DAY 10 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 10 (Jan 4): What does my heart desire to manifest? (in western astrology this day matches your 10th house/MC in your chart. Calling/Life Objective made real)

White World Bridger Qualities: Change, transformation, release, multi-dimensional consciousness, surrender control, revelation, death/rebirth, transmutation, forgiveness, humility.

In this life-time you are being asked to release and surrender. Surrender is the opposite of giving up. It is freeing yourself from the desire to be in control, letting go of how you think things should be. Surrender is freedom. You are being invited to release yourself from the bondage of preconceived action, to let everything be all right as it is, so that you can live a more inspired life in the moment!

You are being asked to take action in the process of surrender and release. You are requested to die a symbolic death, to surrender your limiting beliefs. Symbolic death unveils the self by cutting away the outgrown parts of yourself that no longer serve you. In such death, ego structures fall away to reveal the garden of the true self. Look for new ways of being, new people, new ideas, and new directions that will move into the vacuum created through surrender and release. Like yeast, surrender enlivens and empowers you to experience more of life's fullness.

Holding on to past patterns and grievances only limits the possibilities. Forgive yourself. Forgive others. Let go. Surrender whatever limits you. Face whatever you are resisting. In the experience of any loss, it is never too late to complete. Through your willingness to walk in the dark forest, insights and revelations will naturally emerge.

Accept the truth of your present situation. Through accepting what is, you are free to go forward. Change and growth become easier and more natural. Each experience in this enlivened state of surrender allows for more joy.

The colour for White World-Bridger is forest green. You, like the symbol of the evergreen tree, are alive and green amidst the process of apparent death and trans formation of winter. Green creates a feeling of balance and restful calm. It is restorative and healing, grounding, and centering. If you wish to access the power of White World-Bridger, visualize forest green.

DAY 9 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 9 (Jan 3): How do I shine the light for others?

Red Serpent qualities: Passion, sexual energy, life force, vitality, sensing, body wisdom, instinct, creativity, serpent, integration, intimacy, motivation, desire, kundalini, purification.

Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.

Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness.

This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Use the body as a tool for transformation. Learn how to use passion and the senses as a means of access and alignment to higher consciousness. Follow your gut-level intuitions and instincts to make choices in the moment.

Be willing to look at issues you have concerning intimacy and sexuality. Make sure that you are not separated from the dance of passion that is in union with your divine nature. Sense your deeper desire for union and intimacy. Red Serpent calls on you to awaken your vitality, body wisdom, and passion for life.

DAY 8's DREAM

Day 8's Dream

My mom and I were left in a strange city to get home by our selves, after getting something to eat, we got a bus - later I noticed four people we turning into aliens. We went to Independance Day concert that was packed full of people - I was very frustrated cause I was running late - even though hubby was trying to make me relax.

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Food = Marks satisfaction of your psychological physiological needs.
Cast-aside = Reflects as a side of yourself that you want to get rid of. (I have some body issues so this makes sense as it came after eating - my physiological need)
Bus = Traveling to the same direction with others - when you travel to home with a bus - you are trying to find the true meaning of yourself. (yes, I am)
Party = Portraits the happiness of life, good things and will to appreasiate others. (I was very frustrated - even though hubby was trying to make me relax)

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In the mids of my body issues such as shape, eating, work, fears and emotions - I am trying to find my true essance. I want happiness, a good life and to be able to appresiate everything and everyone - myself is trying to help - now I just have to let go of my frustrations and my control and let things that are to happen - happen.

WEBSITES

http://www.minaolen.com

QUOTES

"Silence is state, where the soul rests."

DAY 8 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 8 (Jan 2): How do I resonate harmoniously with the new Golden Octave? (the new energy on earth)

Yellow Seed Qualities: Seed, self-germination, creation, flowering, power of growth, seeding manifestation, fertile ground, gestation, opening, erupting possibilities, awareness.

Yellow Seed is the ordered pattern of growth. You and your life are the fertile soil, and the mystery blooms within you through the power of your intention or seed thoughts. Just as a seed contains the hologram of its completion, the process of manifestation follows a natural order. In this gestation process, your intention is quickened by Spirit. The charged seed, your true desire or vision, becomes the focus for germination.

What can you open that will support receptivity and assist the germination of your seed intentions? Envision the seed receiving the invitation to grow in the openness of your world. Viscerally feel the possibility of your heart's dream emerging. Your true desires and dreams contain an innate intelligence that can break through even the rigidity of fixed expectations. Planting a new seed, even in the hard soil of old belief systems, can bring unexpected magic and growth.

Be willing to break open the constraining shells of past patterns, the shackles of belief structures. Call forth your creative involvement with life. This involvement frees and awakens the powerful energy of the life force, shifting your perceptions and experience, catalyzing the manifestation of your dreams. Participate spontaneously in your growth, unrestricted by the illusion of old structures that once provided safety. Move forward into the light of new possibilities.

Tropism is the tendency to respond or move toward something by natural attraction. Through a code inherent within, a sprouted seed grows toward the light and a sunflower follows the Sun. In like manner, you respond to the light of your Essence Self, opening naturally to the fulfillment of your true nature. Through your own process of living and learning, you generate and plant various intentions and desires. As your natural growth pattern is catalyzed and awakened, your truth germinates in wisdom, emerging into the light in which all seeds flourish. Thus, as you plant your own truth, more truth comes to light. In this way, you create ever more fertile ground in which to explore and express all that you are.

DAY 7's DREAM

Day 7's Dream

For past 4(?) nights now I've had a dreams with my sister in it. And I did again, last night.

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I was doing personality trait section from Micheal Teachings with my sister I, my family arrived and we went to out to restaurant driving in our old Volvo station wagon. All of us, before people went their own way. The restaurant was old, had lots of wood, and we played Clue(Cluedo) and my brother K vanished and ended up being the killer.
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Another dream was about a school that was brainwashing student to be cool, I think it was Madonna doing it?

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Restaurant = It indicates that you are seeking for emotional nourishment outside of your social support system.
Game = Participating in a game tells that you want to get along with others. (my family?)
Family = Family members are you yourself. Study emotions of the situation. (happy, at ease)

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Perhaps it's about my want to get along and be close to my family, my sisters and my parents.

SOUL AGE: OLDER IS NOT BETTER

From: http://www.michaelteachings.com/older_not_better.html

Older Is Not Better
(excerpt from The Journey of Your Soul)

BY SHEPHERD HOODWIN

It is not better to be an old soul than to be mature or young, just as it isn’t better to be forty-five years old than it is to be thirty-two or fourteen. A young person may be wise, and an old person foolish. A baby soul may be loving, and an old soul spiteful. People of every soul age are capable of manifesting their true personality—that is, of acting out of their positive poles, which are motivated by love. Younger souls are simply less experienced than older souls, not having completed as many monads. They are less fully tested, one could say.

Having compassion for others through knowledge of oneself is possible at any soul age.

An infant soul can be appropriate and responsible, but is not ready to handle larger responsibilities. He is generally not attracted to situations beyond his abilities. It is similar to a child, who can be appropriate and responsible, but for a smaller sphere than an adult can be. You would not expect a five-year-old to hold down a nine-to-five job, for example.

Advancement is not as important as experience. You do advance, because you are in motion, but you are here to experience life in every facet. Some facets of life are easier than others, but each step of development is necessary. If you were to skip over one, you would be left with a gap.

The more conscious you are in your growth process, the more quickly you grow. However, this does not necessarily translate into moving more quickly from second-level mature to third-level mature, for instance. It is not necessarily desirable for you to move from second to third mature as quickly as possible. Your soul age simply indicates your point of perspective. It is not inferior to be second-level mature rather than third-level mature; all points of perspective are valid. However, if you are ready to move from second mature to third, and you bring more awareness to the process, it may happen more quickly because you will be in a better position to avoid becoming stuck.

On the other hand, it may be appropriate for you to have an extensive experience of being at second-level mature. If that’s the case, you will do so more expansively if you are growing consciously, but you will not necessarily finish it more quickly. The object of the game is not to move through the soul ages as quickly as possible. It is to move through them in the way you choose to move through them. Choice is the “name of the game.” Some people are more attracted to the mature soul perspective and spend more time in it; others are more attracted to the young or old-soul perspectives. It is individual.

Soul age is similar in some respects to physical age. When you are sixty, no matter how intelligent, mature, appropriate, or healthy you are or are not, you go through certain experiences; the sixty-year-old body brings with it a certain perspective—you cannot escape that. Likewise with the eleven-year-old body: an eleven-year-old girl may mimic a seventeen-year-old, wearing makeup and dating, but she probably does not yet have the physical capacity to support a sexual relationship, for instance. Two eleven-year-olds can be quite different, yet both share the eleven-year-old experience. In the same way, two people of the same soul age share a common perspective, even though the specifics of their lives may be quite different.

Old souls tend to be tolerant and inclusive, and at least try to be open to other ways of looking at things. However, they may become upset by people whose points of view are rigid and exclusive. So if they are trying to respect different points of view, they may not respect people whose points of view do not respect other points of view.

MORE @ http://www.michaelteachings.com/older_not_better.html

MY TRUTH - MICHAEL TEACHINGS

Here is something that resonates deep inside of me as MY PERSONAL TRUTH.

An Overview of the Michael Teachings

Long ago you faced a dilemma. You were about to start a grand journey, a new cycle of lifetimes in a human body. In your cycle you would sign on for approximately 10,000 years, or 50-200 lifetimes, in order to learn about the physical plane and about sentience.

You were told that in order to become sentient you needed to be one of seven personality types, or "Roles": Server, Priest, Artisan, Sage, Warrior, King, or Scholar. Your Role, to be chosen by you, would be your underlying personality type through all of your lifetimes in the cycle.

You knew this was a big decision, one you'd have to live with for a long time. Should you be a kind, loving Server? An inspired Priest? A creative Artisan? A fun-loving Sage? What about a brave Warrior, masterful King, or intelligent Scholar?

To make things easier for you, the universal life force or Tao created a system of personality traits called overleaves, to be worn like a cloak over your true Role. You would stay the same Role through each of your lifetimes in the cycle, but every lifetime you would change your overleaves for variety. Overleaves would give you a chance to experiment with the energy of all the other Roles, modify your life experience as needed, and enable you to be complex and sophisticated.

When you began your first lifetime as whatever Role you wanted to be. You chose a Goal for that lifetime: Re-evaluation, Growth, Discrimination, Acceptance, Submission, Dominance, or Flow

............More @ http://www.michaelteachings.com/introduction.html

They have it all, Roles, Modes, Attitude, Soul Age, your Centering, you Essence Twin (ET).

I first got introduced to Michael's teachings when I was 16. My father (who isn't exactly spiritual found two book in yard sale and though I would like them... These two books were called:

Tao to Earth
By Jose Stevens.
How do you get here? And what happens when you do? This book covers all the important information about the setting up of a lifetime, from describing karmas, agreements and relationships. Essence twins, task companions, monads and astrological influences are included.

And

Earth to Tao
By Jose Stevens.
Presents a comprehensive blueprint of spiritual awakening & its relationship to healing. Discusses the support of nature devas, animals, spiritual guides, and the seven steps to "agape".

I went through the first one and from the first sentance on it was what my soul resonated with, it was my truth in a book, by a man and soul group I've never even heard of!
I was flabbergasted - how come I already knew all this and then was presented with these books for resource material?

All I am saying is this truly opened my eyes to synchronicity - divine will - and peace.

P.S: I find myself at 2nd Level Old Soul, in Server Role with Artisan Overleaves which is:

Old Soul: Retired, relaxed-looking, puttering around, usually happy, not getting excited about too much, unambitious, learning to teach and love, finishing off karmas. 2nd: The Explorer. At this level you feel more grounded in the new consciousness, and send yourself out in the world. Here you work most strongly on your self-karmas, testing your personal habit patterns and working on your self-discipline.
Server: This Role was originally called "Slave", but this word gives a connotation to the Role which is not necessarily valid. In the Negative Pole of -Bondage, a Server can be like a slave in the sense that she feels as if she is carrying the world as a burden on her shoulders. She may feel like she is a lowly drudge who is yoked to a menial job. She may feel that her whole life is filled with one obligatory chore after another, just like a slave in past cultures. But the Positive Pole of Service is one of helping, caring, nurturing, sustaining, attending, aiding, and consoling. Of the Roles, the Server would probably be considered the most "feminine" in our culture, because of these "mothering" qualities. Artisans: are impelled to make things. They get restless if they do not create something tangible. It is their nature to produce physical objects. They generate an idea, and from within themselves they spew it out into material reality. They take the raw material in their hands and fashion it into things of beauty or function. Gadgets and gizmos are their stock in trade. Artisans are interested in how things work. As children, they often take things apart to see what is inside -- "What makes it tick?" -- then they put it back together again. They are good at this and have high "mechanical aptitudes." But Artisans are so multi-faceted that they can't be boxed into a single field of expertise. They can be excellent artists, inventors, musicians, actors, writers, surgeons, architects, interior decorators, landscapers, or essentially any occupation that generates something new, different, and unique. They also excel at occupations that involve fixing or manipulating things that already exist, such as draftsmen, machinists, assemblers, mechanics, home-builders, construction workers, painters, auto-makers, manufacturers, repairmen, technicians, electricians, plumbers, carpenters, cabinetmakers, and so on.

DAY 7 - RED EARTH WAVESPELL

From:http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Earth.html

Day 7 (January 1st): What can I do to stand in the light of my full mystical power?

Blue Night qualities: Abyss, serenity, "looks-within" place, enclosing darkness, stillness, dreamfield matrix, the unconcious, abundance, mystery, sanctuary, journey into self, dream exploration, intuition.

Blue night is the dark mystery within, the journey into self, that place to which you can always retreat to garner the gifts of your process subjectively. You are being asked to enter into and explore your process subjectively. Blue Night is the immense field of potential found in the depths of human emotion and feeling. The touch of Blue Night is like the moment you crawl into bed and feel yourself surrounded by warmth, darkness and peace.

Dreamtime holds powerful opportunities. It is a field where potential, past, and future are held in the same matrix as the present moment. If such a construct is foreign to you, stretch your mind and entertain the possibility that you could help to dream a different reality into being. Enter into the mystery where reality is actually created.

In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as constributing to the larger dream that is emerging. By focusing on this creation, your thoughts and intentions are projected at superluminal speeds across the crystal grid network that encompasses universes. This energetic field seeds, supports, and empowers the creation of an unfolding reality.

At a certain point, when a critical threshold of energy has been focused on a clear intent such as world peace, the underlying constructs of reality shift and a new reality begins filtering into human experience. Make no mistake: great change is seeded by conscious dreamers who understand and know that they are co-creating the larger dream.

DAY 6'S DREAM

Day 6's Dream

This one was a hard to call back - eventuallyt after rolling around ten minutes I got a climps.

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I was being held hostige in cruise liner cabin by a woman, I tricked here to leave the room with me. We went to the elevators, there were four, first available had a toilet, another had a sleeping man, and third was half the size - we took that one.
The dream changed to a bus and the woman to my cousin Heidi, we were going to our gratuation, we were talking about dresses and foods and then Brittany Murphy (from Clueless - she died about a week ago).

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Prison guard = Your conscience, Commonly used metaphors for conscience include the "voice within" and the "inner light". (she was not letting me escape)
Ship = The journey of life, with calm and storms.
Elevator = And elevator going down means you have failed, and are at spiritual regression. (4 elevators - so perhaps only one of them is going down?)
Bus = A bus means you are traveling same way with others. Even towards a same goal. If you are satisfied, then you are in a good place socially. (I was happy and chatty)
Family (cousin) = Family members are you yourself. Study emotions of the situation. (content, at ease)

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My inner voice is trying to tell me not to go down a wrong pathway, to eventually fail in my quest. It went down the elevator with me cause my inner voice is always with me even when I make poor choices. Perhaps if I was less spiritual I would get along with my family better. Which makes sense as I like being alone at times - and not talk about things that are negative and my family has a habit of going through bad events or news with vigor - where I no longer want that in my day-to-day life. (both sides of my blood family - I am not saying they are "bad" or different - I am saying I am at a different place from them and hence feel slightly alienated from them.)