MEANING OF MY TAROT READINGS

What is the meaning of me giving these Tarot readings?

Ten of Cups - SATIETY - Cups represent the reality of our inner emotions, they rule over Love, Emotions and Interaction in Relationships. They rule the Element of Water.
Satisfaction, Mars in Pisces, Fulfilment, Radiation.
The ten of cups have arranged themselves in the shape of the Tree of Life, everything is in their right place in perfect balance, this symbolises deep fulfilment. At the top the Lotus flower is a sign of Love's abundance received, this love is so over flowing it gives to all participated, anyone willing to accept it can be participating in receiving it through this current on flowing Love. The Cup handles are made of horns of Aries which represents Mars. The golden color tells of total transformation that can now access the energies of Mars. Mars in the spiritual Pisces does not express itself by being crude or rough, toxic or snobby. Mars in Pisces expresses itself by bringing what seems a fragile creature with determination that this needs to express the deepest beauty carried inside. This needs no dramatic expression of emotion. Person fulfilling their purpose radiant these qualities. A tree is known by its fruits.
Life will give me what I need to be Happy.

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Well, those of you who have contacted me know I always begin the reading relationship by stating this...
First I have to tell you few things about how I read the Tarot. I do not operate through fear or shady metaphors. Those have no place in a Lightworker. I also do not read reversed / "upside down" cards that interpret through / cause negativity. The Tarot are meant to be tools of Unconditional Love and connection to our spirit guides and ascended masters - and it would be silly to think they would try and scare us. So, in my reading you will not get bad news or scary threats, all of my readings come from Higher Power, our Higher Self, these cards are the way of interpretation through Love, and it's Wisdom.
Perfectly at balance with the Mars in Pisces energies, and who are you calling fragile, huh? Well, suppose that applies as well, not that I like admitting it.

I do get a deep sense of fulfilling my destiny as I do these readings - I have forever wanted to help and heal with all my power that has been granted to me ( by me, by I AM,  I might add ;) ), I've used Reiki, I've used the power of words, and now I use the Tarot, which has brought me in close contact with so many people who have needed guidance, and I have been given a chance to give what naturally comes from me.

I like how it is said through the card, the over flowing love, because that is how I feel it as well, I have so much to share and give that it overflows. People who are willing to accept it, by asking for a reading, will always receive it through me. The divine wisdom coming through from our I AM, yours and mine, the Universes.

I'm glad I did do this reading, a great Confirmation.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina

RED MOON WAVESPELL - DAY 13 - BIGGER PICTURE

"Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams"

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Day 13 (Nov 15): How do I surrender to the perfection of the larger pattern of my Essence Self?
From Tracy Gendron at: http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Wave_Red_Moon.html

Red Dragon Qualities: Source of life, breakthrough, divine nurturance & support, receptivity, primordial Mother, undivided primal waters, primal trust and nourishment, birth.

Red Dragon: Primal trust means making choices with no guarantees, knowing that divine nurturance will provide what is needed for your journey. It means making choices moment by moment, implicitly trusting your innate steering mechanism of heart-knowing. Primal trust implies surrendering to the will of the divine self, letting go of what your ego deems to be control of the outcomes in your life. It means deeply trusting the processes that are at work within your present spiral of evolution.

The energy of Red Dragon asks you to embrace the depth of your receptivity. Perhaps you have been taught that it is better to give than to receive. Giving is a powerful way to learn how to receive, but it is not the whole picture. There is a circuit of completion in giving and receiving that happens within you and in your external world at the same time. If you trust unconditionally in the giving, you are not attached to how the gift is received. When you freely give, you fill your cup with sweet waters, which you can then offer innocently and purely to another. Know, on one level, that your gift is poured out universally regardless of how it appears to be received. However, when the gift comes from ego, it is limited by expectations and conditions. Love just is. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed.

It is also a great gift to allow others to give fully to you, for in your receptivity the circuit of love is completed. Love is all that is, and by completing the circuit of giving and receiving on the physical plane, you form an infinite loop that continually expands into new octaves of expression on other planes.

Trust in the larger pattern to provide what you need. Open to receive. Communicate your feelings, desires and dreams.

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Niina: Will Fill this up at the end of the day

The Dream: I went to a ship, it had restaurants on the open sides and at the end was a amfitheater that opened to the sea. My dad was siting there, we talked and the boat theather was slipping from underneath me like the benches were wined back, it stopped and we continued on the ship to eat.
There was a man going around shooting people, some people hid in the bathrooms, he shot at them but didn't quite hit anyone, he kept missing the angle.

Ship = As mentioned in all relevant dream symbols, bodies of water represent your unconscious, your emotions, and your accumulated soul experiences. The ship in your dream could represent you and the ways in which you navigate thought these parts of yourself. When interpreting this dream, consider the kind of voyage and the type of ship. Some dream interpretation books say that if the voyage is calm you should go forward with your plans. However, if it is a very stormy voyage, get ready for an emotional upset or challenge. ( the waters were still, I think we were docked )
Restaurant = To dream that you are in a restaurant symbolized your current state, particularly of being, suggests that you are feeling engulfed by a long list of choices and decisions you have to make. Alternatively, it suggests a preference to seek emotional assistance from people outside your present social circle. ( there were many restaurants to choose from - I have many choices of states of being to choose from )
Theater = Theaters may be a metaphor for our physical lives. To paraphrase Shakespeare, life is a stage and we are merely trying to make the best of it. Maybe in your dreams you are acting out some of your personal issues and concerns. Think about the details of your dream and what is going on in the theater. Is it a comedy or a tragedy? Are you having fun, or are you very uncomfortable or bored? All of these will give you clues in regard to the meaning of based theater dreams. ( I was uncomfortable there with the benches moving )
Father = You may be dreaming about your father and expressing your feelings about him in a safe way. Traditionally, a father dream can be seen as symbolizing authority and power. In the dream you may be expressing your attitude about strengths and weaknesses as they relate to your position in life and your general attitude toward society. The image of the father could also represent the "collective consciousness," the traditional spirit, and the yang. ( as I have three or four father dreams this Wavespell [where I usually have none] I'm sticking with this authority and power theme - Even though I am still in my emotions and soul experience, I am made to choose by this auhtority in society which makes me unconfortable. But choose what? )
Shooting = Shooting someone or being shot yourself is a fearful and violent dream experience. It may reflect aggression, powerlessness, release of strong and dangerous emotions, and/or symbolize a conclusive event in a particular situation or relationship. ( as I was being shot at, and on a ship it seems to be a emotional aggression towards me, because of the choices I am making in my soul experience/spituality )
Gun = If the gun in the dream is used to hurt or kill you or someone else, please consider your current difficulties, hostile feelings or serious arguments, which you may have within yourself or with others. ( well before going to bed I was thinking of my kind of spirituality and wither I was "right" or not, and if I was doing all this work for nothing, and then I thought of how I felt when I wasn't spiritual. How did it feel to be soaked in style/money society? Not good. How was it to swim aimlessly in emotions without a lighthouse? Depressing, sad, overwheöming. What was it like to worry about money, furniture, work, friends, lack of friends, yadda-yadda? Bad, very unhappy, very debressing. So even if there is nothing after death, exept to be recycled as atoms in different planets and stars - I am happy and staying happy. )

Niina's Dream Interpetation: I have come to a place in my soul experiences that I am currently standing still in still waters, calmly. There are choices to be made right here. On the other hand is this society with limits, debression and worries but also most people in my life. On the other hand are my happiness and joy and peace and a handful of people who are comfortable with true me. Now society frowns upon me because currently I do not have any societal respect for authority and it's power, and it's hard to aka control me ( don't think I'm talking conspiracies here, I am not, I'm talking about the consumer image, the follow the pecking order chickens, here ). What I do have for them is what I have for everyone is respect for their divine quality, such as a janitor is my brother, a doctor is my sister and treated the same way. Hierarchy and pecking orders give me the creeps - we are all humans it should not matter what color and profession we are or the salary we make, and let alone how fast we can memorize facts - those things aren't suppose to tear us apart to individual groups. We cannot all be Niina's, exactly as smart, or as brunette or kindergarden teachers. We cannot all be exactly you. We all have our place and we need to be united not separated. To finish up my dream - I am happy and staying happy.

Love, Light and Joy!

Niina!

CHANNELING LIGHTWORKER LIFETIMES

I have been thinking of my life as Lightworker lately, and this morning I came across a channelling I posted here as well.

"Many Lightworkers will also be going home (also via the banquet!). However, there are a considerable number of Lightworkers who intend to stay on the Earth in the 5th dimension to assist people to adapt to their new circumstances. Working on a completely harmonious planet in the flow of divine order, without pain or suffering, is quite different than experiencing life on the 3D Earth."

This quote had me immediately - I knew this Earth is my "life long" project, and that this is not my only time as Lightworker on Earth. I wanted to have solid proof, I wanted to remember, relive why and how many times I have been on Earth. (I'd also like to know your experiences if you are a Lightworkers who has had more reincarnations on Earth)
Do not take this as spacey-alien thing... I am not an alien, or state that I am. What I am is what you are, not all times a human, not a body, not an angel or ascended master - I am the Energy, the Light of the Continuum of Existence.
It is just those born to Human Cycle spend a whole lot of live on Earth, I as I learned have only been here few times - for a specific reason.
As my home and culture now is in Finland it is no coincident, I imagine, that my maiden name is so tightly wound into Finland's Spiritual Mythology. Kokko the Steady-Winger White Eagle in Kalevala is the messenger of Divine Knowledge, it is the Holy Spirit in other mythologies, Kokko brings the divine Wisdom and Knowledge to the people.

As you read my channeling, my Conversation with my Higher Self, it is good that you know what it felt, feels like. It is like a connection to my Infinite Self, the part of me that is not dependent of time it recalls at all times the past and future of everything. My attention spans to include all, but to stay sane in this three dimension body it comes in a form of a Higher Self, and entity that I am within that I can have a conversation with.
I did this conversation with automatic writing as I wanted to record it all as it was said.

How many lives have I had with humanity? 

You have had four, each in pivotal important points of human existence. Like you have recalled your first life on Earth was in Atlantis – you were there to help lift the vibration of Atlantis back to light, it is due to you and others with your purpose and mission in Atlantis that the souls were reborn else where and took their knowledge and wisdom with them. You recall the physicality of this time but not your true purpose and origin yet, this you can remember as you work with me on it.

Your second life was in Egypt a grounding life, a force of earth and force of true balancing of the ground, the turmoil of that time in Egypt was bringing earth too close to lower vibrations, you worked with the earth with your hands, sang to it, you recall the physical of this again, the pain of loss, but you shall remember more if you wish to of your original purpose there to ground the vibration to keep them from lowering further.

Your third life you have not recalled yet, it was in a time of budding science, you were there to keep the vibration high for the important step, the right steps to be taken, victorian era suited your manifestation, you and others with your vibration raising abilities worked closely with these scientist you were parts of their families and continued families, friends and lovers. This was where spiritual science gained its foothold.

Your fourth incarnation to earth is this, now in age of information and last steps to ascension. It is the same job, so to speak only your tools and surrounding will change. This has always been your job, you have always enjoyed it, information, raising vibration, building about your last reincarnations, what was started then will come to its perfection now.

Thank you.

You are welcome.

As I open my eyes, I feel part of the perfection still lingering. Just like before my mind showed me, like a movie but a memory these lives and glimpses of their true meaning - it is good to know your past, but in someway it matters not, as it is the past. But I personally hold these memories precious, it tells much about me and what is my purpose on Earth. 

The Light Bearer.  

A Lightworker.

Art by Kagaya

THE HANGED MAN CARD

I picked a Card from the Tarot pack today.

I asked what do I need to know today so that I can fullfill today's Highest Purpose?

"The Hanged Man is one of those Major Arcana cards which tend to have a rather poor reputation - undeservedly, in my opinion. He represents the necessary process of surrender and sacrifice, which is probably why he is not greeted with open arms. Yet both actions are a part of everyday life. We just fail to understand that, every time we make a choice between two equally desirable options, we sacrifice one in order to have the other. We surrender one state to achieve another.

In fact, the Hanged Man can often indicate a period of apparent inertia, where new concepts and tenets are being absorbed. Once we have digested this new material, we can emerge from our period of inactivity with a fresh approach to things. So sometimes the Hanged Man presents us with an important method of self-development.

In most Tarot decks, there's an important visual link between the Emperor and the Hanged Man - both these figures are depicted with their legs forming the figure 4. 4 is a number connected to ideas about material stability. The Emperor often represents a man who has achieved much in the material sphere. He is usually a dynamic and energetic person who forcefully directs his will toward the attainment of his desires.
In a sense, we can see the Hanged Man as an outgrowth of the Emperor - though now it is not the material world which is the object of his aspiration - it is the spiritual realm in which he is interested.

So, on a day ruled by the Hanged Man, take a little time out to consider what your current spiritual aspirations are. Write them down and think them over. Think back to the last time you attempted to assess your current journey and see whether you feel you have achieved some of the things you aimed for.
And above all, recognise something. This journey of the spirit is like any other - we achieve it step by step, moment by moment. We will always be surrendering things along the way - and we need always to be open to new input, new concepts, new pages to be written in the book of life.

Affirmation: I pause. And in pausing, I see differently."

From: http://www.angelpaths.com/majors/hanged2.html