A SIGN OF UNIVERSE'S POWER, NO COINCIDENCES

I just spend 45 minutes with my face stuck on some DD bosoms... yeah, didn't see that sentence coming, did you! * wink *

Okay lets go back few hours, this won't be dirty blog entry, promise!

I walked into to the dentist office for my teeth cleaning appointment at 10:55 am only to discover that I didn't have appointment at 11:00 but at 13:00 (that's 1 pm for you americans), slightly sad I looked at her and said shoot. She took some pity on me and cleared her throat she said eventually how she didn't think her 11:00 clock appointment was gonna show up due to him being foreign guy (apparently foreign guys in Helsinki don't keep their dental appointments, who knew?). She said if I wanted to wait she could pump me up to 11:00 and if he did show up, she could still get me at 12:00 and pump up her lunch with one hour.

I sit down read Science magazine, which btw gave two pieces of information I found interesting, 1. What the mother eats when pregnant will be to the baby foods that feel safe to eat as she grows up. 2. There are absolutely few cases of cancer before the 1700's, spread of cancer is probably due to industrial life style picking up.

Anywho, ten minutes past 11 and the guy is a no show so I go in, the whole things not very pleasant, though she is very nice. Then about five minutes before we're done the suction breakdown - she tells me she might have had to cancel my 13:00 appointment if I still had it. Luckily I did come at 11:00 after all.

I don't believe in luck or coincidences - the universe provides me what I need, and I think I really did need my teeth cleaned now and not day later. ;) If I hadn't recalled my time wrong I wouldn't have gotten my teeth cleaned and I would have had an grim professional treating me. 

Just another sing that the Universe loves me and I love back. <3

Oh and the boobs part! Yeah she was bigger lady, so when she bent down to work on me, she kept squishing me to her bosom, it was a maternal feel, felt actually bit safer, isn’t that odd?

MY EGO AND ME IN A SPIRITUAL PATH

I am starting to feel something that could develop into frustration if I let it - it's due to the fact that I am still searching new ways to evolve spiritually, but what I find in the world now is something I've already dealt with, released and moved on.

Just this morning few moments ago I received a free small course on releasing mind to reach my goals and dreams. Which is fine, except I am past earthy goals and dreams such as being successful or rich or living in the Bahamas.

I am fully content with the state of my life, I do not need or want anything external or internal to change. Not any of my emotions, they all precious and tools for great self-knowledge which is part of our existence on this planet.

I am aware of the illusion of material life, I am aware of how much I need of material things to keep the body alive - all else, I do not need. I have no desire to be successful. Would someone please give even a semi-reasonable spiritual reason why we should have more than we need or more than another sister or brother of ours?

I do not feel comfortable with "goals" anymore - if I need something I take the necessary steps to acquire it, and if it is meant to be it is what I shall receive because it truly was needed. I have come to figure out that things I do not need I will not receive - I think this has been a theme to learn in this life time, along with what comes with that Lesson which is: Total freedom of Attachments of all things material. But it leaks into emotional life as well and I cannot say there are too many things I am attached to. 

Not being Attached I'd like to share doesn't mean you cannot feel sad when you two depart from each other.

As I write this I'm reminded of a recent article I read, "Ego Valaistumista Etsimässä" ( Ego Searching for Enlightenment ) in which the writer explores how the Ego wants to set out to find Enlightenment because it is one of those things it can be superior in than other people ( clever Ego, right ), so it sets out to get the perfect religion which it dictates is the one right religion, of course it is quite afraid of dying so eventually it gives and start to try and find reincarnation. After Ego is researched on this spiritual road it gets a guru, it sits under the feet of him and demands the Highest teachings from him. The ego loves to get the most exotic guru, because he can boast with it and beat other searchers of truth. After this Ego searches for knowledge on spiritual journeys and evolution, coming in contact with choices which separate him from others so that he can feel a bit more right than others again. When Ego comes across master of Light he wants to be one, and charges to the path but realizes soon that this would mean letting go of all kind of baggage. This Light is in front of it now and the Ego fears it, but as Light has entered the Ego cannot undo his actions and tries to focus on tidbits of knowledge instead of the Light of the Soul and divinity. But Ego soon sees there is not enough of organized information and hence it gets happy cause there are life times of information to go through and organize.

That is putting a very long article very shortly here, I recommend you get the newest Minä Olen, the article is there on pages 32-35. I wish it was in english as well as it is Amazing.

So why am I looking for more knowledge when all that I see is pretty much useless to me? Should I keep on looking for information, new ideas, and old ideas to evolve - or focus on the Light?

The Light is my life, it is in my Heart and Mind, in my Consciousness, it is in my sense of humor, and it is in the eyes of everyone I meet. So why am I hesitant to give my whole life to it - I have to work, it seems a contradiction. What if giving myself to the light fully means... But it won't, I know it won't. Silly Ego.

I can see it front of my eyes - that life, it's as easy as breathing, why would I not want to have that light in my life?

That said I am off to meditate!

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

HOW THE PATH WAS FORGOTTEN

Reminder on How the Path was Forgotten

One day, a calf needed to cross a virgin forest in order to return to its pasture. Being an irrational animal, it forged out a tortuous path full of bends, up and down hills.
The next day, a dog came by and used the same path to cross the forest. Next it was a sheep’s turn, the head of a flock which, upon finding the opening, led its companions through it.
Later, men began using the path: they bent down, deviating obstacles, complaining and cursing – and quite rightly so. But they did nothing to create a different route.
After so much use, in the end, the path became a trail along which poor animals toiled under heavy loads, being forced to go three hours to cover a distance which would normally take thirty minutes.
Many years passed and the trail became the main road of a village, and later the main avenue of a town. Everyone complained about the traffic, because the route it took was the worst possible one.
Meanwhile, the old and wise forest laughed, at seeing how men tend to blindly follow the way already open, without ever asking whether it really is the best choice.

.(based in traditional Malayalam story).
Visit the Paulo Coelho's Blog HERE for more great reminders.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina