SAVING A BEE, A STORY OF HUMANITY'S FIGHT AGAINST HELP

"Come on Bee, go, that way, not that glass you can't go through that. Silly thing, you're like most humans. I need to get the cup and paper don't I?" I return to the kitchen, get my birthday card and cup return to assist the silly Bee. I do understand it is probably afraid of me, I'm bigger and shooing him towards what he sees as wall - I am backing him against the wall. And he isn't without retaliation, I am aware, I've never been stung by a Bee, but I imagine it's not a fun thing, even though not deadly, especially when you have medication. I track the Bee down by the sound of its buzzing, he's by the window desperately trying to get out to the balcony flowers and blue sky, Freedom. He has brought himself to my home by the actions he has taken, choices he has made, and now that I try to help him, fear gets in the way. I place the cup over him and slid the birthday card underneath to temporarily trap him, he buzzes like crazy, it's fine I know the feeling, I myself haven't always been able to see what situations have actually helped through have then seemed like I was being smacked around by fate.

I release him to the balcony, for a moment he's disorientated and tries to fly into the glass that reflects the trees and flowers and the blue sky, reflects his Freedom, he bounces off the glass few times before realizing it's an illusion of Freedom. To that I can relate as well. The Bee is now Free to make yet other choices, and I... I am writing this, realizing why I have been freeing close to ten Bees in a three day period - to remember this, to look back at my own life see how it all relates. I was a Bee as well, I was assisted as well, and my choices no longer ( hopefully ) take me to situations that need rough saving. I've looked at the Illusion of Freedom and turned away from the Illusion to real Freedom.

I'm out of the House people! :)

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

QUOTE

"The way others treat you is their path, the way you respond, is yours..."

IS IT OKAY TO BE GOOFY?

"Have fun! Laugh! Be goofy! That is a spiritual lesson as well as tragedy, if you know to regocnise it as one."

~ ☆ ☮ ☆ ~

The Dream: I was walking with someone by the sea on the sand, and there were gorgeous sandbanks in the sea. We met kids, teenagers, they were having fun. One was different. Later on him and I put on a show for the gratuation, I was on the mike, there was white togas involved.After the show we tried to leave before the gratuation was over.

Ocean = It traditionally represents our great unconscious, memories, emotions, and individual soul and collective experiences. Look at all of the details in this dream. Is the water clear or murky? Is it calm or turbulent? Are you catching fish, or are you stranded and afraid? Look, listen, and try to comprehend the messages in this dream. No one is in a better position to give meaning to your dreams than you can. Concentrate and learn for yourself. ( It was serene water, emotions, soul experience )
Sand = To see sand in your dream indicates that you are having a change of heart or your position on a certain issue has been altered. It may also mean that you need to shift your outlook to something more productive or significant. ( change of heart on an emotional level, in the soul area )
Boys = If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it implies that you are in touch with the male traits of your personality. This dream may also symbolize how you feel about a prominent male in your life. Romantic feelings towards him may be transferring into your dreams. You may also be feeling nurturing and caring towards this boy.  ( in touch with my male qualities, yes I am. We did something that was fun and care free and a little against school policies with the show )
White = To dream of the color white is symbolic of exclusivity, the new world, appeal, protest, reform, miscarriage succession, virginity, purity, simplicity, justice and innocence. ( innocence, purity, simplicity )


Niina's Dream Interpetation: This dream is telling me that in the emotional level, fully in accordance with soul experience, it is perfecly ok, and recommended to have this "male quality" of excuberant fun! To have fun and be joyful is power, it is a moment when this happiness of everyone feels like power running across your skin - and if innocence and purity is held in that fun it really is Spiritual.
There aren't many things - if any - that are not spiritual. But this was my reminder:
Have fun! Laugh! Be goofy! That is a spiritual lesson as well as tragedy, if you know to regocnise it as one.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

LIFE PLAN

It has taken me 28 years to come to full grasps with my life plan. I was 13 when I realized I had one, I was 16 when I realized I only knew small parts of it, I was 19 when I came to accept that. And even after that it took steady jumps within every 6 months of each other, for me to get to where I am Now.

The Power Of Now says to focus not in your past or your future but where you are right Now - a fact that I agree with whole heartedly. That said I think the last insight is good to be processed so it can be let go.

My whole life I have been happily agreeing with others, not rattling the boat with a smile on. Sometimes I thought that meant that I was a pushover, sometimes I thought it meant I was timid or weak, even to the extenct where I was very angry with myself for it. But these past few months of intense Spiritual soaking in the light I've realized that to be what I am now, I had to be calm, quiet and agreeing when I was younger.
I didn't know it then, but I know it now.

It never was weakness, timidness, cowardness - it was pacifistic. 

When you are teenager being peaceful is extremely hard, so I imagine my slow/tranguil, undisturped nature helped me to be just that. We all get closer to the end of our cycle on Earth - and lately there has been signs that my karma is coming to an end as well. If I wasn't a pacifist, my karma would not be coming to an end in this lifetime or even next. The end of the cycle is all about PEACE, being a pacifist at turpulent times.

When I was younger, even just 6 months ago, I thought my peace was a sign of some sort of weakness.

I could not be seeing clearer Now - there is nothing weak about me! 

Now that I am at a clear about who I AM and how that is in perfect alignment with my Life Plan, I'm agreeing that I finally am at complite agreement with myself, conscious self, subconscious self and Higher Self.

Why did I write this, other than to get it out of myself to release my understanding and knowledge to the universe?

Trust your Life Plan, you made it, you know it works, you know you don't always get it - UNTIL YOU DO.

Unconditional Love

Unconditional Love

It's easier these days, and yet it's much harder these days.
In a society with drugs, abuse, violence... how easy is it to be unconditionally loving?

Better yet, can you be unconditionally loving?

It's easy towards your spouse, family and friends even... Because you know them, you know what moves them and what angers them.

What about a mean drunk on the side of the road?
Yes, that is a lot harder. You can know he's just as much a part of god as you are, but still you and him have a unique difference and a unique similarity.
He (or she) hasn't come to grip with his emotions, troubles, ideas and was slugged aside like an old wash cloth and wasn't capable of coping with it.

You have had those moments of being slugged away too, but you coped.
It's in your blueprint that you can cope.

I think that aplies really well to all the unlovable in this world, the robbers, murderers, pedophiles, rapists, drunks, drug abusers... all of them at one point let go of the wheel. So how did they survive the horrible crash then.
God/Creator/Higher Power. Yes, still loved by god. (and if we are a part of god what does it mean?)
If there is no struggle we do not know how great we have it... true and not true.

Those people who's blueprints have these cruel fates are the ones who have to fullfill that karma... and by fullfilling that karma they help other people learn about themselves, and so on and so on...

Let's take as an example:

A woman is robbed and killed on the street, her family and friends moarn her, discover new things about this woman, things they never knew. They have to cry, they have to rage, they have to learn to be a whole person again. It takes a huge amount of time, a great effort from their body and soul to learn what they came here to learn.

A violent death can be in your blueprint. Maybe to pay off your karma, maybe to teach your loved ones what is loss, and pain and how to cope with it.

One death effect so many, the more public the death, more people are effected by it.

One could even compare the celebrity craze to this.
Why is the world so obsessed?

Well how many young people learn about battle with anorexia, drugs, mental problems?
A huge amount of young people!
It's like taking a magnifying glass on life lesson and multiplying it by millions.
It is a craze and it is a great blueprint by god.

Even hollywood isn't the empty, black hole of corruption... but on one angle actually the magnifying glass of learning for those who otherwise might have to wait a whole life time to learn a certain life lesson.

Think of local classes and universal classes.

I got off track a bit.

So Unconditional Love, is unconditional, you just have to know why things got to it, how the only thing you can control is your reaction and your knowledge.

You don't have to hug drunk, or go smile to a pedophile(or smack their teeth in).
But you need to know that Everything happens for a reason, karma does exist, you cannot escape thing by pushing them away in to the back of your mind. (that may lead a a life of "those" we been talking about)

Unconditionally love Life, as a whole, it has it's purpose, you have your purpose, "they" have their purpose.
You could not learn what you have to in this life, if "they" weren't here to learn their lessons.

We are all connected.