.

Red Earth is the access point to your natural alignment with Earth force. It is the unis mundi, the point of perfect centeredness in the eternal present from which all alignment and magic manifest. Your center, the Earth center, is the secret of gravity's magnetizing force. Red Earth is the channel of harmonic synchronization that is aligned with the galactic heart.

From the center point within self, you align with this galactic center and connect through your own crystalline structure to the larger crystal grid network. To keep this channel of synchronization open, connect to the elemental energies of earth, air, fire and water, and the seven directional guardians.

Cosmic Consciousness is not just 'out there'; it is also resonating within you. Be sacramentally rooted where you are. You are made of the Earth! Look through the 'eyes' in your feet. Your body is the present focus of your consciousness - through it all gifts are received. Remember, too, that your environment is alive and reacts to your awareness of it; therefore, the way you perceive the Earth and your physical form affects the information you receive.

Red Earth is the Earth keeper, the keeper of the garden, the shaman/healer who, through reverence for all life, heals and sanctifies the Earth. Earth keepers preserve the harmonic relationship with nature by connecting to the wisdom held in matter. In Latin, mater means "mother". As you bring light into yourself, you bring light into matter. You and the Earth both contain the holographic seed of the new consciousness emerging.

Center yourself in the present moment! This is where you can most beneficially observe the synchronicities and revelations about your personal pattern and larger purpose. From here your mind can learn to be keenly observant, allowing the larger pattern to take shape as naturally as the small brushstrokes that eventually complete a beautiful painting.

Sit in simple relationship to the Earth, like a poet enraptured in a forest. Be rooted where you are now. Out of synergistic centeredness, you will receive your greatest desires and open to the full flowering of the mystic power of the universe. This synchronization can be seen as the alignment of your personal myth with the greater myth of our times. Myth is the framework or "story" in which the truth of the cosmos is revealed in symbolic form. Utilize it to catalyze your unfolding alignment.

By accepting your physical form and your growth process in this world, you access the hub of centeredness out of which all the truth and magic of the universe unfold.

Red Earth also represents the synergistic workings of destiny that bring people together for common spiritual purposes, as well as the synergy that becomes possible through shared intent. Synergy is the collective expression of individual harmony, the union of different parts in which the whole is exponentially greater than the sum of its parts. When two or more come together in synergy, the resonant vortices between the Earth, the galaxies, and divine archetypal energies are aligned, and all things become possible.

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

See this page to dial into what is being done today: New Reality Transmission.

What do you say to giving yourself to this cause for at least 11 minutes today, at 11:11 your time?

I have constructed a Beautiful Soundtract for the 11 minute Global Meditation on 11~11~2010 at 11~11 your time = ( you can also turn on the repeat and meditate with it longer - which is what I will do )
http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/playlist/Meditation+on+11+11+with+Gladiator+Soundtrack+Gems/-1

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 6 - HIGHEST WISDOM

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Day 6 (Nov 8):  How do I balance the Male and Female energies within myself in order to bring Heaven to Earth?
From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

White Wizard Qualities: integrity, heart-knowing, alignment with divine will, magician, shaman, jaguar, night seer, priest, magic.

White Wizard is the Magician, whose powers are activated by wisdom that emanates from the heart. Such wisdom is not the intellectual understanding known in Western culture; it is the wisdom that comes from an alignment of mind and heart. An open, trusting heart is a refined tool of perception. Allowing yourself to 'not know' opens the door of the mind to a deeper understanding of the universe. White Wizard asks you to fully utilize this aligned mind to participate in magic.

White Wizard invites you to step into self-empowerment. Empowerment comes from self-acceptance, integrity, and commitment to your evolution. Self-empowerment is not to be found outside oneself. Anything outside that brings you empowerment also has a divine foundation within you. If you feel a need for the approval of others, look to self-empowerment. When you feel effectively engaged, doing what gives you joy, your energy naturally expands to inlcude more of who you are, and magic flows synchronistically into your life. Claim your alignment with the highest wisdom. Call forth divine action in all that you do!

Align your own will with divine will and your Essence Self. Be transparent, innocently allowing magic to come through you rather than needing to create it. Open to heart-knowing and limitless possibilties.

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Niina: (will fill this at the end of the day)

The Dream: First dream I was at work and we had a new camera, a student, loads of more kids. Frustrated.

In second dream my ship crew wrecked and on shore we discovered an old culture in the jungle, they had a polar bear submarine, and I remember it was like a book or a movie that I didn't want to stop viewing but I knew I was going to wake.

Camera = To see a camera in your dream, signifies your desires to cling on and/or live in the past. Alternatively, it may indicate that you need to focus on a particular situation. Perhaps you need to get a clearer picture or idea. ( Makes sense... )

Ship = As mentioned in all relevant dream symbols, bodies of water represent your unconscious, your emotions, and your accumulated soul experiences. The ship in your dream could represent you and the ways in which you navigate thought these parts of yourself. When interpreting this dream, consider the kind of voyage and the type of ship. Some dream interpretation books say that if the voyage is calm you should go forward with your plans. However, if it is a very stormy voyage, get ready for an emotional upset (or challenge). ( Stormy waters, we were shot and sank down )

Jungle = The jungle could represent your confusing and overwhelming thoughts regarding daily life. If you dream you are in an impenetrable jungle, your unconscious may be revealing to you the anxiety you have about a particular situation, a current difficulty, or the future. If you find yourself freely exploring the jungle, it is a positive dream image which might be encouraging you to go new adventure and discover unexplored areas of your own psyche. ( We were exploring it freely,a dn the culture there was nice, advanced, heh clothed well. )
Polar Bear = To see a polar bear in your dream, signifies a reawakening. (The shipwrecked entered the giant polar bears mouth - perhaps...)

Where emotional upset can bring you down you experience a new adventure that washes ashore to new and unexplored area of your psyche  - where if you wish you can reawaken throught that lesson.

Well good dream!

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 5 - DYNAMIC EQUILIBRIUM

The past four Wavespells have been amazing, the lessons have never been subtle but big wham bam - you know. If it has been an Inner Child Day I have had ticket to a satire play for weeks, or if it has been a Strenghtening Day I worked out all day. Big things not small ones!
So let's move on to Day 5, and see what happens!

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Day 5 (Nov 7):  What is my core purpose?

Red Skywalker Qualities: time/space traveller, angelic messenger, courage, new directions, mysterious journey, explorer, fluid reference points, pillars of heaven, compassion.

Red Skywalker represents balance in your life - not static balance, but a dynamic equilibrium that includes both your present expression and your starseeded self. In Red Skywalker's star-glyph you see that the pillars of heaven don't appear to touch the Earth. You are the element that appears to be missing in the star-glyph. You are the one whose expression of the light assists in drawing the pillars of heaven to Earth.

Joining these pillars in yourself can be viewed as reuniting your male and female aspects. Together, in balance, we create the pillars of the etheric temples of heaven on Earth.

Harmonic Wisdom for Red Skywalker is balance, the movements of parts in pleasing relationship or harmony with one another. Balance in Red Skywalker is experienced as a dynamic equilibrium. It is both a sense and an attitude. The natural state of every system moves toward balance that is fluid and free, as in dance. That balance is experienced differently by each person, but it often brings a sense of steadiness or centeredness even in the midst of movement and change. When you are dancing, you can use your very state of imbalance to create the fluidity of the dance. 

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

Niina:  (will fill this at the end of the day)

The Dream:  I'm walking down the street with a man, and we stop to visit his family's house, there is no stair down to the house from the door, but a drop down, which I though was inconvignient. The house is full of angels and angel imagery - I feel close to tears in there - but when his family comes in it gets uncomfortable they ask alot of questions and don't like me touching things there.
In another dream I am on stage with Bette Midler who is playing the piano and we have to sing me first then her from our imaginations.

Walking = It is very important to remember where you were walking to and if the walk was difficult or not. Jung thought that if in your dream you are walking to no specific destination, it may represent a personal search and a succession of changes that one experience in life. (It was a beautiful sunny day and we were just walking, no where in particular)
House = They usually symbolize our emotional and psychological selves. All of your experiences, stages of development, and parts of your conscious and unconscious life may be represented by that house. The house may be representing issues concerning a particular dilemma in your life, or it may be more general and comprehensive. (What I remember the most of the house that was beautiful and there were angels pieces, art, statues, pictures everywhere.I remember I was so moved and loved those angels that when people emerged I got uneasy )
Angels = In the past ten years there has been a renewed appreciation and interest in angels. They represent goodness, protection, and the heavenly realm. As a dream symbol they may attempt to focus the dreamer's attention on his own divine qualities and the supportive and loving aspects of life. Some say that dreaming about angels is a symbol of good luck, while others believe that you will see an angel in your dream around the time when there is a birth or death in your family, or in your close circle of friends. Angels are mystical and spiritual symbols; traditionally they have been the messengers of God. The interpretation of your dream angel depends on your own views. Generally, the message coming up from your unconscious may be of important magnitude, so record your dream and think about all of its details and implications. ( In emotional, psychological  and conscious state I am surrounded and am goodness, I feel heavenly and protected, together with my divine qualities - BUT when humans appear they bring uneasines to my life. Heh! How true! )
Singing = Your dream is expressing your current feelings. The nature of the music and the words of the song may say something about you and your situation. ( It was improve singing, I think it was love song I sang -  who knows what Bette Midler means?! LOL! )
(Bette Midler) Celebrity = Higher aspirations, sometimes realistic, sometimes not. Seeing a celebrity in your dream may represent your beliefs and understanding about him or her, and may represent those qualities the celebrity possesses you wish to possess. ( To me when I think of her I think; escentric, goofy, funny, happy )

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

LAST OF THE KARMIC DEBT BEFORE "THE JUMP"

A quote got my attention when I was looking through the new channelings at Lightworkers.com.

The reason for this disparateness is as we have explained over the passing years...that there is a group of souls here to usher in the era of peace...to anchor the pillars, and in doing so, make the coming world possible for all to experience.In this deeply embedded quest for light, those of you who have been the grid anchors, divining rods and bridge builders have had an immeasurable amount of karmic energy to sort through. With much other-worldly experience, you have had the role of expunging, cleansing and filtering the outworn energies from the earth's grid and ley lines so that new energies could replace the old and so all others could experience the infusion of new light through a greater expansion of love.
~ http://lightworkers.org/channeling/110634/yout-powers-are-returning-exponentially

This quote is what brought on the question, if we are sorting through great amounts of karma then could it be close to an end of our cycle?
When I say close, I mean few more lives - after all if the world is to either take a jump toward positive or negative then emptying the karma bank account is crucial. Why on both cases?

Easiest first, if thing are moving towards the bad and inevitably the end for large amount of humans then lingering here with plenty of karma doesn't suit me atleast.
And for the positive - if we clear our karma before the "giant leap for mankind" it is easier to help those who need adjustment towards the positive, balanced existance with nature.
I like to think all this that I have went through in my life (and I'm not saying this from scorn or acidly) has been clearing of my karma so that lives after this are rid of it, until the very end of my cycle here.

It is crucial now to not create more.
It's crucial to find balance with people, with nature, with my body - and very importantly with my emotions and the truthfulness.

Hardest liar to spot is ourselves - don't let your ego dictate your state, but calm and relax it and let your light shine through first.

Addition: Tarot reading "Shadow of Truth" spread - Question: "Is my karmic cycle at it's end?"

The card in the center represents the attitude you assume. The Tower: Unforeseen Change. An abrupt change, perhaps leading to a new lifestyle and enlightenment. May indicate great change in business or career or relationships.

The card to the right represents the thoughts and feelings that underly your attitudes. Two of Coins(Change): Balance and harmony achieved in a time of upheaval and transformation. Taking two steps forward for every one step back. Shifting the importance of projects and priorities to keep everything on track. A change in occupation or location.
The card at the top represents how your attitude is evolving and will evolve in the future. Four of Wands (Completion): A chance to rest and rejoice, having successfully resolved a matter of great importance. The blossoming of a friendship or romantic relationship. Conclusions drawn based on hard won experience. Spiritual, material, or emotional rewards for diligent effort.

The card to the left represents how others perceive your attitude. Page of Swords: The essence of air behaving as earth, such as a steady wind: The approach of an unexpected challenge, to be met with clear thought and just action. A person filled with an eager appetite for all matters of mind and logic. The gathering of information through unfaltering vigilance, careful examination, and subtle spycraft. The use of reason or eloquent speech to penetrate the veil of confusion and cut to the heart of the matter.

The card at the bottom represents what you cannot confront or are hiding from yourself. Knight of Cups: The essence of water behaving as fire, such as a rushing river: A passionate romantic, full of charm and beauty, but prone to extremes. Forceful idealism blended with gentle kindness. An eager and intense person, forward with their emotions and tender in their support of others.

The last brought me to giggles - 'prone to extremes', maybe not extremes but I do tend to get very invested very quickly on matters that I take to heart. I know where my Heart Is even if it is dicriped as 'forceful/powerful idealism blended with gentle kindness'.

This reading just confirms my thoughts of the day - universe either confirms or dismisses, it's not big on confirming you are wrong as it doesn't acknowledge illusions. ;)